mood: lazyI'm still lazy to update about the fairmont stay. But i reckon, if I dont update now, I'll prolly be damn busy till like.....new year? Okay, whatever. Cut to the chase, there's like hundreds of photos that I'm unwilling to put up on the blog right now. HAHA. So many! So nvm, I'll upload some and throw the rest in a slideshow and embed it here. :)
location: where else?
now playin': Tell Me - Wonder Girls
Finally met the guys(as in Sha Sha & Saff) and waited at the lobby for dearest Kak tan and nair's aunt to arrive. Checked in, went up......
Our room overlooked the Esplanande, St. Andrews Cathedral Church, Swiss Hotel and you have no idea how bloody shioklified it was. The room was not only like just a few mini-steps away from the lift but it was on the 22nd floor. *screams* And you could practically see the whole of city hall area! We instantly started camwhoring. Awesome shit. Got cozy on the comfy bed. Now, this is THE life i wanna lead. :) Soon after, Haikal, Wen Hao & Dana came by. Dana left in 15mins thought to rush to church. Aaron came. Walked to Marina Square for late lunch (which was also early dinner for me). Walked around. Went back to the hotel.
The guys wanted to go for a swim. And when I say guys, i'm referring to Saffwan and (his new bff) Aaron. HAHA. Wanted to just go down in my Armanie Xchange top and shorts until I heard aaron say that If i go down, I have to beware. So I changed to my tanktop. LUCKY ME FOR THAT! Cos when we got down, camwhored and then aaron tried to drag me to the pool. Failed attempt. I screamed so loud and my phone was still around my neck. Then they left me alone then Saff and him came out of the pool then pulled me tothe pool again. THIS WAS A CLASSIC JOKE. They pulled me until so hard then suddenly they let me go then I FELL INTO THE POOL. I ended up upset thanks to the chlorine. But the water was nice, chilly but nice. And the swim was refreshing.
Then since Saffwan
Slacked around. Felt like munching on smth even though was kinda full, so ...
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Farrah & I went down to walk around. I was hoping that Auntie Anne's would be open. But it was like 11pm already. -.- Anyways, she took a photo of me at the lobby:
And then this German guy came up to us rambling something and the only thing we could make out what he was trying to say was, "you wanna take a photo together?" Firstly, it was scary to have someone randomly offer to help us. I mean, YOU DONT FIND SUCH PEOPLE IN SINGAPORE, ADMIT IT! Secondly, we were alone (not as a clique) and this guy was like scary (but cute). Lastly, WHAT IS HE RAN OFF WITH INTAN'S CAMMY!??! I was like visualising the Mr Bean moment where the guy offered to take photo for him then that asshole ran off with the cammy. SCARY OR WHUT?! If that wasn't scary enough, he even told us how to pose and all and his friend was like, "look out girls. he's a thief!" But i reckon he was joking uh. HAHA. And then they like chatted us up. They look like late 20s? HAHA. They thought we werent local. HAHAAfter that I ended up buying shaker fries. Went up to wait for the rest before we went out. Told them about the caucasians chatting us up. They all think that the guys wanted to drag us somewhere and rape us until they found out that we're locals. LOL. (Y) Went to Macs (again for me) for supper. I was full so I just bought drink & ice cream. Then they wanted to go to Chijmes. I was scared, i mean, like it's the eve of xmas. prolly there'll be people drunk ro smth right? HAHAH. In the end we reached there also never go in. HAHAHAHAH. Walked to the Merlion. Nice walk. Serenity man! (Y) Butter Factory's club music was so bloody loud! Haha. AND I FELL DOWN. As if falling down wasn't embarrassing itself, it was something that moronic Saffwan gloated on. He turned just in time to see me fall. _|_ And he laughed so happily. And I heard my ankle crack. I wa so scared I sprained it. waddya expect? I was so sleepy, tired, blur, it was so dark and I wasnt wearing my specs! :( Okay anyways, it was like so damn late. like 2am and we found a spot ot sit around and like tell/listen (to) ghost stories. ME LIKEY (Y). It was like 3plus in the morning by the time we started to move off.
Wanted to walked to Orchard but I was damn tired and all. So in the end I went back to the room with Saffwan. NO. nothing happened even though it sounds scandalous. In fact we had like some toughest shit time getting the god-damn teevee to shut the fuck up. SERIOUSLY. And like after awhile, we fell asleep, or at least i did. then the rest came back. HAHHAHA. by then the noise woke me up and I couldnt sleep till like 5plus?
The next time I woke up, I thought it was 8am. But to my surprise, it was the contrary! It was like NOON! HAHAHAHAH! And my husband was missing -.- Then i had like 4new text. one was him saying he had left and he left his shorts behind. -.- Okay whatever, bathed and watched teevo. (Y) Went to grab late lunch at like 2plus, nearly 3pm. Macs, again! HAHA. Also Auntie Anne's!
I LOVE PRETZELS (L)
Packed up and then left. Headed home with Farrah. Headed home and so, I gave Xmas dinner @ Dan's a miss. SORRY EVIL TWIN! :( Kimmie missed me. HAHAH. Ended up chatting till like 12am this morning. Webcammed with Kimand chatted with ben ang. She missed my face and my nonsense. HOW SWEET! :)
Okay, I'm lazy to blog anymore. I'll upload some photos, from my xmas prezzies(excluding the one Ben gave cos i already uploaded it. haha) to some of those taken that day. Thank you for all the presents. Love yall. And thanks for the memories to the usuals. Yall were and awesome bunch! (L)
From S
From C
From Intan
Photos From Fairmont..
YanYan blogged @ 6:32 PM
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I AM SO DAMN NICE TO YOU. I AM SO SWEET, EVEN SUGAR WOULDN'T TASTE THIS SWEET! I MUST BE LIKE THE BESTEST FIANCEE/WIFE YOU HAVE (and will ever have). WHO ELSE WOULD BE SO NICE TO YOU!?
(side note: _|_)
PS. You owe me big time. :)
XOXO,
yanyan
YanYan blogged @ 9:37 PM
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mood: glad
location: room
now playin': Sweet Dreams - Beyonce
No, I don't celebrate it, as in spiritually. I celebrate it in terms of exchange presents. HAHAHAH. (Y) Late update, I totally know. We checked out @ 4pm. Late as compared to the usual 2pm. But we had privileges. ^^ I have oh-so-much to blog about!! :D
Okay, I'll update slowly since I'm prolly gonna stay home during the weekends. And I didn't go over to Dan's for his christmas dinner althought I wanted to. Cos like already checked out so late, and it was like 5plus when i got home. And by the time I'd reach there, like it would most prolly be over. HAHAHA. And I'm really tired. WE SLEPT AT LIKE 5PLUS IN THE MORNING. \m/ Will blog about that soonish....
I HAD AN AWESOME STAY @ FAIRMONT HOTEL WITH THE AWESOME USUALS! Totally unforgettable. :) (Y)(Y)
ttfn! (L)
YanYan blogged @ 6:35 PM
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mood: SEXcitedTODAY (or at least yesterday's today, which is Wednesday) IS SOME AWESOME SHIT!
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now playin':American Boy - Estelle Feat Kanye West
(And an awesomely longgggg day!)
C came over to pass my my Xmas present and I passed her hers. I'll open hers & S' on Xmas itself. THANK YOU BITCHIE! :) Headed to SP, send bro's jacket to the laundry. Headed to Woodlands. And I was super early. And Kim was DAMN LATE! So I ended up sitting @ CWp with bubble tea & smsing that stupid bitch. HAHA. :D And randomly.........
me: WHERE ARE YOU? I want _ _ _ _'s baby. HAHAHAHAH!
(PS. I was laughing to myself when i typed this. And people of the public looked at me like I was some retarded person)
kim: ohmyfuckinggod! what are you thinking man you dirty bitch, seriously! Imagine I show that to ____. awesomeness!
Me: HAHA. #$%^^%$#$%^&!!!!! dont be so mean idiot! hahahahahahah
Kim: Haha. im laughing in the bus idiot! Imagine how the baby would look? hmph. Omg! hot and crazy at the same time! woots!
Me: WITH BIG BOOBS! hahahahah!
Kim:YOU WANT YOUR SON TO HAVE BIG BOMBS??
(pls pay attention to the BOMBS)
Me: wtf?! I mean baby girl la you retard! HAHAH
Kim: I realised i typed as BOMBS instead of BOOBS. I WILL HAVE A ONE NIGHT STAND WITH YOUR SON!
And the rest I dont wanna tell. HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAH. She fucking bitchface! HAHA. My dear sista damn wtf. INCEST LA SIAL. _|_ I laughed, smiled & giggled to myself like a retard. \m/
Anyways, we
Then bathed. SUPER SHIOK MAN! haha. Headed to city hall cos I had some mayjah popiah cravings that only QiJi can satisfy! HAHA. So went there and I ate like nearly 10bucks worth. ^^ And then we sat there and talked....about some major X-rated stuff. HAHAHHA. *winks at Elaine & Kimmie* HAHAHAHHA! Heade back, stopped at SP to collect bro's & sis' laundry. Luckily im being paid by my bro. ^^ Stopped @ Pop to buy some materials to make cards for my darling usuals. :)
5-STAR HOTEL STAY WITH THE USUALS
@ fairmont hotel! (Y)
I cannot wait. I cannot cannot wait. was having a mass phone conference with Intan, Farrah & Saffwan. I cannot decide what to wear & bring. And its nearly 1am and I havent even started on the cards! OH SHIT. I still have to meet them at 12noon @ City hall.
Nevertheless, I'm so effing excited to have an overnight with them. & it's prolly Fariza's last gathering with the usuals and I before she heads off to Australia for her studied. *envious* OKAY. I HAVE TO GET STARTED ON THE CARDS!
(IN ADVANCE!! if i dont get to update on time for X'mas as I'll prolly be with the rest. :D)
YanYan blogged @ 12:51 AM
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mood: chirpy
location: room
now playin':Everybody In Love - JLS
I'm in a really good mood. I finally knocked out after an OUTSTANDING 36+hours being awake. And I had like a fulfilling 10hours of some hardcore shiok sleep! =) My eye-bags are still fugly though. But oh well. At least I had some 10hours of sleep. :)
And I know I've forgotten to get some last minute X'mas presents. I can like feel it. But I just can't figure out whose I've forgotten. SHUCKS! K, nvm, I'll go do some last minute shopping later today or tmr. ^^
Anyways, Daniel was nice to invite me to X'mas dinner and Christmas itself. No idea if I should and can go. Apparently I'll prolly be like ton-ing the whole night on the eve and god-knows if i'll look/feel like a zombie the next day. Must see whose going. HAHAHHA. And Ed also invited for Xmas dinner with his family......AT AUSSIE. FUCK YOU ED. SERIOUSLY FUCK YOU. HAHAHHAHAHAH. Idiot. pay my plane ticket la! Confident only ask me to go there. Idiot! _|_
I need a job, I need moolah, I need shopping. And I'm not just sitting here whining, I'm actually finding an effing job. Those assholes dont seem like they're every gonna hire me. I WANT TO WORK AT COTTON ON. WHY WAS THEIR INTERVIEW ON A SCHOOL DAY?! :(
Sigh. Okay, at least I've plans...(which totally involve money, which i clearly dont have). & that Ben Ang is keeping me in suspense! Asked me if I'll be home later. And not telling me why. tskkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk.
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He gave me an Xmas gift. DAMN SURPRISED LA! I thought he wanted to ask me to go down to chit chat. HAHA. Thank you Ben Ang WenJie! :) And I feel damn bad I didnt get him anything. thankfully, I've planned a last minute shopping! :D Thank you, again for the billionth time. :D
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mood: i-need-to-bitchIm still alive, and I've broken records. 32hours that i've been awake. My vision is blurring. My brain is all haywired. I've been talking nonsense. Ask S & Saffwan. Thanks husband for making fun of me today. PLEASE DIE!! :) I don't even know what I've been rattling on about. :(
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now playin':Hush Hush - PCD
There's auditions tmr and I just found out. Seriously, this last-minute email about the drama activities is getting on my nerves. CANNOT EMAIL IN THE AFTERNOON IS IT?! _|_ Yes, I'm really bitchy & cranky now. I am tired and sleepy. I'm so exhausted but i just can't sleep! It's really starting to piss me off!! Fiqa feels I shld just stay home and rest seeing I haven't slept a shit! :(
Good luck to me to try to sleep. There's Survivor Samoa finale now. Hopefully I can sleep. Good luck yanyan. :)
PS. hopefully my next update would be about me having a good & well-deserve sleep. ^^
YanYan blogged @ 11:09 PM
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mood: lethargicYes, 28hours is how long I've been awake. My body & mind isn't working properly. Went to meet S. She gave me a really really big X'mas prezzie. (An advance one since I wouldn't be meeting her before Xmas) Trained down to Toa Payoh cos she needed to buy some last minute gifts. Then had ice-cream & went to SunPlaza to go find for more gifts. And we ended up eating KFC. HAHAHA.
location: room
now playin':teevo
There's is absolutely no frigging way i can lose weight when I go out with that woman! :) It was a great time catching up with her and seeing her epic failure moments and all. And I do hope she likes the present I gave her. It took me ages to find it! :)
And best part? She told me that I AM NOT ALLOWED TO OPEN THE XMAS GIFT TILL CHRISTMAS ITSELF! AIYO!!!!!!!!! How am I gonna do that? Hahaha! I'm so impatient, so curious. I can't wait for christmas. :)
Anyways, Forever21 hasn't called me up. They've called Saffwan but not me. But they hung up on him. HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA!(Y) He reckons they've not called me cos I'm 17? Sigh. Idk, I just need to get a job, pronto!!
YanYan blogged @ 7:15 PM
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mood: sleepy & tiredAnother day & I haven't slept a wink for nearly....
location: room
now playin':
Sigh. What is going on with me? What's wrong? Sigh. I have to rush now. Off to meet S soon. I miss that girl!
PS. RIP Brittany Murphy!
YanYan blogged @ 1:19 PM
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mood: pissedI.AM.SO.DUMB!
location:
now playin':SomeBody To Love - Leighton Meester
Why my fingers so itchy?! I accidentally deleted most of my blog codes and like didnt make a back up copy and I can still stupidly save the remaining half codes not realising half was gone. $%^&*&^%$! Damn annoyed and for some reason, the codes I'm doing (impromptu style) isn't working out for me. I'm sleepy, grumpy and annoyed!
YanYan blogged @ 11:13 PM
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PRETTY/HOT GIRLS ARE TURNING LESBIAN....
Not that I have anything against homosexuals, don't get me wrong. But I think it's sucha pity. Like why? These hunks can always get themselves the chio bu and vice versa. So why? I think I'm tempted to like ask my friends who are like homos/bi about why. *kpo moment*
Hello, end of the world. :(
YanYan blogged @ 9:33 PM
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In fact, I did one quite sometime ago and unfortunately, I CAN'T FIND THE GOD DAMN THING! I prolly forgot to save it? Cannot be lor! I clearly remember saving it! Nvm, I'll re do up another one soon. PROMISE! This time, I'll try a less pinkish one. LOL.
Okay, I havent had lunch. Mum made steak. WOOHOOHOO! *jumps*
YanYan blogged @ 4:49 PM
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Adib's FB got hijacked & this was what it said...
HAHAH! DAMN FUNNY! At first I didnt know who wrote it. I thought sista was like madly bored. Well...i was wrong. HAHA. There were some comments that were deleted by the SUPER BORED KUKU who hijacked his status. Tsk! the first one that was deleted was Brandon's:
Which was how I found out that it was Stephanie's work! HAHAHAHAHHAHAHA. DAMN FUNNY! And the second comment that was deleted was Adib's comment using Steph's account. Read the comments & the ones at the side.
HAHAHA!& then she deleted & said adib has a small dick. HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAH! Killed his pride. (Y) 
Okay, I think that's enough entertainment for a night. It's 2am and I'm still awake. Damn. My eyebags are fugly. Me need more shut-eye.Toodle-le-dums lovelies!
YanYan blogged @ 1:50 AM
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mood: tiredmy eye-bags are really fugly. :(
location:
now playin':Worlds Apart - The Veronicas
Yes. They really are so fugly. Ironically, it's the hols and I should have a good sleep/rest. Apparently not the case. :( Why? Because......
come home,
sleep late,
wake up early,
go out,
stay out late,
come home,
sleep late,
wake up early,
go out,..............
and the cycle goes on & on...
Tsk tsk. And I've yet to mention in the list that I've been playing monopoly with my mum till like 3plus in the morn! hahaha! & this is Which is why I decided to be good and stay home today. Okay fine, that's only PART of the reason. The other reason is because I'm so effin' broke!
HAHA! Agree not? Sigh. Hopefully F21 employs me. Yeah, it's at Vivo, but still.....money will roll in.^^ I have yet to start on my Christmas Shopping! No moolah. I need to start thinking of what to buy & for whom. :)
Anyways, went back to RP to play volleyball with Kimmie. Ended up having to play in the bball court cos the halls were close. :( Humid weather! We ended up playing volleyball, bball & some soccer. HAHAH! Sounds damn stupid, i know! But it was so damn fun! I still suck at volleyball. tsk tsk. Shame on me. I can't aim for nuts! And it was so shiok to shower in school & have the whole damn toilet to ourselves! HAHA. (Y)
Then headed to sembawang shopping centre. Bring that noob around to the north side of SG! :) Had chicken cutlet noodle & she had chicken rice. The food there is surprisingly nice. K, anyways, hangout at the splash park. ^^ Another awesome day & we went home damn early cos we were damn effin' tired!
And then had a mass convo with the usuals to confirm our hotel plan. And I think farrah's gonna book it today for the 24th Dec. :) I'm so excited to overnight with them and chillax! And am gonna have a tennis session with Hakim (our SG national player & poster boyyyyyy) & kimmie soon, like say, Wednesday? :D
HAPPINESS! =D
YanYan blogged @ 3:44 PM
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mood: tired
location: room
now playin':Starstruck - 3O3 feat katy perry
Planning to play volleyball with Kim tmr. :D Shall turn in soon. Damn tired. Caffeine has an opposite effect on me and it's making me damn sleepy. :( But before I sleep, here are some photos from my Mum's birthday.
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1. My ex is: THAT ONE. (you know, i know, the rest dont need to know) *rolls eyes*
2. Maybe I should: just concentrate on losing weight
3. I love: God
4. I don’t understand: why the fuck people seem to care more bout my weight then i do against it. and they nag more. _|_
5. I lose: my patience when people talk about how much i need to lose weight asap. PLEASE TELL ME SOMETHING I DONT ALREADY KNOW.
6. People say I: am one effing stuck-up bitch who is actually a nice friend when they know me personally. ^^
7. Love is: so complicated and damn blind.
8. Somewhere, someone is: committing suicide
9. I will always: try to be the best I can be
10. Forever is: the longest thing ever!
11. I never want to: smoke, drink alcohol or commit suicide or murder
12. When I wake up in the morning: i try to steal a few more mins of sleep
13. My past was: the best damn thing!
14. I get annoyed when: people msn/call me when I'm asleep, people tell me that i need to lose weight, people who bail out on me like less then 3hrs before the time we're supposed to meet & people just piss me off at the wrong time.
15. Parties are for: awesome people like me. HAHAHAHAHAH. (kiddin)
16. My dog is: not mine :)
17. My cat is: the best damn cat. Garfield, female version. ^^
18. Kisses are the best when: it's sincere?
19. Tomorrow: I'm gonna play volleyball with kimmie! :D
20. I really want: more holidays, lose alot alot of weight, more weekends, less weekdays, less school, less exams, less problems. :)
21. I have low tolerance for people who: whines, "OMG. IM SO FAT. I LOOK LIKE A BIG FAT RHINO NOW. I NEED TO LOSE WEIGHT!" about their already skinny, chopstick-like, malnutritioned-looking body. _|_*rolls eyes*
22. I am tagging: Diana & whoever else.
mood: happy
location: room
now playin':
Why? cos like 3/4 of the shops in SP employes CHINA PEOPLE WHO WANTS ME TO TALK TO THEM IN CHINESE. _|_ Excuse me, ENGLISH is our common & universal language. If you can speak it, I have no idea why you've been employed. *rolls eyes* And it's disgusting that nowadays people are so bias and they only employ certain people...mainly CHINESE. Then again, I guess thats why trump card in getting my first job...i look chinese (duh, im mix -.-) & can speak really really basic mandarin. Tsk, what a disappointment.
But nevertheless, thank you kim for accompanying me all the way from bedok. HAHA. (L) But it was fun, like really really awesome! :) Wasted that You-thinking wasnt free. :( Didnt eat the WHOLE day except for milk tea bubble tea. thats all i had for the whole day. ^^
Mass convo with Kim, Hakim & Marckie. :) Then I went off to play Monopoly(Franchise) with mum. Played till like 330am? I was forced to declare bankruptcy 3 times...which means i lost 3 times to my mum. FML. lol
The cute rings we bought. HAHA.
Blue - Yuting
Yellow - Kimmie
Pink - ME!
My night out with Kimmie & Yuting (aka You-thinking)!
Then like 9pm bro & his gf came home with the dinner...PIZZA HUT FEAST!! Like nearly 6 or 7 pizzas. Damn awesome. then cut cake and all. Soon after that, Sis' bf came over after work. They stayed till like nearly 1am then they left. :) Another FABULOUS day!
It's actually so neat. lol.
SO NEAT.
My sister wore my sandals and i wore her heels. So much for elegance. HAHAH (Y)
She's jealous that my bangs is nicer that hers. MUAHAHAHA!
ME & MY BEANIE! :D
Her msn PM reads: I LOVE NURDIYANA TAN YAN YAN
Awwwwwwwww~ sho shweeeeeet! (L)
Okay, I'll end off here for now. I'll upload more photos soon. Going out with mummeh. Zai Jian! :)
mood: estatic
location: E36F
now playin':
I AM IN AN AWESOME MOOD.
GOODBYE RP, HELLO HO-HO-HOLIDAYS!
And today's SYAFIQ aka SHA SHA's birthday! Surprised him by going over to his class. :D Then we all gathered outside my class/intan&saff's class. (Y) Settled the discussion about the party the usuals & I are gonna have at The Swiss Hotel sometime soon. :D Damn excited! HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHA SHA!
Going to Town with Kimmie & "you-thinking". HAHA. Gonna party & stay out late! \m/ Okie dokie. UT starting soon. :( Good luck to me!
my MOMMY'S BIRTHDAY!! :D
Had a pizza hut feast at home. Like I think 7pizzas? Win or what man! HAHA. It was like a family gathering..bro's gf & sis' bf came to celebrate as well. It's been a long time since we had such a proper gathering. Afterall, the last time, it was my birthday and it was....well...an unhappy thing. So yeah. Atmosphere was awesome.
Anyways, I've not been updating, I know. I'll update soon.
LAST DAY OF SCHOOL THIS MONDAY! *screams*
mood: lazy
location: room
now playin':Mama Do - Pixie Lott
Woke up at like 250pm to my mum's naggings. And I didn't manage to upload the last batch of photos and gave up at like 3[lus in the morning nearing to 4am. why? Cos the photos were like 90% uploaded and the...........................
UPLOADING FAILED. PLEASE TRY AGAIN.
@#$%^&*(&^%$#@#$%^&*!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
So yeah, I'm trying it again now. I think I need to sleep more and be awake less. Maybe I can stop talking nonsense and doing nonsense. LOL.What nonsense?
We were talking about Gravity in CoCK-nitive lesson and I forgot that the guy who came up with it was Issac Newton and thought it was Albert Einstein. FML -.-
Example 2:
I kept my chopsticks in the fridge instead of the drawers after washing and then I couldn't find it till like I opened the fridge to get a drink. FML -.-
Okay, I'm lazy to go on with examples. Oh yes, and I forgot to mention about last saturday. I went out with Dylan to Ion and for my Swensens birthday treat which is so belated cos I've been putting it off for a long time due to the Play and everything. Went to walk around Ion. Not that fun but the smell of LUXURIOUS ITEMS filling the air was.......*dreamy look* simple SPLENDID. :)
Went for ice-cream buffet which was shiok! SERIOUSLY! And that buffet was on top of our own meals! Yes! Damn filling. Thank goodness I wore the right outfit so that my tummy wouldnt be seen protruding. HAHA! Went to Etude House, got my nail polish and headed to Kovan to meet Diana. Supposed to go lunch with her but was too full. So I just went to accompany her. Well, we ended up going shopping instead. HAHHAHAH! Then went to Macs for her dinner. I miss her being around. & THANKS FOR THE TREAT DYLAN! :)
Anyways, I'll upload some of the many photos taken from the past week first before uploading them as a slideshow. Very slow ah. :(
Ben Ang WenJie & I
Me & Hakim, our National tennis player & poster boy
Our first entrepreneurship formal lesson like 2 weeks ago?
me, mel & nurul
donna & I :)
SISTAS! :) taken in class yesterday.
#%^&&^%!!!!!!!!! THE THINGY ON FB STOPPED UPLOADING MY PHOTOS HALFWAY AGAIN!!! WTF?!?!?!?!
mood: lethargic
Hello lovelies.
location: room
now playin':
I know this blog is getting dull...especially with the terrible lack of updates.
I. AM. STILL. ALIVE!
Apparently an idiot asked me, "Are you dead yet? Cos your blog's dead!" -.- Lame or wot?! Okay, I've been a terrible procrastinator, and I still am. Bear with me k? Life's been so effin' hectic. WHAT TO DO?? Anyhoos, I'll do a Monday - Friday brief update...
MONDAY
Web & New media comms faci changed, yet again. Another relief faci. A retarded one, seriously. He was so guai lan, that he made me look like an angel. SERIOUSLY. He then gave us 3 stupid RJ questions to answer instead of 1. I think it was cause the class was rowdy during lesson. \m/ Too bad, his lesson was shit, so was he. And the next day, my grade was already published...a C. #$%^&**$#$%^&&#@#$%^&*(&^%$$(!!!!!!!!!!!
@#*&^$@#$%^&*(^%$#$^&!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
#$^&(&^%$#$%^&*($#$%^&*!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I swear I wanna slap him ah. He cannot teach not my fault I cannot do my research well what. -.-
TUESDAY
HAPPY BIRTHDAY BEN ANG WEN JIE! :D
Maths lesson was horrid. I was happy in the morn cos i was told...NO DRAMA! (Y) FINALLY! Haha. But then lesson brought my mood down. I became really chaotic..so did the class. HAHA. And Adib, Kimmy & I "officially" became sistas. HAHAH. Damn funny please.
Went to Ben's class during lunch for a surprise. I "joined forces" with his classmates (thru mithran) to give him a surprise. I didn't webcam or chat with him at all. HAHA. Then I headed to his class while he was decoyed. Quite awkward ah. His classmates had loads of funny questions for me. K, anyways, i think my presence was a good surprise to start off before he saw his birthday cake. HAHA. Sang birthday song, took photo and I faster siam. Like, i was damn extra. HAHAH.
Went back to class. No presentation. Did practice qns, okay wait, we didnt do. Faci was talking to herself. Cos nearly no one was even listening to her. We were talking about death, suicide and what fuck la. We mentioned and talked about anything & everything else BESIDES math. (Y) Faci damn pek chek.
WEDNESDAY
CoCK-nitive lesson was bullshit. No, seriously. I feel cognitive is becoming lamer and lamer as the weeks passby. -.- Cfm a C. I wasn't interested in the lesson. Seriously, I dont effin' hell see it's relation to Sports & Leisure Management. _|_
Headed to Mediacorp after school with Steph to watch SG Idol. It was AWESOME! I said something that till now, I feel bad about towards Soulmate. :( Like damn worried. After the show, Steph's dad sent me to MaryMount station where I headed to khatib for mum to pick me up. (Y) Shiokness. Painted my nails pink and now they're effing chio!
Talked to Dick on the phone till like 1plus. Things just started coming out and I felt so much better after the talk. HAHA. Been so long since I had such a good talk with him, or as a matter-of-fact, anyone. He's like a bro to me and like he really made me think and like...yeah...learn to let things go. :) Thanks Dick. :)
THURSDAY
Had an awesome sleep the previous night. :) Marketing is so.......not fun. So much theory. Omfg, I've been whining so much about my modules. HAHAHAH! \m/ Went with Intan to meet Frizzy after school for late lunch/early dinner after school @ Macs. Farrah came soon after. Headed to Starbucks after that to get our free frapps. (Y) It was fantabulously delicious! HAHA. Shiokness please! And then I realised that Coffe makes me sleepy and knock me out now. HAHA. Yes, the total opposite of coffee's use. Headed home and KO-ed.
FRIDAY
Mum sent me to school. Had to wear formal wear (including heels. omg) for the sales pitch/business plan presentation. Reached school later than my usual time, but was still early. Went to Ben's class during first break to get his DSLR from him. He was so nice as to lend it to me. :) Went to class and camwhoreddddddddd! Seriously hardcore camwhoring session. like more 300 photos? yeah. Somewhere there. HAHA.
Went to Lecture room for presentation during 3rd Meeting. ASYIRIN WAS THERE TOO! (Y) I became nervous out of a sudden in between the presentation and I forgot what to say, but I managed to pull through. :) Camwhored at the lecture room and Ben came to get the cammy from me since he partial-ed and was waiting for me to be done with the cammy. LOL.
After school, headed to Jalan Kayu with Kim, Yuting, Adib, steph and Alex for Prata session which turned out more into a Mee Goreng session ah! HAHAH. But was shiok. I was like dying in heels. :( Bused back to wdlds after that and took a bus home. Nice timing, Dick asked me out for dinner. So I decided to just go accompany him after I went home, bathed changed and all.
Sat @ KFC and chit chat. Went to Watsons to check hair-dye. Siegfried texted me something hilarious!
Me: HAHAH! Wtf? Where are you?
Sieg: The one place I can study . lolz
And I knew he was at Macs. CFM! And I was right! HAHA. Too bad he wasn't wearing that Gay shirt. Oh yes, I forgot to mention that! I saw him at the train station, rushing and wearing this Pink & orange striped shirt and it was effing gay on him! HAHHAHAHA.
Anyways, then headed to near my block, slacked and waited for Ben to arrive. Seriously, I think that Dick is the only guy that I have told alot of things to. I mean besides Benedict la. Ben (as in Ben and wenjie okay) came and we ended up with guy topics, as per usual. Saw Chaiboon & idk what the other guy's name. All talked about frisbee and all in mandarin. I was the only one speaking in English. Why?
BECAUSE MY MANDARIN IS EFFIN' CUI! :(
Yes, "cui" is now the "IN" word. HAHA. Then they left and it was just Dick, Ben & myself again. Talked about soccer and job and stuffs. I went home at 12am. Dont want my mum to nag so much. HAHA. And since then, I've been like editing the lightings on the photos taken earlier on and uploading them. It's talking forever, seriously! And like more than 1 and a half albums worth of photos in FB luh. and that also I didnt upload a few major unglam ones. =X I'll upload the zillion photos up in the blog soon. Damn slow. :(
mood: lazy
location: room
now playin':Wedding Dress - Taeyang
Okay, so last friday we had the Flames Award & Happy Hour Party. It was FANTABULOUS! Party with Drama clique was the sex yo! :) Well, here's some of the many photos taken that I have right now...
twinnie, me & fiqa
im at the extreme right wearing white, aishah beside me wearing blue.
GLAM OR UNGLAM? We had no place to sit & eat so we ended here. HAHAH.
Okay, so I was doing some thinking, and I realised that me choosing Drama as my IG was a good choice. I mean when there's a production, it's effin' hectic and tiring. But still, i feel it was a good choice. Let's just hope I'll get loads of CE points from it as well. HAHAHA. :D
I promised loads of photos of my new class. Have been with E36F for like 8weeks now. And I have ALOT of photos. Especially of late. So I'll just upload the very very overdued ones to the rather latest ones. Although some oh those in the pictures arent from my class. haha.
Steph & I
me wearing a beanie in class. OH YES! I have yet to transfer the photos of me in a beanie, properly. HAHA.
kimberlyyyyy
Adib & I
(from top clockwise) Adib, Kim, me, Steph & Yuting
SISTAZXZXZXZ lol
Steph, adib & I
Yuting, Steph & Kim
THIS IS ADIB .aka. LAO TIKO
Dian, me, kim & donna
this is LI May aka Ah lian. LOL
This is Dian. LOL
Clarence (ah beng), kim & I
Oh yeah! Anyways, I went to Mediacorp on Wednesday to watch SG Idol. And will most probably go over again next week. :D Well, this week was awesome cos Sleeq performed during the news break and then there was some duo from Live N Loaded & Nathan Hartono. OMG! He's a freaking hearthrob! *dreamy look*
SLEEQ~
Top 4 with Nathan
There's more but I have to wait for them to be uploaded. Haha. Okay and then on Thursday, which was yesterday, I had to wear formal. Cos we had to attend the lecture and do some Network marketing. Quite fun to dress up. EXCEPT...my lappy was heavy, so was my bag, I was tired, i was in heels and all black and...I NEEDED TO CAB REALLY BADLY! Unfortunately, I couldnt get a cab at all! I was so pissed. And I gave up and took the train. -.-
The lecture was DAMN BORING and i ended up....CAMWHORING with my webcam! HAHAH. And I didn't realise that My faci saw me, nurul, hakim and whoever else webcamming until her told me so after the lecture & until i saw all the photos. LOLLOLLOL! Anyhoos, I'll upload those photos later or smth cos this post is so effin' long already. HAHAHA.
So I got home, helped to clean the house and cook and get ready for our "reunion" dinner. Waited till like 9pm when my whole family & bro's gf came home for dinner. Nice timing, after dinner, Weicong called me to ask if I wanted to join him, weiming & daniel at macs. Was surprised when my mum allowed me to go out cos it was like nearly 10pm uh! Headed over there till like 11plus then I went home. By then, sis' bf came over already. HAHAH. Watched Paranomal activity. Not nice lor. -.- I mean the night-time & the ouija board was effin' cool. but nothing much to it.
So yes, FINALLY an update. Not really in detail, but still..... :) Oh btw,
SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDIL ADHA to all the Muslims out there! :D
mood: tired
location: e36f
now playin':
Anyways, life's been super hectic yet at the same time, fun. Obviously ups and downs are in the midst of all those fun luh. Anyways, I'm in school now and lessons gonna start soon. I promise a proper update with loads of photos. :D
mood: tired, high
location:
now playin':
SO EFFIN' AWESOME!
Yes! For real. Okay, I'll do a short update and I'll do a proper, in detain update soonish. I'll do this brief update from Tuesday onwards since I updated on monday.
Tuesday:
Had MC. Didn't go to school. Tabbs came over. Had an awesome day. :)
Wednesday:
Wasn't well, but still went to school. Spread my cough to like practically all those who hugged me. And they were like 14people? And it was cognitive lesson. Faci was in a good mood, lesson was fun. I LOVE MY CURRENT COG TEAM. Seriously, I dont wanna change. Cos we are damn "one for all, all for one". HAHHA. They should knwo what I mean. And i really dont wanna change group. :( Went out with Farrah, Friz & Intan. overall? AWESOME DAY!
Thursday:
Lesson was boring and tiring. But still, did work. Rushed off to meet S after school. Had late lunch with her at LJS. Walked around. Bought my beanie. I look damn cute. I'll post pics tmr. Told her many things. Went home. ANOTHER GREAT DAY! :D
Today:
FLAME AWARDS & HAPPY-HOUR AFTER PARTY.....
WAS THE BOMB!
Was still contemplating if I should go for the Flame awards concert & after-party. At 9am, only 5 people were in class. Changed faci, AGAIN. -.- People only came in after 9am. Pro right? End of the day, only 15people came. Did ppt. Due to my pro-ness. I managed to do 3/4 of the ppt by myself withing the first 45 mins of my break. I'm awesome, I know. :D Lesson was a chore. Rushed home, dressed up. Theme of the party was ANGELS & DEMONS. ^^
Reen came over. I wore a white dress with white heels & bag. I looks like some bridesmaid. LOL. Went to TRCC. Flame awards concert was the bomb! Bumped into syafiq, JR & his clique (excluding rayray). Had dinner and photo taking. The dance studio was turned into a club (excluding alcohols). Dance floor and deejays and all. AWESOME SHIT! I SWEAR! Damn awesome. The dancing, shouting and everything. I was damn high! It was damn tiring but damn shiok. TRCC closed at 10pm and at 1005pm, we were still dancing and then we got kicked out. LOL. PARTY POOPERS! I had an amazing time with my girls. :) Was so tired and still high and in a party mood, so I ended up cabbing home.
Reached home, bathed, change etc etc. Then got online. WenJie jioed me out for supper with him & Dick. Met up, gossiped, i skipped supper(dieting what! lol), chit chat, played tai di(sp?) and then headed home. Reached home nearly 130am. PRO RIGHT? I was so lucky mum was asleep.
IT'S BEEN ANOTHER AWESOME DAY! :)
Okay, shall call it a day now. :)
mood: sick
location:
now playin':Insomnia - Craig David
So anyways, 2weeks ago, I had my play. As yall know. Here's a slideshow of all the behind the scenes footage:
Well anyhoos, there was an advance "party" for Yuting's birthday. Took a class photo as well. :D FINALLY! hahaha.
Why I wore so nice? cos I had performance aft school and wore my outfit under that dress. LOL. This is called...DAMN BLOODY LAZY. ^^
Oh yes, and last Thursday, there was a surprise celebration for Stephy (Kim's "lover"). She & yuting aren't from my class but they're a regular in e36f. HAHA! I swear Steph is closer to my class than she is with her own class. LOL. So yes, I was an "extra" in the celebration. LOL. All kim's fault! :) But still, it was fun!
Their whole clique
Kim, Steph & I.
Okay so after school, I rushed down to cwp to meet Farrah & Frizzy. Wanted to catch 2012 at 420pm but it was full. 510pm also full. 550pm ALSO FULL. damn pissed off! So finally caught the 640pm show. Went to have dinner at Macs. Gossiped and caught up abit. I miss having those two, intan, haikal and saffwan to go nuts with. :( 
Webcammed with WenJie for like nearly a whole week last week. And last thursday & friday, webcammed with his whole class & loony! I miss that guy man! Haha. The guys in their class is damn chaotic. Quite vulgar too. And keep disturbing me. TSK TSK. But quite entertaining uh. Mithran loony, you HAVE to put on weight. lol. I feel so bloody inferior. HAHAH!!!! Shall have to meet up with him soon and catch up. Yes, I'll turn up for trainings soon. I know ive been mia-ing. SORREH! :(
Oh and for the past 2 Saturdays, I've been going shooping with mommy. Winner or what sia. Hahaha. But I think I'm gonna meet SeeTheAss this saturday for a change. Idk, we'll see how. Gonna meet then this Thursday I guess. I need a place to hang more clothes. LOL.
I've not been blogging much lately cos I'm sick, tired and pure lazy to do so. I've been really sick lately. Seriously, sick. My cough is so stubborn and isn't going away. :( It's been nearly a month. My cough's getting worse. And the stupid haze is making my health worsen! :( I even coughed blood last night. EWWW. It was both gross and painful.
And yet I went to school today, all "germified". Why? Because Imma typical kiasu singapoean who is ever so scared to lag behind. Especially in math! -.- So I coughed and coughed and coughed and I decided, to leave early. So I partialled. And WenJie was telling me about how serious coughing blood is and the timing of the polyclinic so I wont make a wasted trip and that idiotic faci of mine....
faci: but you going out after that right?
me: go home la! you come and read the whole convo lah.
faci: no its okay
me: you want to read, read la!
faci: it's okay, i trust you
me: -.-
(mum returns my call)
mum: what?
me: im going off early. cough damn bad
mum: why dont wanna go after school?
me: too late...
mum: okay. then go home straight
me: okay.
So if my mum says okay, wtf can that faci say right? Well, all she did was to get me to do my ppt slides. -.- Quite lame ah. But i did whatever I could. So I rushed off during second break. Went to the polyclinic at marsiling. Had to ask directions. Apparently I've nvr gone to a polyclinic by myself and since I ddint have enough cash for a private clinic, I wasn't left with much choice. -.-
Anyways, I nearly rotted there for like 3hours. What did I do to burn time? Waste my lappy battery by watching The Hangover. Thank goodness I brought my external harddisk! And I laughed in public. I swear people were staring at me. LOL. Finally saw the doc. She was one heckuva hardcore bitch, I SWEAR. So I told her today dont need MC. And she gave me 2days MC.....
TODAY AND TOMORROW!
Eh! Retarded or what siol. I clearly said today wasn't needed. -.- Pissed me off. Loads of medicines. Bye bye to marketing lesson this week. HOORAY! :D And hopefully, I get well soon. I really need the energy & strength. My cough is still damn terrible.
I'm feelin' drowsy. Thanks for all the "get well" messages. That was sweet :) oh and good news, i had to check my weight just now at the clinic and....
I LOST 2KG! *SCREAMS*
AWESOME OR WOT?! ^^
mood: lethargic
location:
now playin':Fuck You - Lily Allen
FINALLY UT1 is O-V-E-R! :D But I know, I'm prolly gonna fail all the tests. If I can get 1 mark for entrepeurnership and 4 marks for maths, I reckon, I'll be damn happy already. HAHAHAHHA! Yes, imagine that. But aside from that, I'm really glad the play's over. No need for me to keep putting off my social life. ^^
I'll do a short blogpost for now...
Went to watch 2012 last Thursday with Farrah after a meet-up with her and Fariza.
SPOILERS ALERT!
FOR THOSE WHO HAVE NOT WATCHED 2012 AND DO NOT WANT TO KNOW THE ENDING, DO NOT READ THE POST CONTINUING.. 
6/10
I remember anticipating this movie since last semester when my group and I did a research and stumbled upon the trailer of this show. Well, when they said,"end of the world" and "doomsday", I expected it to be either everyone dies, or only a hand-full survived. Well...apparently..
MILLIONS OF PEOPLE SURVIVED. -.-
And their "end of the world" meant the whole eartch having only one country. -.-" Totally lame please. The ending was a complete loser. It was so lame that I was like, "WTF"
But gotta give the movie a thumbs-up for the disaster. The graphic and sound effect was like, WOAH! Major catastrophic. I swear. It was good. Well, like I said, the ending pulled the whole movie down.
Then again, this is my own view luh. Some people mine this that the ending was awesome. But I dont. LOL.
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Oh, and I went to Farrah's crib with Intan, Saffwan & Haikal yesterday. Was awesomeeeeeeeee! Shall blog about it and many other stuffs later. toodles!
mood: tired
location:
now playin':I know you want me (Calle Ocho) - pitbull
So here's a slideshow of all that were taken :)
mood: lethargic
location: room
now playin':
ZILLION THINGS TO UPDATE ON! *screams*
Well, firstly, i met Jessie on Monday morning to go school with her and she told me that she had something to tell me and I'll be damn energetic after that. I was like..excited ah. I mean. What could be SO IMPORTANT? hahahaha. And then she came and we were waiting for the bus when she took out...
THE FILE WITH MY LEE MIN HO'S PHOTO!!
*SCREAMS*
It was from ETUDE House. ZOMG! SERIOUSLY! I was damn happy. It was like part 1 of the 2-part belated birthday present to me. Sweet sia. THANK YOU JESSIE! And then I got high in class with that file. I went on and on staring at it. Macam moron la. But still......*drools* HAHAH!
Anyways, rehearsals got tougher as the days went past and the Play day got nearer. The day before the rehearsals, we all panicked cos the dance was all over the place. Apparently the choreographer MIA-ed and the choreography was only halfway. We prayed for the best. LOL
Thursday was the big day. I was the first to get my make-up done....which was during my first break. And my make up was zombie-ish. IMAGINE THAT! I had to walk to class liike that. PAISEH SIA! HAHAH. I hid my face as soon as i got to class and my classmates were trying so hard to get me to stop hiding and show my face. LOL. But of course, I got sick of hiding after a while. My faci got a shock and thought I got punched (cos the make up had a blue-black on my face). HAHAHHA!!!! And this was how I looked like. I actually wanted to show yall another clearer photo but can't find it. So yeah..
I WAS A VENGEFUL ZOMBIE BALLERINA WHO WAS ABUSED.
or at least i THINK so. LOL. WINNER!(Y)
Steven Jr. & Diana came to watch the play. Was really glad they could make it. EXCEPT....the whole thing was kinda screwed. The cues were all wrong, the dance was all over the place cos the cue was wrong so we (especially me), panicked. Afterall, it's been like some 4 or 5 years since I've danced in front of a huge audience. But the play went fairly well. Hilarious in fact. :)
Had debrief and all and went for supper with Steven Jr & Diana. Gossiped like mad. HAHHA. I miss hanging out with them, especially since I havent seen Steven jr for A REALLY LONG TIME! Then we cabbed home. THANK YOU STEVEN JR for sending us home! :D
Friday was the second & last day of our performance. It was simply..
AWESOMELY FANTABULOUS!
Most of the cues were at the correct timings, the songs were played at the right time. The dance was AWESOME! Some wrongs here and there, but were covered up instantly (those who know, dont say so loudly. LOL). But I'm proud of myself and the courage I have to dance in front of a crowd after a long time. HAHAHAH. It was simply awesome. The play was a great success. Didnt hangout with drama people after that though. Was damn tired. So I cabbed home. Shiok to the max.
THANKS THOSE WHO CAME!
GREAT WORK GUYS!
DRAMA.REPUBLIC FTW PEOPLE! (L)
And today, went for Lunch, which was like Sushi feast, at Shin Tokyo @ Ramen Ten which was at Century Square. I was good to breathe the Tampines air. Bring backs memories. HAHA. I surrendered after the 12th plate. LOL. Loser. My stomach is so weak now. My mum was damn shocked when i gave up. HAHAH. Was supposed to rush for my dental appointment. Well, we were rushing out of the mall till...
WE SAW A SALE!
HAHAHHAHAHA! I went bonkers. So did my mum. Cheap bargains. Couldn't resist. Express shopping and i lost track of time and ended up going to the dental late! HAHHA. And after buying the clothes, i was like, "shit. i have no where to keep the clothes. no more space in my wardrobe. oh no! MUM! SEE LA!" LOL. So anyways, went for my dental. And then my mum headed to Joo Chiat complex to buy idk what ah..i think there was a sale there? And she wrongly put the parking coupon till 5pm. And it was 3pm when she put the 2hrs coupon. So after my dental, I decided to be nice and go find her.
Mind you, I was at KEMBANGAN PLAZA. So I took a bus that i saw from the directory that was stopping at joo chiat ctr. I thought it was the same. (Well, i never was familiar with the Kembangan-paya lebar-geylang area.) And then...IT ENDED UP AT THE SHOPHOUSES and it was at the stop opposite where that asshole got married!
WTF! FML TTM!
Then I walked from there trying to find my way to joo chiat. I was broke with 2bucks in my wallet, No ATM card, an ez-link and a half-battery cellphone. And not forgetting, i was all alone at geylang roads. FML. How bad could things get right? Well, REALLY BAD! I walked for like more than an hour and somehow, i ended up near Mountbatten road. WTF?
I walked and walked, turned here and there and i finally saw Parkway parade. So I chionged there and told my mum to pick me up there. And she told me to wait for her at a nearby police post. i was like, WHERE THE FUCK IS THAT!? And after another half hour, I finally found the place. -.-
TRAUMATISING MUCH?Nearly 2 hours lost in that god-forsaken place, ALONE. I like wanna cry luh! But it was fine after i stepped into the car. HHAHA.
Note to self: remember to stash more money around your purse!
HAha! i'll end off with a couple of pictos from the production. gotta wait for the rest to be uploaded. 
mood: jittery
location: e36f
now playin':
It's a darn long day ahead. I have lessons till 330pm, Marketing UT that bloody hell starts at 430 till 515pm. And I'm supposed to be at TRCC by latest 5pm (God knows how im gonna fly there) and then we have a dry-run till 6pm and the performace is at 730pm till idk what time.
HELLO AND.....
GOOD LUCK TO ME.
" Because right now,
I'm faltering and
it's a matter of time before
I break down and give up. "
- YanYan
"I LIKE TO LIVE IN DENIAL
& THINK OF THE YEAR-END RAINY SEASON AS.....
'WINTER'
YES.
THAT'S HOW MUCH I WISH...
SINGAPORE WOULD SNOW!
DEPRIVED MUCH? :(
- Yanyan"
mood: sick
I'M. STILL. PROCRASTINATING.
location:
now playin':Life After You - Chris Daughtry
INSOMNIA, CAN YOU PLEASE LEAVE ME ALONE!?
These few days I've been doing alot of thinking. Even more than usual. I think on my way to school and back. Which is why i've become really oblivious to my surroundings these days. What I'm gonna say if MY POINT OF VIEW AND MY THOUGHTS.
It's the constant rush in everyday life that leaves me feeling and thinking this way. I rush to wake up, to bathe and get dressed. And I rush to school for fear that I'll be late (even though I always am early). Sometimes, I ask myself why I'm so paranoid of being late. Not only for school but for many other things like meet-ups etc etc. I should start taking things SLIGHTLY lightly. And then I rush to try to read the Problem statement and then....
I feel.....that I need to take a pit-stop rest and I end up losing my focus after that morning rush. And I get distracted so much that when it comes to contributing in discussions, I end up contibuting less than I am able to. And when I ask to be delegated some work, perhaps people feel that it's unnecessary. So I end up doing NEARLY NOTHING!
And because of this, people think I'm just being a slacker & a typical student who "smokes" through her way during presentation. And I hate when people think that of me. I really do. And it's not that I don't know what's going on and what others are saying.
Please, I've been around too many bitches to know hints that may not be obvious. -.-
Class politics in just the 4th week. This makes me insecure. It really doesn't help when I see my grades for the past 3 or 4 weeks slipping. I remember getting As for like most of the lessons last Sem. It scares me to know that I'm losing the determination, confidence, focus and strength to do as well, if not better, than I did last semester. I'm falling wayyy behind. Really behind. So I'm trying to keep up with the pace. I'm rushing. I'm trying so hard. And at the end of the day, I'm really tired, mentally, emotionally and physically.
After school, I rush off for rehearsals. It was fine in the beginning until I realised how tough it really is. I admire those who are able to manage their time so well. I really do admire them. And it was even worse when things at home were pure shit from my birthday onwards till last monday. It made me feel even more weary and lethargic. Like I just wanna sleep in for as long as possible. Apparently, insomnia donest exactly allow me to do so. No matter how dead tired I am, I still can't sleep. The feelin' sucks. But I signed up for this, so I guess I have to go through with it. I'll be slightly free-er after the Play next week, or at least I'm hoping so.
And then I was shortlisted to go on a trip to HongKong during the year end hols. Sound fun right? Well, I have to plan and do a presentation to suggest an itinerary. And this is to show the level of leadership qualities in me. It was alright until i realised the presentation & meeting clashes with my rehearsals! So now, I dont know what to do. 300bucks for the trip only. It's cheap! Sigh.
Then I rush home to not be late for curfew. I rush here, rush there, rush everywhere! It's a vicious cycle which is really tiring. I don't even have time to hangout with my ex-classmates or my other friends. But I must thank my Drama clique for being there with me when I feel like shit and am sick. :) Bitching and getting "high" with me really cheers me up.
Yeah, So I think that sums up everything I've felt. I know I haven't uploaded the photos taken for my surprise party yet. Too tired to do so right now. But I will upload them asap. To just keep yall here, I'll upload 2 out of the many many photos taken first. :)
And yes, had insomnia last night and woke up automatically at like 11am this morning. Couldn't sleep in a little later even after forcing my body to sleep. :( My left eye is freakin' fugly. I needa do something about it man! And yes, finally downloaded all the 6th Ps. Better do some mini-revision now for UT next week. Apparently my Marketing UT falls on the same day as my 1st Play. SHITZ! :(
And HAPPY HALLOWEEN.
I wish I was staying at the east so I can pop-by my cousin's condo to join in the scare and trick and treating. I miss sweets. :( Nope, I dont celebrate it. I just want the sweets. HAHAHAHAH!
Anyhoos, Shall leave yall with the 2 pictures and a hilarious link to watch a Video of Ellen scaring Taylor Swift. :)
Haikal's missin' from the photo cos he was the one taking it, DUH. hahaha!
mood: touched
location: room
now playin':Come In With The Rain - Taylor swift
why? I'll tell you why.
2 weeks ago, I was told that there'll be a SURPRISE FAREWELL PARTY for dearest Friz who's going to Aussie soonish. And I was told to decoy her and bring her to the party at Chinese Garden. Well, today was the day of the "party". Yesterday, Saff told me he would most probably not come today. Nothing was suspicious or whatever. I still could sms Intan and all. Bumped into Saff & Syafiq at the train station and was told they're going elsewhere. So okay, whatever. Then went to wait for Friz @ Chinese Garden. Farrah texted asking where am I. Thought she wanted to meet me. Anyways, I didnt know my way around Chinese Garden (deprived much?). So Friz led the way and we took vids and all. And went up a pagoda.
Then suddenly she told me she wanted to go up to the highest level of one of the Pagoda. So...
Me: okay can!
*sees alot of bags*
Friz: ouh oh. got lots of bags
me: oh shit. got people, we better go down uh...
other people: *sings* HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU! HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU..
*stunned*
me: omg! they celebrating someone's birthday! lets go down uh..dont disturb
Friz: *pushes me to the other side* NO! go there la!
Me: huh? *turns and spots Saffwan's monkey face* OMG!!!!!! *SCREAMS*
*everyone laughs*
FARIZA'S "SURPRISE" PARTY TURNED OUT TO BE MY SURPRISE PARTY!
HAHAHAHAHAHAH! Touching or what sia?! And then I was told to cut my cake which was P.I.N.K!!!!! *screams* LOL. I blew out the candles & cut the cake and then we went down to sit and feast on the cake.
So we found a spot (with 2 banglas sleeping. LOL) and settled down. And that was where they gave me my presents and suddenly I started tearing. IT WAS DAMN SWEET LA! seriously sweet. I had a big PINK card which was sweet, funny and...WAHLAO! they talk about my *ahem* sia! CHEEBZ! _|_ hahaha. They bought me a PINK bolster, PINK small bag with plastic LEMONS, TOMATO & BRINJOL, small PINK fan(frigging cute!) and gave me this SUPERMAN thingy with a necklace inside!
OH YES! i forgot to mention something rather sweet! Haikal played the guitar & Saffwan sang the song Happy Birthday by the Click Five for me. Although he forgot the lyrics after awhile ah. but still...
SWEET OR WOT?!
THANK YOU! :D Anyway, back to the Wondering why Lemon, Tomato & Brinjol? Well, inside joke ah. LOL. The tomato was pinkish. So yes, keep guessing. :P And why Superman toy thingy? Intan says it's because of the last sem thing. About someone la. Okay, all inside stuff. HAHAH. Anyways, Farrah, Friz & Intan baked me the PINK cake which was DAMN CUTE & nice!!! There were loads of heart shaped thingy. There's a story behind it too! HAHHA. Took loads of photos. :D
Friz & Jess went off first. :( The rest of us headed off to Bishan. Walked around and ended up dinner-ing @ KFC. LOL. All of us were broke. Kak Tan's bf came by soon after. And after dinner, all headed home.
I'll upload the photos as soon as they've been uploaded on FB. Right now, I'm just gonna upload some of the zillion photos we took during rehearsals. :)
mood: tired
location: E36F
now playin':class discussing
DRAMA PEEPS HAVE BEEN COOL!
I'VE BEEN DANCING & SINGING DURING REHEARSALS EVERYDAY!
I CAN BURN FATS!
AND I HAVE LOST MY VOICE!
THANK YOU DIAN FOR PASSING ME THE FLU!
hhahahahahahahahaha! :D That'd be the summary for the past few days. Been busy to update. :(
mood: irritated
I.DONT.LIKE.MATHS.NOR.DO.I.LIKE.THE.FACI!
location: e36f
now playin':jiao faci talking to herself
*rolls eyes*
TALK ABOUT MONDAY BLUES!
Tsk! depressing much. I reckon I'll sleep during the lesson soon. Anyways, to cheer US all up....I'll upload a photo tha I found in my phone. I was checking my phone cos I was deleting my stuffs and I got a shock when i saw this person's photo that made me laugh like mad!
"Hello. My name is Adib. I am Malay but I wish to be known as an Indian. Look at my Lao Tiko face. CUTE RIGHT? ^^"
HAHAHHAHAHAHAH~! NOT SHY LA! Use my phone to take his own photo. But okay la. This doesnt look as tiko as he usually looks. HAHAH. It's okay Adib. We're still friends no matter how tiko-ish you are. :) See! I toldcha. You wanted attention, I'll give you attention. HAHA. Gives me something to blog about. :D
mood: irritated
I CURSE HER TO HAVE A REALLY TERRIBLE SORE THROAT & LOSE HER VOICE!
location: room
now playin':If today was your last day - Nickleback
Anyways, I DREAMT I WAS THE PINK RANGER last night! \m/ COOL OR WOT?! :D
And did I mention I'm like the chubbiest person in my class? :( Totally sucks but I guess it's another motivation for me to start losing that excessive amount of carbs and calories. :) This time, I swear I'm gonna lose weight. From today onwards I shall not eat after 8pm LATEST and I'll eat moderately and cut down on all that bubble tea I've been having everytime I have rehearsals which is...EVERYDAY! TSK. And I'll try jogging on weekends and not eat like food is free.
OKAY SET! :)
I need motivation to lose weight. Hahaha. Maybe I should like get stressed and not think about food. WAH WINNER LA IF THAT HAPPENS! (Y) Because it's not exactly easy to get me all stressed out. HAHAHAHAHA
Obviously I'm dying of boredom. I'm so tempted to skip/partial Maths lesson tmr. But...like idk eh. Okay, Let's see how it goes. I'm praying hard that the faci wont turn up. :D But chances are, I wont skip. Cos...
2) I dont want my grades to be affected
3) I dont wanna have a bad record in my first year, YET.
4) If I wanna skip, i would head straight home to sleep. But since i have Rehearsals after school, I might as well stay through out the lesson right??
Little Miss Trouble. It really speaks to me. I swear SeeTheAss will agree with me WHOLEHEARTEDLY! And yes, I know, I look spastic. HAHHAHAH!
mood: distracted
I AM EFFIN' FAT AND IT'S HIGH TIME I STARVE MYSELF!
location: bedroom
now playin':
Okay, I've had a very very very terribly bad week. Which explained why I was really quiet in class. HAHA. Apparently my classmates found it to be really awkward when i was quiet. Everyday, that person ruined my morning and idk how many times i cried on the way to school. feel like sucha loserr~ :(
Thanks bitchtie C for hearing me cry and rant everything out that day. You managed to calm me down and you showed me how much i mean to you. :) Thanks Intan for the packed food, totally cheered me up. Thanks Dian for buying me waffles in attempt to cheer me up. ahah. You got my favourite flavour somemore! :) Thanks fariza for that goodnight message, i swear it made me smile. Thank you Ang WenJie for all the gay moment while we were webcamming and listening to my problems. Thanks Afiqa & Shireen for listening to me and speaking up for me that day and the hugs that made me feel better. Thanks Diana for telling me how much you hate seeing me cry and cheering me up.
I LOVE YOU ALL! xoxo.
I'm beginning to like E36F. I've grown warm in that class. I dare to shout, scream, argue, laugh like i want the whole world to hear my laughter and shout vulgarities like they're a normal thing to say. Haha. My classmates are a "SUAN-SATION" bunch. All suan suan suan suan suan! Hahaha. But I like luh. Got some people who are FREAKIN' SIBUK TO THE MAX. And these people always kena suan from me until they cannot make it. HAHAH. I swear Dian knows what im talking about. :) But they're still a funny bunch. :)
Anyways, I wanted to blog about Monday! Okay okay. So we were having maths lesson which was purely C.R.A.P. The faci doesnt even know a single shit about Vectors and yet she's teaching us?! Wtf luh. So my classmates planned to partial (which means leave halfway thru lesson). Actually i wanted to leave also luh but I was afraid my grades will be greatly affected so in the end, 3/4 of my classmates left to go play xbox 360 & wii while the rest of the 1/4 struggled like mad. Ended up those who left got a D grade and those who stayed had a C.
WTF MAN!
If i had known, I swear I would have like bloody hell partial also la! #$%^&*%$#@#$%^&*^%$#$%^&*&^%$#$%^&*!!!!!!!!!!! I hate that faci so much. Apparently I asked her to explain to me whats vectors and her reply was...
"Why dont you go and sign up for the CE Activity about vectors next week?"
WTF? She's the faci so she has to HELP which also means to EXPLAIN when i want her to! And why would i want to go for an activity NEXT WEEK when this week's lesson would be over by then!? -.- Idiot or what sia?! So i shot her in my RJ. hahahahaha. (Y)
Anyways, my grades are dropping faster than the atomic bomb that dropped on...the 2 Japanese cities(apparently i dont rmb the names of the cities. LOL)! Bad, i know. And I've been so busy with Drama and the Reflections will be on the 6th Nov and my UT1 will commence on the 9th Nov. OMG OMG OMG. I think im gonna flunk. FO' REAL.
Oh yeah, talkin' 'bout Drama. We're all preparing for production for the upcoming Reflections and it's a rush-rush thing. Auditions last Tuesday. I'm the assistant Stage Manager (ASM) & also the under costumes. Which means I have to be down for every single rehearsals. And it ends at 9pm. Apparently, I cant stay that late so i always leave ard 8. By the time I get home I'll be too tired to revise. LOL. Oh wait, I dont go revision, I forgot. -.- Oh yeah, Audition was fun. im proud of myself. We had to sing a song of our own each and I chose White Horse by Taylor Swift. Apparently, I found out I still can sing. HAHAHAH. The dancing part was so funny that I just stood there laughing. I think that caused me to not do well. HAHAH. But my singing was a wow-er to me and my friends. :)
TAYLOR SWIFT'S SONGS FTW BABY~
Oh yeah! And for the whole of last week, I've been webcamming. FUN LIKE MAD! I'm so jealous that WJ & Big Loony(mit) are in the same class. And it's so unfair that their class has ALOT of cute guys! :( Hot Guys (N) Cute Guys (Y). ^^v Been webcamming with them. Damn funny ah. Anyways, Jessie told me that Clarence looked like WX. HAHAHAH! FUNNY LIKE MAD AH. Cos i dont think they even look alike. Hahah.
Oh yeah, I have actually alot to blog about but I'm fugging lazy. =|I need more moolah. For those who dont know, I've stopped getting allowance because dowager's being a real bitch and giving me hell right now. I'm planning to work....BUT I HAVE ABSOLUTELY NO TIME! So I think I'll just stick to try freaking hard to starve myself so that I can save whatever's left of my hari raya money (which really isnt much left after all my shopping sprees) to SHOP! I'm DYING to shop. :(
I think I have to start a charity outlet for myself. HAHAHAHAHHAHAHA! Okay, kidding. I wanna go kbox. MOOLAH~ ME NEED LOADS AND LOADS OF MOOLAH! Can like money drop from the sky for ONLY me right now?? Please? please? ^^
Oh and Dylan, if you're reading this, sorry couldn't meet you up today for my belated birthday swensens treat HAHAH. Next week or something? And, Dick, I miss you. Slack together soonish? Haha. BeneDICKK chua bao jin! Where the f are you?!?! Meet up soon la dey! :)
mood: pissed
location: E36F
now playin':classmates chattering
PSS. C, if you're reading this, text me. thank you.
mood: bored
I'll just upload some photos take the past week beginning with the over-dued one of Diana & I at QiJi.
location: room
now playin': 
Okay and here's the one take @ mediacorp for Singapore Idol
The last photo was taken with one of the contestants, Sezairi. HAHAH. This was uploaded to piss all his fans off who did not have a chance to get a photo with him. LOL. \m/
Last but not least, I have like nearly 100photos take on my birthday outing with my bffs. So I'll just put it in a slideshow.
Anyways, I actually wanna blog about class today, but I'm damn lazy. If lesson's boring tmr, Rest assured, I'll update during lesson. HAHAHAHAHAHHA! WOOHOO! I ROCK! :D
mood: bored to death
location: E36F
now playin':faci's monotonous voice -.-
Anyways, to all those who have read my twitter on the week of my birthday, yall would most probably know what happened. Most probably you can ask fariza what happened (for my poly friends). Anyways, I dont feel like blogging the shit that happened. I'll talk about the good stuffs.
Text messages came streaming in at 12am on the dot and Fariza called me. Talked till like 1+am. Thanks babe for talking to me and calming me down. :) Woke up and got ready to meet C under my block. I got the biggest surprise!
SHE WAS HOLDING A CAKE!
HAHAH! Something I honestly wasn't expecting. haha. And we walked to the train station to wait for S & the bus. Headed to SSC's Starbucks. Had a simple chillax session. Had a mocha frap. Apparently, i wasnt allowed to see my cake and when i did. I got another pleasant surprise!
A PINK CAKE WITH CHOCO RICE....
IN A FORM OF HIGH HEELS!!!!
SO SWEET!!!!!!!!!!!!!! And it was dearest C and Marion who baked it for me. Thanks bff & Marion! *hugs* And since the cake was an "outside" food, when the manager came out.............
Me: mine
Manage: oh! okay! happy birthday *shakes hands*
Me: *blushes* thank you so much!
Manager: *hands me something* This is from us at starbucks to you. Happy birthday!
Me: Ohmygosh! Thanks!!
I was overdressed for bowling. HAHAHAH! i'll upload the photos soon to share with yall. If yall have my FB, yall can go check it. :D Yeah had an awesome time with bffs before heading back to the HELL HOLE.
Sunday was another nightmare. Sigh. Thank you so much C for listening ear and all the things you said. you made alot of sense. I love you to bits & pieces. Thank you for the cake and the whole day. Thank you for reminding me that you're always there for me.
That goes the same for all my other friends . Thanks for remembering :D
Anyways, I went for Singapore Idol last wednesday. It was an awesome experience. Me likey~ ^^ i'll upload the photos soon.
mood: sucky
2days before my birthday, the eve of my birthday and on my birthday itself was a terrible nightmare. It was a never-ending nightmare that I'm prettaye sure, isn't gonna end anytime soon. Although I really do want to thank everyone who wished me a happy birthday and my bffs for making my birthday less of a nightmare. I love you all! I'll update soon.
location:
now playin':
mood: excited
location:
now playin':
for now, these are the photos taken at W46L's chalet :) I swear and promise I'll do a proper update with alot more photos soon okay? And thank you to all those who have wished me in advance due to one reason or another. I do appreciate the wishes and thoughts! (L)
mood: bored
WHERE IS THIS BLOG'S WELL-DESERVED UPDATE?!?!?!?
location: E36F
now playin':faci's voice talking
Went back to school for the Sports Carnival for the Special Needs Children. It was alright. Was quite fun. Apparently i kept MIA-ing to settle my laptop stuff. -.- But was fun luh. Afterall, my group rocks! :D
Rushed home after lunch. Changed up got ready & went to meet Dana HO SI PING AHHHH~ Went to bugis. Finally "collected" my QiJi treat from her then we went SHOPPING! Apparently I shopped more than she did although she was the one who was supposed to shop. hahah. Then we sat down and starting bitching/gossiping. It got me taken aback to find out some people are just sooooooo two-face. -.- Whatever, i dont have to see those people anymore. (Y) And Dana said Saff & I should just get engaged. -.- That girl is insane. HAHA
Mundane day. Stayed home and settled some stuffs.
Went to Queensway with Farrah, Intan & Saffwan. Went to Macs to eat, then we walked around to find saffwan's sports stuff. Ended up finding NOTHING. hahahahha! sad or what man?! Ended up going ikea for "dinner". Had chocolate ice-cream. Not as nice as expected, but still, filling. Had a good time chit-chatting :) Bus-ed home. Awesome day with an entertaining bunch.
Meet Saffwan & Intan at the interchange and went to school together. Bumped into Bitch & Jael in the bus. Went to our classes. My class is damn quiet, or at least so far. But my first group was fun! Kimberly and I were same group. FATED OR WHAT SIA?! HAHHA. Then got to know this other mix guy, Syafiq TAN. HAHAHAH. And also Donna & Clarence. (Y) We were the noisiest group. Lesson was crap. There was nothing to do for presentation so we crapped our way through. I think I'll get a C. HAHHAHA. WINNER!
Went to meet Intan & Saff at the library after school and Farrah came to join soon after. Slacked awhile and then went to LJS for dinner with them. Planned to watch movie but the next show was late so ended up sitting and chit chatting. Bus-ed home again. And knocked out at like 10+pm. EARLY OR WHAT SIA?!?!?! HAHAHAHAHHAHA (Y)
I'll blog about today soonish. Lesson time, toodles!
E36F ANYONE?? :D
mood: tired
location: room
now playin': Super Girl - Super Junior
Woke up damn early to re-pack my bag and rushed to meet Intan before heading off to Farrah's crib to make hotdog rolls since the ingredients were there. I'm hopeless in cooking, i think i gave Ms Hawa my cooking skills bake and only kept my baking skills after my O levels prac. HAHA. Waited for Saff's dad to pick us all up. Headed to the chalet. Were at the lobby way too early (at like 1130am?) and we had to slack there till I finally got tired & impatient of waiting (time was 1+pm) and i finally asked and we could check in. -.- Waste of time. TSK.
Spread the msg to the rest telling them to come after 4pm. Yes, so i got my wish of a double-storey chalet. HAHA! Room was small but alright. Toilet was not only friggin' gross but also DAMN SMALL. -.- Wen Hao, Sha Sha(syafiq) & Haikal came soon after. After awhile, we camwhored like mad and Intan, Saffwan & I shared the bed, hit the sack & knocked out. Did I mention I was wearing tank-top & fbts? lol. I didn't know the room will be damn fugging cold. Woke up with blanket covering me. Okay, Thank You Saffwan! (he sure "kembang" after this sia. lol) HAHAHHAHA!
Woke up soon after, thanks to Wen Hao's chaotic voice and was ajak-ed to swim. Apparently that NAIR said i could wear Spag top & shorts to swim, but actually cannot. Ended up wearing Saff's jersey & my shorts. I was excited to go swimming (even at the expense of my hair becoming frizzy). And before I went in....
*THIS PART IS DAMN EMBARRASSING, ANNOYING AND DAMN _|_*
A guy who I assume, is a senior lifeguard, pointed to the shirt i wore. I PANICKED MAN! HAHHAHA. Seriously.
Me: cannot sia. The guy pointed to my shirt. cfm cannot one.
Wen hao: BITCH! just jump in man!
me: HE LOOKING AT ME SIAL!
Saff: Can one la.
Haikal & Shasha: he not looking now, just hurry and jump in!
So I jumped in. Intan was already preparing to take a photo of us. And like 5seconds later before she hit the shutter of the camera...
Me: WTF
them: WTF? bitch!
So I spent like the next 3secs in the pool to take a photo which i looked lame in and got out. FUCKING LAME LA. HAHAHHAHAHAH! KENA REJECTED MAN. _|_ Worse part? The shirt was white & my..bra was grey. -.- I forgot sia, seriously. Intan had a great time laughing. HAHAH. Ended up watching the guys have fun. :( Went back and bathed and all.
OH YEAH! Then the people next door started coming and a guy looked like 90% like JR! HAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHA! hairstyle also the same sia. Especially the side view. I was like, "eh, why this JR look at me but still never say hi?! Tsk. so dao." Then i was like....maybe wrong person? Farrah also agreed he looks like JR. Then I texted him and was like...HENG AH! Lucky i didnt say hi to "JR" because he was at home. HAHAHHAHA. And he emo cos someone looks like him. SUPER FUNNY!
Was like 4pm alrdy and noone else came. -.- Waited like like 5plus then people came streaming in. HAHHA. Seriously funny sia. Chit-chatted awhile. When Teng Teng came, we went to the beach to have a talk, gossiped also luh. HAHAH. All the way till like 6plus? Came back and food was there calling me. HAHAHA. Okay la, shall show my gratitude, THANK YOU TO ALL THOSE WHO TOOK THE INITIATIVE & EFFORT TO BBQ THE FOOD! :) Oh yeah, Jacob came to join us as well. And small world, Kyser & Yusri's class was also having a bbq that was like 3 chalet rooms beside ours! HAHA.
Dana finally came. Taught me how to play Tai di (sp?)/Poker. That girl's a bad influence (lol) because now i keep wanting to play that to master the game. HAHA. But no money was involved, duh. Headed to the beach with Farrah till like 12+am. Went to Macs at White Sands with the rest since we were like...craving for it. HAHA. Camwhored at the E-hub(or whatever that place is called). And haikal, Wen Hao, dana & Saffwan decided to buy Naughty G (some dumb drink with HORNY GOAT WEED) I think it's a stupid drink. LOL. They said it tasted like Red bull. And like damn funny ah. Wen Hao looked drunk with his sun-burnt face. But the drink isnt alcoholic. lol and worse part? they acted drunk & horny. HAHAHA
Reached back at the chalet at like 3+am. WX & Karen were the only ones left alone in the chalet. LOLLOLLOL. xD And I knocked out....so did Saffwan. And yes...we slept on the same bed,again. LOL. And if im not wrong, some joker took a photo of that scandalous moment. HAHAHAHA. IT SOUNDS BLOODY WRONG. I know. lol. I thought Farrah & Intan were gna sleep so I left space for them and ended up, i had the most space cos Andrea slept beside me for awhile and then left and Farrah & intan ended up not sleeping. So we had like..err..the whole room & bed to ourselves. LOL.
Even more scandalous right?
And anyways, I woke up like 7am and bathed and all. Most of them went to Macs for breakfast alrdy. HAHA. And then Karen, WX, Eve, mingshen & farrah went up to the room to sleep. I ended up sleeping AGAIN downstairs. Apparently, EVERYONE KNOCKED OUT! hahaha. And I was only awaken by the cleaner who told me we were supposed to check out at 1030am. Time check at that time? 1048am! HAHHA. I panicked and woke everyone up. Everyone chionged out. HAHAH! SERIOUSLY FUNNY! everyone looked blur.
So, we headed back in our own directions & i ended up training back home from city hall with Wen Hao, Saff & Shasha. Slept again in the train. Idk how many times i slept sia, seriously. Went to SP to buy myself Macs and collected bro's jacket and was damn tired so i ended cabbing home. Yes, i know my house is damn near. but still! I was dead tired and the things i was carrying werent exactly even close to LIGHT. Came home, tried to sleep but failed. Tried to blog, failed even worse. HAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH. 
AND See! I'm not even allowed to forget. HAHAHAH. Seriously funny balls. So anyways, I just pray that my mum doesnt see any of the photos that werent....well...you know....hahahahahahaha. But obviously nothing happened in the chalet that was like morally wrong luh, DUH. -.- & I'll upload the photos as soon as Kak Tan & ShaSha uploads them. There were definitely more than 300photos. HAHAHHA.
Went to meet Fariza and headed to school for the dry-run of the carnival that'd be held this friday. Super boring luh. Only Fariza, Fudin, Kaelen, Saffwan, See Mei & myself went. Oh and the new guy joined us. HAHHAHAHAHAHA! omg, the new guy is...HAHHAAHA. Okay, my teammates know can alrdy ah. Then we still went to take our own sweet time eating and chit-chatting then we do abit and zao-ed. HAHAHHA. WINNER SIA. Go to school to like...eat! Nothing much to do today.
Went to CWP with Friz & Saff to buy moi's bling-blings for my phone. Bumped into See Mei. Went to check out sports attires. I wanna wanna wanna but the Tennis skirt DAMN badly! :( *hint hint* hahha.
Anyways, headed home. Rested awhile. I'm not feeling well. Yes, still unwell. :( I'll get well. I wanna go jogging! :( Anyways, Karishma called me up just now telling me she had 2 extra tickets for SG Idol tonight. I was excited, obviously i told her i'll go but then I didnt. Cos no one was going with me. I mean Aishah, Her and their classmates were all going and I was the only one who didnt know them and She said she & Aishah will be leavng early. So yeah. I didnt go. :( Quite wasted ah. Anyways, lucky for me man! My monthly "bff" decided to come a week early and arrive. -.-
I'm gonna call it a day soon. The guy from Fujitsu will be coming over sometime in the morning to repair my baby.
PS. I have re-zhng-ed my cellphone and it took me like HOURS AND HOURS! tsk! But now, it's chio like madlyyyy chio! :D:D
PSS. a mere 9more days to my seventeenth! :D
...OR ANOTHER TIME..
mood: happy & tired
location:
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It was an AWESOME chalet. Food and the company were equally awesome. Had loads of heart-to-heart talks, Went for a walk at the beach till past midnight, camwhored like mad, joked around, had magic tricks performed, and SCANDALS. HAHAHAHHAHA!
I'll do a proper update about the zillion and one things that happened during the chalet soon. Perhaps later, when I'm more awake.
OFF FOR CLASS CHALET....
........IN A FEW HOURS.
See yall on Tuesday...
Went to Sheng Shiong with Saff, Intan & Farrah. I was bloody hell over-dressed. -.- Seriously sia. Saff said I lookd like some tai-tai that has nvr been to a market area. HAHAHHAHAHAHAH. (Y) Went to farrah's crib with her first. Intan came over with chicken soon after. They were sweet enough to order McSpicy mean(upsized) as an advance birthday present for me. HAHHAHA. Wasn't much but still, it was the thought that counts. :) I was not much of a use there ah. HAHHAHAHAHAHHA! Anyways, ended up watching F1 there.
LEWIS HAMILTON WON!! :D:D
Farrah hates him, idk why. But i think he rocks! :) Nicole's gonna have an awesome night with him, to celebrate, get it?????? HAHAHHA! So anyways, headed home quite late. I was honestly scared. Seriously ah. I chiong-ed home like mad. I'm more scared of humans, than I am of ghosts. Some people who knows me would understand what i mean ah. HAHHA. Moreover, there's been aloooottt of lao tikos here. And to make things worse, my cellphone DIED on me. :(
Okay, I'm damn sleepy now. Haha. see yall, whenever that is. :)
mood: jumpy
location: room
now playin':
13days to my 17th.
So I went shopping with Diana last Friday. I Lurrrvvveeee QiJi popiahs! I need more! woot woot! Hahaha. I went mad shopping. Seriously, no more space in my wardrobe. :( I need a new one, for my birthday perhaps? *hint hint*
Went to meet Intan, Saffwan & Farrah at AMK and as per usual, I was late, but they were later. LOLLOL. headed to CoffeeBean for drinks while discussing the logistics and food for the chalet before going down to NTUC Xtra to check out the prices. Saff was sooooooooo excited when he saw the Kinder Joy Mascot. Seriously gay, i swear. But it was fun hanging out with them. lol.
Sis' bf's family came over last night and went off ard 1130pm? I was apparently really hooked onto watch my bf on the teevo. LOL. yes, let me have a mo to dream. :) WC popped by for awhile. Passed him his "well-deserved" honeyjoy cornflakes i made. Ended up chi-chatting till like 1am? Slept like instantly after that, I was totally wiped out. Damn tired.
Woke up like 11am this morning. (Y) Seriously early sia. And I'll be meeting Farrah, Intan & Saff later to but the stuffs for tmr. I'm honestly excited ah. And seeing that my birthday coming, everyone is to let me sleep on the bed k? HAHHAHA. Not shy, i know. Organising committee(intan, farrah, saff & myself) shall conquer the bed ah. ^^v LOL. Shall be meeting them tmr before heading to the chalet. YAY YAY! :D
I SHOPPED, TILL I DROPPED.
GAME OVER.
IT'S TIME FOR ME TO STOP.
mood: HAPPY LIKE MADDDD!
location:
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I AM SO SO SO....HAPPY AND THANKFUL!
THANK YOU ALLAH! THANK YOU!!!
Thanks KWC for telling me results are out. I nearly peed while switching on my lappy. No, not kidding. I was so scared. I dreamt I failed Maths. -.- And I had the greatest shock of my LIFE!
I.PASSED.EVERY.TEST.&.MODULE!
I ACTUALLY PASSED!!
ZOMFG~! So my module grades are:
Enterprise: B
Maths: C+
Cognitive: A
Science: C
AHAHAHAHHA! COOL RIGHT! FIRST TIME I EVER DID WELL IN SCHOOL! MY GOD!
I actually passed Maths & Science baby! HAHAHHA! And i did better for maths! Mr Lathif will be SO PROUD of me! :D:D:D:D Yes, i know, im bragging. I'm really over the moon.
Please lemme have a mo. A mo to brag and be damn bloody proud of myself! :D
And now, my mum has no reason to say that I am simply wasting time & money not being able to prove my worth and myself. :) I have never felt so happy. And yes, I know I was screaming in your ear in happiness and so, THANK YOU KWC! :D (PS. please be honoured your name is here) HAHA.
I totally flooded my twitter with my happiness. Apparently Intan & Saffwan said i'm the first person they knew that goes, "THANK ALLAH! THANK ALLAH!" lol. Power. I know. HAHAHA! And I'm so bloody happy now that I can go shopping with Diana with a light heart and happily tomorrow with no worries (besides the fact that I have to control the amount of moo lah i spend). :)
mood: skeptic
location: room
now playin':Body Control - Leighton Meester
Yay! double storey chalet! me lurveee Intan & scoooottttt! :D Then again, kak tan, single story plus presents for my birthday would be awesome! LOLLOL! Or Double with an awesome birthday cake would be cool too! HAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH. Not shy, I know. xD
mood: lazy
location:
now playin':Dont Trust Me - 303
Secondly, the tension between bro, sis & I with the other side is really strong. And honestly, It was really tough trying not to be a bitch to the people there. I guess my bitchy look said it all. LOL.
Thirdly, I did not bother asking forgiveness from him and he too, did not force my siblings and I to ask forgiveness. But being a natural asshole, he gave my siblings all green packets except for me. Fugging asswipe. I hope that money kills him one day. _|_
Fourthly, my bro was damn sweet. He got 700 bucks and gave mum, sis & myself an extra 50bucks on top of the angbao he gave us already. HAHAHA ^^v GOOOOOO ABANG! (Y)
Fifthly, that jackass dumped us at granddad's place and left. WTF? So anyways, we went to my mum's side to chiong all the houses. Ended up going home like 1+am. Thank you KWC for keeping me awake and entertaining me.
Sixthly(is there such a word??), the 2nd last house we went to was my cuzzie's. I totally envy them. Family consists of: 2parents, 1 grandma, 7 children & 3 maids. Eldest child is a year younger than me. Youngest is a toddler.
It's a 3-storey bungalow. with an awesome porch, garden, 3rd level's balcony that overlooks the Singapore Flyer and they can see fireworks during National day, toilets that make the 6-star hotels look bad, an indoor mini-gym & they communicate thru intercom since the house is tooooooo big! How cool is that?! 1 toilet costs $10k! Bloody hell! and like EVERY room has an attached toilet.
The eldest in the family that is one year younger than me, has the whole of the 3rd level to herself. The 3rd level is where the balcony and indoor mini-gym is. There are also 2 toilets in that level itself and the eldest's room is PINK! DAMN NICE! And they're also gonna have a projector for movie nights in the empty space in the 3rd level. The balcony is already twice as big as my living room! MY GOD! I totally wanna sleepover there one day. And since my cousin in a tennis player, and they have a condo over at Mandarin Gardens, I can crash there for a day and play hardcore tennis. ^^v
COOL OR WHAT?!
but coming back to reality, this year is a sad year. :( I've collected the lowest amount of money on the first day. And I went to 2 more houses 2 days back. the last house gave the monst amount of money from my mum's side sia. 70bucks! :D aunt & uncle gave 2 separate angbaos & my cousin who's working as a lawyer, gave another one. HOW BLOODY COOL?! 70bucks from 1 house. First time from my mum's side sia.
WEET WEET! HAHAHAH. $.$
But anyway, I'm just gonna have to save loads of money. I need to plan and manage my finances. I think I need someone to control me when I go shopping. HAHAH. Planning to go shopping again soonish. BUT BUT BUT! I have to get the clothes rack to hang some of my clothes from the cupboard so that I have space to need my new clothes. :D
Lastly, to wrap up this post, I have to get my bio-clock right. Been sleeping more than 13hours EVERYDAY. I have CE activity tmr. :( Anyways, the uploading of the hari raya photos on photobucket is taking a zillion years. -.- So, here are some of the pics taken during hari raya. :)
mood: lazy
location: room
now playin':
Yes, today is that last day of the fasting month this year. I look back at it and I realised....my appetite has grown really small. HAHAHHAH.
Okay on a more serious note, many things have been happening these past couple of weeks. Bad things have one after another. It never rains, it pours! I struggle to have the patience and understanding and to forgive. Over and over again I am filled with hatred, sadness and annoyance.
Whatever happened to that girl that was once a happy-go-lucky girl that just couldnt stop smiling??
I ask myself that question everytime I feel like shit. I get so upset. Yes, even the smallest insult can send me running in tears.
Where is that bitchy girl who throws a worse insult to the person who insulted her??
Idk what's been going on with me. I looked back that the past 8months plus. I've changed, alot. I've lost and found love and lost it again. I've talked till dawn and slept till evening. And I've found and lost friends. I found hope, and lost it. Friends, sometimes I ask myself, what are friends for? When I feel like shit at 3am, who the fuck can I call to cry to? WHO? But when people need me at 3am to talk to them when they feel like shit, I'm always there. When I need to talk so badly and in tears, I need to call someone but everyone is so busy with their lives. But when they need to talk, I drop whatever I'm doing to be there with them. I'm not saying I expected people to do the same for me just because I do that for them but why is it that I seem to treasure my friends more than they fucking treasure me. I feel like someone people just seem to remember when they're in trouble. But no, this definitely doesnt apply to all my friends. Because I know of those who were there when I was in deep shit in secondary school (apparently i was like a magnet and trouble was so attracted to me).
And then there are those who get close to me all because they want to get to know my guy/girl friends. I hate being used, even more, by people I consider to be my friends. I hate people who get to know me for motives. I DESPISE people like that.
So where is that girl who takes everything in her stride and not let herself be used??
No idea. But then, I found people who I once made up a judgment about them based on first impression. But when shit finally happened, they were there. Even though I can't call them because they're just oh-so busy, but sometimes, they calm me down. And I found such people in my new class, W46L. Even though we arent gonna be in the same class next semester, I guess memories are for keepers. :) Thanks guys.
And then I think about my family life. I've been whiny and cranky. Many many shit have been happening and I'm losing my way. Now, I just want everything to be okay. I really do. I wished it was all a nightmare which I can wake up from. But alas, it apparently isnt.
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Okay, enough. I should talk about happy stuffs. Okie dokie. Eve of Hari Raya already.
My 17th is soon...like...in 22days. :)
Went shopping with Aishah that day. Bought stuffs and when to meet mom. Spent like half of my 500bucks angbao. -.- i need more moolahh~ Oh yeah, Aishah & I had a great bitching-cum-catching up session. lol. And I went shopping while I was sick. HAHAH. Came home and it just got worse. Sneezed like mad, coughed like mad and was feverish.
Finally decided to bake yesterday. Quite late luh. It wasnt as nice as the previous years cos my sis & I baked it while we were fasting, due to time constraint. So yeah, but it was nice though. Gave some to Dick & WenJie. Then baked brownies. Watched teevo while everyone was cleaning up the house. LOL. Lazy luh. So yeah. Blah blah blah, now my room is neat, NOT. The dressing table is messy, AGAIN. I'm gonna clean it soon.
Still sick though, but not as bas as I was 2 days back. My throat feels like..idk man. My voice is so DEEP & SEXAYYYYEE~ HAHA. My nose can totally compete with Rudolph the Red Nose Reindeer. -.-
Oh and and and and. I'VE LOST WEIGHT. :D:D I still look chubby luh. I mean c'mon, how much difference would you look losing only 2kg right? So anyways, IN YOUR FACE to that whoever who said all my diet plans are failures. _|_ Soooo...I'm planning to wear ALL BLACK tmr. Along with my bad & heels. I'm planning to really piss the other side off. I DARE them to suan me in anyway. Seriously. Lol.
HAPPY 24th Birthday Sista!
XOXO,
your one and only, most lovable, adorable, sweet, kind, caring, loving, cheeky and chubby sista
LOLLOLLOL
mood: holiday
25 days to go baby! =)
location:
now playin':Beat it - Michael Jackson
So anyways, I can't remember what I did on Monday. Errr....OH OH! I KNOW! I went to visit Rainbow school for special children. It was fun. :) After that Intan & Friz accompanied me to JP to get my necklace chain (cos mine snapped while I was asleep. Dont ask me how it'd happen. lol) and to get my sis' prezzie. :) Thanks babes!
And I went to Ikea & Giant over at Tampines with mommeh & brudder. Wanted to find those metallic rack for my clothes luh since my room has no space for an extra wardrobe. But it was all out of stock. I was like WHAT THE HELL?! Of all things sia. Anyways, we ended up buying like alot of things and they were all mainly for bro's room. HAHAHHAHA. Okay, funneh. And at night, I cleaned up the living room and the shoes area. All of us in Hari Raya mood. LOL. My mum even nearly forgot she was working the next day! Okay, weird.
And for those who dont know, I CANNOT CLEAN. I'm allergic to dusts. No, im being totally serious. Thats why my skin peeled damn badly when I was working in Popular cos we had to clean shelves on Sundays. LOL. And after all that cleaning yesterday, I ended up getting shitty rashes, which totally sucked. Which iswhy my family says I should just marry a rich guy and be a tai tai. HAHAHAHHAHAHA. I can continue wishing luh.
And today, sis picked me up to buy Kitty's food and when I got home, Bro ajak/jio/asked me if I wanted to go Town with him. So ended up going there. He drove super fast luh. Macam he think he's an F1 driver. HAHAHAHHA! And while he went to get his hair cut, I went to help him find for my sis' birthday prezzie. Went home and slackeddd~
Planning a class chalet. Or at least Saffwan's doing the organising. HAHAHAH! Eh man-whore! 2Days 1night sudah! LOL. Anyhoos, I ought to be going shopping tmr. I need to get out of the house more often and get my mind off loads of things. :) Hari Raya's in like...4days? Tomorrow's sis' birthday! :D
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JIE JIE, in advance. =D