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Sunday, November 08, 2009

mood: tired
location:
now playin':I know you want me (Calle Ocho) - pitbull

Just realised I haven't uploaded the photos of my surprise belated 17th mini-party. So shall do that now. Oh and yes! I forgot to mention that Bro bought me a nice white GUESS watch and sis & her bf bought me a ralph lauren perfume.

So here's a slideshow of all that were taken :)

YanYan updated at 3:30 PM

Saturday, November 07, 2009

mood: lethargic
location: room
now playin':

I have just about...lemme see.....a...

ZILLION THINGS TO UPDATE ON! *screams*

Well, firstly, i met Jessie on Monday morning to go school with her and she told me that she had something to tell me and I'll be damn energetic after that. I was like..excited ah. I mean. What could be SO IMPORTANT? hahahaha. And then she came and we were waiting for the bus when she took out...

THE FILE WITH MY LEE MIN HO'S PHOTO!!

*SCREAMS*

It was from ETUDE House. ZOMG! SERIOUSLY! I was damn happy. It was like part 1 of the 2-part belated birthday present to me. Sweet sia. THANK YOU JESSIE! And then I got high in class with that file. I went on and on staring at it. Macam moron la. But still......*drools* HAHAH!

Anyways, rehearsals got tougher as the days went past and the Play day got nearer. The day before the rehearsals, we all panicked cos the dance was all over the place. Apparently the choreographer MIA-ed and the choreography was only halfway. We prayed for the best. LOL

Thursday was the big day. I was the first to get my make-up done....which was during my first break. And my make up was zombie-ish. IMAGINE THAT! I had to walk to class liike that. PAISEH SIA! HAHAH. I hid my face as soon as i got to class and my classmates were trying so hard to get me to stop hiding and show my face. LOL. But of course, I got sick of hiding after a while. My faci got a shock and thought I got punched (cos the make up had a blue-black on my face). HAHAHHA!!!! And this was how I looked like. I actually wanted to show yall another clearer photo but can't find it. So yeah..

I WAS A VENGEFUL ZOMBIE BALLERINA WHO WAS ABUSED.

or at least i THINK so. LOL. WINNER!(Y)

Steven Jr. & Diana came to watch the play. Was really glad they could make it. EXCEPT....the whole thing was kinda screwed. The cues were all wrong, the dance was all over the place cos the cue was wrong so we (especially me), panicked. Afterall, it's been like some 4 or 5 years since I've danced in front of a huge audience. But the play went fairly well. Hilarious in fact. :)

Had debrief and all and went for supper with Steven Jr & Diana. Gossiped like mad. HAHHA. I miss hanging out with them, especially since I havent seen Steven jr for A REALLY LONG TIME! Then we cabbed home. THANK YOU STEVEN JR for sending us home! :D

Friday was the second & last day of our performance. It was simply..

AWESOMELY FANTABULOUS!

Most of the cues were at the correct timings, the songs were played at the right time. The dance was AWESOME! Some wrongs here and there, but were covered up instantly (those who know, dont say so loudly. LOL). But I'm proud of myself and the courage I have to dance in front of a crowd after a long time. HAHAHAH. It was simply awesome. The play was a great success. Didnt hangout with drama people after that though. Was damn tired. So I cabbed home. Shiok to the max.

THANKS THOSE WHO CAME!

GREAT WORK GUYS!

DRAMA.REPUBLIC FTW PEOPLE! (L)

And today, went for Lunch, which was like Sushi feast, at Shin Tokyo @ Ramen Ten which was at Century Square. I was good to breathe the Tampines air. Bring backs memories. HAHA. I surrendered after the 12th plate. LOL. Loser. My stomach is so weak now. My mum was damn shocked when i gave up. HAHAH. Was supposed to rush for my dental appointment. Well, we were rushing out of the mall till...

WE SAW A SALE!

HAHAHHAHAHA! I went bonkers. So did my mum. Cheap bargains. Couldn't resist. Express shopping and i lost track of time and ended up going to the dental late! HAHHA. And after buying the clothes, i was like, "shit. i have no where to keep the clothes. no more space in my wardrobe. oh no! MUM! SEE LA!" LOL. So anyways, went for my dental. And then my mum headed to Joo Chiat complex to buy idk what ah..i think there was a sale there? And she wrongly put the parking coupon till 5pm. And it was 3pm when she put the 2hrs coupon. So after my dental, I decided to be nice and go find her.

Mind you, I was at KEMBANGAN PLAZA. So I took a bus that i saw from the directory that was stopping at joo chiat ctr. I thought it was the same. (Well, i never was familiar with the Kembangan-paya lebar-geylang area.) And then...IT ENDED UP AT THE SHOPHOUSES and it was at the stop opposite where that asshole got married!

WTF! FML TTM!

Then I walked from there trying to find my way to joo chiat. I was broke with 2bucks in my wallet, No ATM card, an ez-link and a half-battery cellphone. And not forgetting, i was all alone at geylang roads. FML. How bad could things get right? Well, REALLY BAD! I walked for like more than an hour and somehow, i ended up near Mountbatten road. WTF?

I walked and walked, turned here and there and i finally saw Parkway parade. So I chionged there and told my mum to pick me up there. And she told me to wait for her at a nearby police post. i was like, WHERE THE FUCK IS THAT!? And after another half hour, I finally found the place. -.-

TRAUMATISING MUCH?Nearly 2 hours lost in that god-forsaken place, ALONE. I like wanna cry luh! But it was fine after i stepped into the car. HHAHA.

Note to self: remember to stash more money around your purse!

HAha! i'll end off with a couple of pictos from the production. gotta wait for the rest to be uploaded.

YanYan updated at 6:56 PM

Thursday, November 05, 2009

mood: jittery
location: e36f
now playin':

Day 1 of my performance today. Was prettaye pissed off with the choreography cos we had to redo ALOT of the dance moves and improv. Im gonna give it my all today.

It's a darn long day ahead. I have lessons till 330pm, Marketing UT that bloody hell starts at 430 till 515pm. And I'm supposed to be at TRCC by latest 5pm (God knows how im gonna fly there) and then we have a dry-run till 6pm and the performace is at 730pm till idk what time.

HELLO AND.....

GOOD LUCK TO ME.

YanYan updated at 8:24 AM

Tuesday, November 03, 2009

" Because right now,

I'm faltering and

it's a matter of time before

I break down and give up. "

- YanYan

YanYan updated at 12:28 PM

Saturday, October 31, 2009

Still coughing, sneezing and swollen-eyed. Trying so God-damn hard to revise. Apparently my body really isn't being cooperative. :( DAYYYYYUUMMM~ I think I need someone to teach me Maths, seriously, I do.

"I LIKE TO LIVE IN DENIAL

& THINK OF THE YEAR-END RAINY SEASON AS.....

'WINTER'

YES.

THAT'S HOW MUCH I WISH...

SINGAPORE WOULD SNOW!

DEPRIVED MUCH? :(

- Yanyan"

YanYan updated at 7:13 PM

mood: sick
location:
now playin':Life After You - Chris Daughtry

I'M. STILL. PROCRASTINATING.

I do apologise for the lack of updates. It's been a prettaye hectic week, not to mention that I've fallen ill with sore throat, cough, an everlasting flu and now, a swollen eye (idk why). Been leaving rehearsals early due to this merge of sickness. :( Haven't completed the Cell Block Tango choreography and the play is next Thursday. Not forgetting, UT1 is next week and the week after next. Stressful much? And it really doesn't help that I've insomnia and I tend to be unable to sleep and im wide awake at 2am till like 5plus before I can sleep. :( It really doesnt.

INSOMNIA, CAN YOU PLEASE LEAVE ME ALONE!?

These few days I've been doing alot of thinking. Even more than usual. I think on my way to school and back. Which is why i've become really oblivious to my surroundings these days. What I'm gonna say if MY POINT OF VIEW AND MY THOUGHTS.

I feel suffocated. Like the world is moving at such a pace. A really fast pace. It's like a long run. I have to run and run and suddenly, I can't breathe. I'm tried of running at this pace. And I'm slowing down. Now, I'm lagging behind. It's scary when you see the people behind you overtake you, one after another. It makes me feel insecure, competitive and scared. And I'm forcing myself to run at a pace that's making me feel like passing out.

It's the constant rush in everyday life that leaves me feeling and thinking this way. I rush to wake up, to bathe and get dressed. And I rush to school for fear that I'll be late (even though I always am early). Sometimes, I ask myself why I'm so paranoid of being late. Not only for school but for many other things like meet-ups etc etc. I should start taking things SLIGHTLY lightly. And then I rush to try to read the Problem statement and then....

I feel.....that I need to take a pit-stop rest and I end up losing my focus after that morning rush. And I get distracted so much that when it comes to contributing in discussions, I end up contibuting less than I am able to. And when I ask to be delegated some work, perhaps people feel that it's unnecessary. So I end up doing NEARLY NOTHING!

And because of this, people think I'm just being a slacker & a typical student who "smokes" through her way during presentation. And I hate when people think that of me. I really do. And it's not that I don't know what's going on and what others are saying.

Please, I've been around too many bitches to know hints that may not be obvious. -.-

Class politics in just the 4th week. This makes me insecure. It really doesn't help when I see my grades for the past 3 or 4 weeks slipping. I remember getting As for like most of the lessons last Sem. It scares me to know that I'm losing the determination, confidence, focus and strength to do as well, if not better, than I did last semester. I'm falling wayyy behind. Really behind. So I'm trying to keep up with the pace. I'm rushing. I'm trying so hard. And at the end of the day, I'm really tired, mentally, emotionally and physically.

After school, I rush off for rehearsals. It was fine in the beginning until I realised how tough it really is. I admire those who are able to manage their time so well. I really do admire them. And it was even worse when things at home were pure shit from my birthday onwards till last monday. It made me feel even more weary and lethargic. Like I just wanna sleep in for as long as possible. Apparently, insomnia donest exactly allow me to do so. No matter how dead tired I am, I still can't sleep. The feelin' sucks. But I signed up for this, so I guess I have to go through with it. I'll be slightly free-er after the Play next week, or at least I'm hoping so.

And then I was shortlisted to go on a trip to HongKong during the year end hols. Sound fun right? Well, I have to plan and do a presentation to suggest an itinerary. And this is to show the level of leadership qualities in me. It was alright until i realised the presentation & meeting clashes with my rehearsals! So now, I dont know what to do. 300bucks for the trip only. It's cheap! Sigh.

Then I rush home to not be late for curfew. I rush here, rush there, rush everywhere! It's a vicious cycle which is really tiring. I don't even have time to hangout with my ex-classmates or my other friends. But I must thank my Drama clique for being there with me when I feel like shit and am sick. :) Bitching and getting "high" with me really cheers me up.

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Yeah, So I think that sums up everything I've felt. I know I haven't uploaded the photos taken for my surprise party yet. Too tired to do so right now. But I will upload them asap. To just keep yall here, I'll upload 2 out of the many many photos taken first. :)

And yes, had insomnia last night and woke up automatically at like 11am this morning. Couldn't sleep in a little later even after forcing my body to sleep. :( My left eye is freakin' fugly. I needa do something about it man! And yes, finally downloaded all the 6th Ps. Better do some mini-revision now for UT next week. Apparently my Marketing UT falls on the same day as my 1st Play. SHITZ! :(

And HAPPY HALLOWEEN.

I wish I was staying at the east so I can pop-by my cousin's condo to join in the scare and trick and treating. I miss sweets. :( Nope, I dont celebrate it. I just want the sweets. HAHAHAHAH!

Anyhoos, Shall leave yall with the 2 pictures and a hilarious link to watch a Video of Ellen scaring Taylor Swift. :)

Haikal's missin' from the photo cos he was the one taking it, DUH. hahaha!

YanYan updated at 12:30 PM

Saturday, October 24, 2009

mood: touched
location: room
now playin':Come In With The Rain - Taylor swift

I FEEL BLESSED, CHEERFUL, JOVIAL, JUBILANT, PLEASED, SUNNY, UPBEAT, GLAD, THANKFUL, TOUCHED & LOVED. :)

why? I'll tell you why.

2 weeks ago, I was told that there'll be a SURPRISE FAREWELL PARTY for dearest Friz who's going to Aussie soonish. And I was told to decoy her and bring her to the party at Chinese Garden. Well, today was the day of the "party". Yesterday, Saff told me he would most probably not come today. Nothing was suspicious or whatever. I still could sms Intan and all. Bumped into Saff & Syafiq at the train station and was told they're going elsewhere. So okay, whatever. Then went to wait for Friz @ Chinese Garden. Farrah texted asking where am I. Thought she wanted to meet me. Anyways, I didnt know my way around Chinese Garden (deprived much?). So Friz led the way and we took vids and all. And went up a pagoda.

Then suddenly she told me she wanted to go up to the highest level of one of the Pagoda. So...

Friz: let's look at the other side of the Pagoda.
Me: okay can!

*sees alot of bags*

Friz: ouh oh. got lots of bags
me: oh shit. got people, we better go down uh...

other people: *sings* HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU! HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU..

*stunned*

me: omg! they celebrating someone's birthday! lets go down uh..dont disturb
Friz: *pushes me to the other side* NO! go there la!
Me: huh? *turns and spots Saffwan's monkey face* OMG!!!!!! *SCREAMS*

*everyone laughs*

IT WAS FOR ME!

FARIZA'S "SURPRISE" PARTY TURNED OUT TO BE MY SURPRISE PARTY!

HAHAHAHAHAHAH! Touching or what sia?! And then I was told to cut my cake which was P.I.N.K!!!!! *screams* LOL. I blew out the candles & cut the cake and then we went down to sit and feast on the cake.

So we found a spot (with 2 banglas sleeping. LOL) and settled down. And that was where they gave me my presents and suddenly I started tearing. IT WAS DAMN SWEET LA! seriously sweet. I had a big PINK card which was sweet, funny and...WAHLAO! they talk about my *ahem* sia! CHEEBZ! _|_ hahaha. They bought me a PINK bolster, PINK small bag with plastic LEMONS, TOMATO & BRINJOL, small PINK fan(frigging cute!) and gave me this SUPERMAN thingy with a necklace inside!

OH YES! i forgot to mention something rather sweet! Haikal played the guitar & Saffwan sang the song Happy Birthday by the Click Five for me. Although he forgot the lyrics after awhile ah. but still...

SWEET OR WOT?!

THANK YOU! :D Anyway, back to the Wondering why Lemon, Tomato & Brinjol? Well, inside joke ah. LOL. The tomato was pinkish. So yes, keep guessing. :P And why Superman toy thingy? Intan says it's because of the last sem thing. About someone la. Okay, all inside stuff. HAHAH. Anyways, Farrah, Friz & Intan baked me the PINK cake which was DAMN CUTE & nice!!! There were loads of heart shaped thingy. There's a story behind it too! HAHHA. Took loads of photos. :D

Friz & Jess went off first. :( The rest of us headed off to Bishan. Walked around and ended up dinner-ing @ KFC. LOL. All of us were broke. Kak Tan's bf came by soon after. And after dinner, all headed home.

I'll upload the photos as soon as they've been uploaded on FB. Right now, I'm just gonna upload some of the zillion photos we took during rehearsals. :)

YanYan updated at 8:48 PM

Wednesday, October 21, 2009

mood: tired
location: E36F
now playin':class discussing

REHEARSALS HAVE BEEN AWESOME!

DRAMA PEEPS HAVE BEEN COOL!

I'VE BEEN DANCING & SINGING DURING REHEARSALS EVERYDAY!

I CAN BURN FATS!

AND I HAVE LOST MY VOICE!

THANK YOU DIAN FOR PASSING ME THE FLU!

hhahahahahahahahaha! :D That'd be the summary for the past few days. Been busy to update. :(

YanYan updated at 9:12 AM

Monday, October 19, 2009

mood: irritated
location: e36f
now playin':jiao faci talking to herself

I.DONT.LIKE.MATHS.NOR.DO.I.LIKE.THE.FACI!

*rolls eyes*

I am bored to the max. This faci is honestly......GEEZ! the word "BORING" is a grave understatement to describe her and not to mention, her voice. Seriously, I'm already so tired. I had insomnia till like 2 this morning. And I'm in a really bitchy mood. Her monotonous voice makes me feel even more sleepy. -.-

TALK ABOUT MONDAY BLUES!

Tsk! depressing much. I reckon I'll sleep during the lesson soon. Anyways, to cheer US all up....I'll upload a photo tha I found in my phone. I was checking my phone cos I was deleting my stuffs and I got a shock when i saw this person's photo that made me laugh like mad!

"Hello. My name is Adib. I am Malay but I wish to be known as an Indian. Look at my Lao Tiko face. CUTE RIGHT? ^^"

HAHAHHAHAHAHAH~! NOT SHY LA! Use my phone to take his own photo. But okay la. This doesnt look as tiko as he usually looks. HAHAH. It's okay Adib. We're still friends no matter how tiko-ish you are. :) See! I toldcha. You wanted attention, I'll give you attention. HAHA. Gives me something to blog about. :D

YanYan updated at 8:57 AM

Sunday, October 18, 2009

mood: irritated
location: room
now playin':If today was your last day - Nickleback

I CURSE HER TO HAVE A REALLY TERRIBLE SORE THROAT & LOSE HER VOICE!

I'd rather dowager shut the fuck up and not talk to me than scream & curse at me for NOTHING. -.- Like I've been saying, I never begged or asked to be brought into this world. In fact, I'm trying so hard to get knocked down. Apparently, it's more difficult than it seems because I'll just end up getting honked at. -.-

Anyways, I DREAMT I WAS THE PINK RANGER last night! \m/ COOL OR WOT?! :D

And did I mention I'm like the chubbiest person in my class? :( Totally sucks but I guess it's another motivation for me to start losing that excessive amount of carbs and calories. :) This time, I swear I'm gonna lose weight. From today onwards I shall not eat after 8pm LATEST and I'll eat moderately and cut down on all that bubble tea I've been having everytime I have rehearsals which is...EVERYDAY! TSK. And I'll try jogging on weekends and not eat like food is free.

OKAY SET! :)

I need motivation to lose weight. Hahaha. Maybe I should like get stressed and not think about food. WAH WINNER LA IF THAT HAPPENS! (Y) Because it's not exactly easy to get me all stressed out. HAHAHAHAHA

Obviously I'm dying of boredom. I'm so tempted to skip/partial Maths lesson tmr. But...like idk eh. Okay, Let's see how it goes. I'm praying hard that the faci wont turn up. :D But chances are, I wont skip. Cos...

1) It's very unlike me to play truant even though people see me as those that would do such things.

2) I dont want my grades to be affected

3) I dont wanna have a bad record in my first year, YET.

4) If I wanna skip, i would head straight home to sleep. But since i have Rehearsals after school, I might as well stay through out the lesson right??

Little Miss Trouble. It really speaks to me. I swear SeeTheAss will agree with me WHOLEHEARTEDLY! And yes, I know, I look spastic. HAHHAHAH!

YAWWWNN. I'm sleepy, irritated, lethargic and unwell. Holy cow. I wanna sleep and not wake up, forever. Can i? can i? Yes, I'm still emo. In fact, I'm feelin' really emo today. Sigh.

PS. That Marketing Faci has to bloody hell stop calling me YANA. -.- How many times must I tell her that it's YANYAN & NOT YANA!??!?!

YanYan updated at 2:05 PM

Saturday, October 17, 2009

mood: distracted
location: bedroom
now playin':

I AM EFFIN' FAT AND IT'S HIGH TIME I STARVE MYSELF!

(this is gonna be a long post....geez!)

Okay, I've had a very very very terribly bad week. Which explained why I was really quiet in class. HAHA. Apparently my classmates found it to be really awkward when i was quiet. Everyday, that person ruined my morning and idk how many times i cried on the way to school. feel like sucha loserr~ :(

Thanks bitchtie C for hearing me cry and rant everything out that day. You managed to calm me down and you showed me how much i mean to you. :) Thanks Intan for the packed food, totally cheered me up. Thanks Dian for buying me waffles in attempt to cheer me up. ahah. You got my favourite flavour somemore! :) Thanks fariza for that goodnight message, i swear it made me smile. Thank you Ang WenJie for all the gay moment while we were webcamming and listening to my problems. Thanks Afiqa & Shireen for listening to me and speaking up for me that day and the hugs that made me feel better. Thanks Diana for telling me how much you hate seeing me cry and cheering me up.

I LOVE YOU ALL! xoxo.

I'm beginning to like E36F. I've grown warm in that class. I dare to shout, scream, argue, laugh like i want the whole world to hear my laughter and shout vulgarities like they're a normal thing to say. Haha. My classmates are a "SUAN-SATION" bunch. All suan suan suan suan suan! Hahaha. But I like luh. Got some people who are FREAKIN' SIBUK TO THE MAX. And these people always kena suan from me until they cannot make it. HAHAH. I swear Dian knows what im talking about. :) But they're still a funny bunch. :)

Anyways, I wanted to blog about Monday! Okay okay. So we were having maths lesson which was purely C.R.A.P. The faci doesnt even know a single shit about Vectors and yet she's teaching us?! Wtf luh. So my classmates planned to partial (which means leave halfway thru lesson). Actually i wanted to leave also luh but I was afraid my grades will be greatly affected so in the end, 3/4 of my classmates left to go play xbox 360 & wii while the rest of the 1/4 struggled like mad. Ended up those who left got a D grade and those who stayed had a C.

WTF MAN!

If i had known, I swear I would have like bloody hell partial also la! #$%^&*%$#@#$%^&*^%$#$%^&*&^%$#$%^&*!!!!!!!!!!! I hate that faci so much. Apparently I asked her to explain to me whats vectors and her reply was...

"Why dont you go and sign up for the CE Activity about vectors next week?"

WTF? She's the faci so she has to HELP which also means to EXPLAIN when i want her to! And why would i want to go for an activity NEXT WEEK when this week's lesson would be over by then!? -.- Idiot or what sia?! So i shot her in my RJ. hahahahaha. (Y)

Anyways, my grades are dropping faster than the atomic bomb that dropped on...the 2 Japanese cities(apparently i dont rmb the names of the cities. LOL)! Bad, i know. And I've been so busy with Drama and the Reflections will be on the 6th Nov and my UT1 will commence on the 9th Nov. OMG OMG OMG. I think im gonna flunk. FO' REAL.

Oh yeah, talkin' 'bout Drama. We're all preparing for production for the upcoming Reflections and it's a rush-rush thing. Auditions last Tuesday. I'm the assistant Stage Manager (ASM) & also the under costumes. Which means I have to be down for every single rehearsals. And it ends at 9pm. Apparently, I cant stay that late so i always leave ard 8. By the time I get home I'll be too tired to revise. LOL. Oh wait, I dont go revision, I forgot. -.- Oh yeah, Audition was fun. im proud of myself. We had to sing a song of our own each and I chose White Horse by Taylor Swift. Apparently, I found out I still can sing. HAHAHAH. The dancing part was so funny that I just stood there laughing. I think that caused me to not do well. HAHAH. But my singing was a wow-er to me and my friends. :)

TAYLOR SWIFT'S SONGS FTW BABY~

Oh yeah! And for the whole of last week, I've been webcamming. FUN LIKE MAD! I'm so jealous that WJ & Big Loony(mit) are in the same class. And it's so unfair that their class has ALOT of cute guys! :( Hot Guys (N) Cute Guys (Y). ^^v Been webcamming with them. Damn funny ah. Anyways, Jessie told me that Clarence looked like WX. HAHAHAH! FUNNY LIKE MAD AH. Cos i dont think they even look alike. Hahah.

Oh yeah, I have actually alot to blog about but I'm fugging lazy. =|I need more moolah. For those who dont know, I've stopped getting allowance because dowager's being a real bitch and giving me hell right now. I'm planning to work....BUT I HAVE ABSOLUTELY NO TIME! So I think I'll just stick to try freaking hard to starve myself so that I can save whatever's left of my hari raya money (which really isnt much left after all my shopping sprees) to SHOP! I'm DYING to shop. :(

I think I have to start a charity outlet for myself. HAHAHAHAHHAHAHA! Okay, kidding. I wanna go kbox. MOOLAH~ ME NEED LOADS AND LOADS OF MOOLAH! Can like money drop from the sky for ONLY me right now?? Please? please? ^^

Oh and Dylan, if you're reading this, sorry couldn't meet you up today for my belated birthday swensens treat HAHAH. Next week or something? And, Dick, I miss you. Slack together soonish? Haha. BeneDICKK chua bao jin! Where the f are you?!?! Meet up soon la dey! :)

PS. HAPPY BIRTHDAY MARION! GOD BLESS! :)

YanYan updated at 4:25 PM

Wednesday, October 14, 2009

mood: pissed
location: E36F
now playin':classmates chattering

FML.

WHY IS IT SO HARD FOR ME TO GET IN AN ACCIDENT? -.-

PS. I cannot stand being home. FML.

PSS. C, if you're reading this, text me. thank you.

YanYan updated at 10:00 AM

Monday, October 12, 2009

mood: bored
location: room
now playin':

I'll just upload some photos take the past week beginning with the over-dued one of Diana & I at QiJi.

Okay and here's the one take @ mediacorp for Singapore Idol

The last photo was taken with one of the contestants, Sezairi. HAHAH. This was uploaded to piss all his fans off who did not have a chance to get a photo with him. LOL. \m/

Last but not least, I have like nearly 100photos take on my birthday outing with my bffs. So I'll just put it in a slideshow.

Anyways, I actually wanna blog about class today, but I'm damn lazy. If lesson's boring tmr, Rest assured, I'll update during lesson. HAHAHAHAHAHHA! WOOHOO! I ROCK! :D

YanYan updated at 6:43 PM

mood: bored to death
location: E36F
now playin':faci's monotonous voice -.-

Decided to update while this lame faci is talking cock in my class. My faci is all cock with no play -.- moron or what!?

Anyways, to all those who have read my twitter on the week of my birthday, yall would most probably know what happened. Most probably you can ask fariza what happened (for my poly friends). Anyways, I dont feel like blogging the shit that happened. I'll talk about the good stuffs.

Text messages came streaming in at 12am on the dot and Fariza called me. Talked till like 1+am. Thanks babe for talking to me and calming me down. :) Woke up and got ready to meet C under my block. I got the biggest surprise!

SHE WAS HOLDING A CAKE!

HAHAH! Something I honestly wasn't expecting. haha. And we walked to the train station to wait for S & the bus. Headed to SSC's Starbucks. Had a simple chillax session. Had a mocha frap. Apparently, i wasnt allowed to see my cake and when i did. I got another pleasant surprise!

A PINK CAKE WITH CHOCO RICE....

IN A FORM OF HIGH HEELS!!!!

SO SWEET!!!!!!!!!!!!!! And it was dearest C and Marion who baked it for me. Thanks bff & Marion! *hugs* And since the cake was an "outside" food, when the manager came out.............

Manager: Hello. Whose birthday is it?
Me: mine
Manage: oh! okay! happy birthday *shakes hands*
Me: *blushes* thank you so much!
Manager: *hands me something* This is from us at starbucks to you. Happy birthday!
Me: Ohmygosh! Thanks!!

I was damn surprised when I recieved that cos no one mentioned it was my birthday! Hahahha. I mean I was thought we were going to be chased out. HAHAHA. Anyways, I was given a voucher. It was simple but it touched my heart. :) We had an awesome time just chilling and relaxin'. Then we went back to my place for me to change my heels and put the cake and went to Bukit Batok to go.....BOWLING! :)

I was overdressed for bowling. HAHAHAH! i'll upload the photos soon to share with yall. If yall have my FB, yall can go check it. :D Yeah had an awesome time with bffs before heading back to the HELL HOLE.

If i could get a dollar for everytime and every ml i cried that day, I'd be bloody rich by now!

Sunday was another nightmare. Sigh. Thank you so much C for listening ear and all the things you said. you made alot of sense. I love you to bits & pieces. Thank you for the cake and the whole day. Thank you for reminding me that you're always there for me.

That goes the same for all my other friends . Thanks for remembering :D

Anyways, I went for Singapore Idol last wednesday. It was an awesome experience. Me likey~ ^^ i'll upload the photos soon.

YanYan updated at 11:08 AM

Sunday, October 11, 2009

mood: sucky
location:
now playin':

2days before my birthday, the eve of my birthday and on my birthday itself was a terrible nightmare. It was a never-ending nightmare that I'm prettaye sure, isn't gonna end anytime soon. Although I really do want to thank everyone who wished me a happy birthday and my bffs for making my birthday less of a nightmare. I love you all! I'll update soon.

YanYan updated at 4:17 PM

Friday, October 09, 2009

mood: excited
location:
now playin':

I'M TURNING 17 IN LESS THAN AN HOUR'S TIME! (Y)

for now, these are the photos taken at W46L's chalet :) I swear and promise I'll do a proper update with alot more photos soon okay? And thank you to all those who have wished me in advance due to one reason or another. I do appreciate the wishes and thoughts! (L)

And good luck to RPU & all those who are participating in the Grab-Huck-Score competition tmr. Sorry I can't make it to support yall but still, JIA YOU! ^^

YanYan updated at 11:18 PM

Tuesday, October 06, 2009

mood: bored
location: E36F
now playin':faci's voice talking

WHERE IS THIS BLOG'S WELL-DESERVED UPDATE?!?!?!?

I have to start updating. Because if i dont, the next posts are gonna be bloooooodddddeeeehhhhh LONG (like this one)! :(

Friday

Went back to school for the Sports Carnival for the Special Needs Children. It was alright. Was quite fun. Apparently i kept MIA-ing to settle my laptop stuff. -.- But was fun luh. Afterall, my group rocks! :D

Rushed home after lunch. Changed up got ready & went to meet Dana HO SI PING AHHHH~ Went to bugis. Finally "collected" my QiJi treat from her then we went SHOPPING! Apparently I shopped more than she did although she was the one who was supposed to shop. hahah. Then we sat down and starting bitching/gossiping. It got me taken aback to find out some people are just sooooooo two-face. -.- Whatever, i dont have to see those people anymore. (Y) And Dana said Saff & I should just get engaged. -.- That girl is insane. HAHA

Saturday

Mundane day. Stayed home and settled some stuffs.

SUNDAY

Went to Queensway with Farrah, Intan & Saffwan. Went to Macs to eat, then we walked around to find saffwan's sports stuff. Ended up finding NOTHING. hahahahha! sad or what man?! Ended up going ikea for "dinner". Had chocolate ice-cream. Not as nice as expected, but still, filling. Had a good time chit-chatting :) Bus-ed home. Awesome day with an entertaining bunch.

MONDAY

Meet Saffwan & Intan at the interchange and went to school together. Bumped into Bitch & Jael in the bus. Went to our classes. My class is damn quiet, or at least so far. But my first group was fun! Kimberly and I were same group. FATED OR WHAT SIA?! HAHHA. Then got to know this other mix guy, Syafiq TAN. HAHAHAH. And also Donna & Clarence. (Y) We were the noisiest group. Lesson was crap. There was nothing to do for presentation so we crapped our way through. I think I'll get a C. HAHHAHA. WINNER!

Went to meet Intan & Saff at the library after school and Farrah came to join soon after. Slacked awhile and then went to LJS for dinner with them. Planned to watch movie but the next show was late so ended up sitting and chit chatting. Bus-ed home again. And knocked out at like 10+pm. EARLY OR WHAT SIA?!?!?! HAHAHAHAHHAHA (Y)

I'll blog about today soonish. Lesson time, toodles!

YanYan updated at 8:46 AM

Thursday, October 01, 2009

E36F ANYONE?? :D

YanYan updated at 10:29 PM

Wednesday, September 30, 2009

mood: tired
location: room
now playin': Super Girl - Super Junior

I'm still really tired out from my hectic week thus far. My eye-bags are utterly fugly and honestly, it's getting worse. :( Anyways, I think I'll blog about the chalet first before anything else. Don't expect it to be as IN DETAIL as all my other posts. HAHA. Alot of things to be err....censored? LOL

MOOOOOONDAYY

Woke up damn early to re-pack my bag and rushed to meet Intan before heading off to Farrah's crib to make hotdog rolls since the ingredients were there. I'm hopeless in cooking, i think i gave Ms Hawa my cooking skills bake and only kept my baking skills after my O levels prac. HAHA. Waited for Saff's dad to pick us all up. Headed to the chalet. Were at the lobby way too early (at like 1130am?) and we had to slack there till I finally got tired & impatient of waiting (time was 1+pm) and i finally asked and we could check in. -.- Waste of time. TSK.

Spread the msg to the rest telling them to come after 4pm. Yes, so i got my wish of a double-storey chalet. HAHA! Room was small but alright. Toilet was not only friggin' gross but also DAMN SMALL. -.- Wen Hao, Sha Sha(syafiq) & Haikal came soon after. After awhile, we camwhored like mad and Intan, Saffwan & I shared the bed, hit the sack & knocked out. Did I mention I was wearing tank-top & fbts? lol. I didn't know the room will be damn fugging cold. Woke up with blanket covering me. Okay, Thank You Saffwan! (he sure "kembang" after this sia. lol) HAHAHHAHA!

Woke up soon after, thanks to Wen Hao's chaotic voice and was ajak-ed to swim. Apparently that NAIR said i could wear Spag top & shorts to swim, but actually cannot. Ended up wearing Saff's jersey & my shorts. I was excited to go swimming (even at the expense of my hair becoming frizzy). And before I went in....

*THIS PART IS DAMN EMBARRASSING, ANNOYING AND DAMN _|_*

A guy who I assume, is a senior lifeguard, pointed to the shirt i wore. I PANICKED MAN! HAHHAHA. Seriously.

Wen Hao, Shasha, Haikal & Saff: EH! Come in ah!
Me: cannot sia. The guy pointed to my shirt. cfm cannot one.
Wen hao: BITCH! just jump in man!
me: HE LOOKING AT ME SIAL!
Saff: Can one la.
Haikal & Shasha: he not looking now, just hurry and jump in!

So I jumped in. Intan was already preparing to take a photo of us. And like 5seconds later before she hit the shutter of the camera...

"senior" lifeguard: GIRL. YOUR SHIRT!
Me: WTF
them: WTF? bitch!

So I spent like the next 3secs in the pool to take a photo which i looked lame in and got out. FUCKING LAME LA. HAHAHHAHAHAH! KENA REJECTED MAN. _|_ Worse part? The shirt was white & my..bra was grey. -.- I forgot sia, seriously. Intan had a great time laughing. HAHAH. Ended up watching the guys have fun. :( Went back and bathed and all.

OH YEAH! Then the people next door started coming and a guy looked like 90% like JR! HAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHA! hairstyle also the same sia. Especially the side view. I was like, "eh, why this JR look at me but still never say hi?! Tsk. so dao." Then i was like....maybe wrong person? Farrah also agreed he looks like JR. Then I texted him and was like...HENG AH! Lucky i didnt say hi to "JR" because he was at home. HAHAHHAHA. And he emo cos someone looks like him. SUPER FUNNY!

Was like 4pm alrdy and noone else came. -.- Waited like like 5plus then people came streaming in. HAHHA. Seriously funny sia. Chit-chatted awhile. When Teng Teng came, we went to the beach to have a talk, gossiped also luh. HAHAH. All the way till like 6plus? Came back and food was there calling me. HAHAHA. Okay la, shall show my gratitude, THANK YOU TO ALL THOSE WHO TOOK THE INITIATIVE & EFFORT TO BBQ THE FOOD! :) Oh yeah, Jacob came to join us as well. And small world, Kyser & Yusri's class was also having a bbq that was like 3 chalet rooms beside ours! HAHA.

Dana finally came. Taught me how to play Tai di (sp?)/Poker. That girl's a bad influence (lol) because now i keep wanting to play that to master the game. HAHA. But no money was involved, duh. Headed to the beach with Farrah till like 12+am. Went to Macs at White Sands with the rest since we were like...craving for it. HAHA. Camwhored at the E-hub(or whatever that place is called). And haikal, Wen Hao, dana & Saffwan decided to buy Naughty G (some dumb drink with HORNY GOAT WEED) I think it's a stupid drink. LOL. They said it tasted like Red bull. And like damn funny ah. Wen Hao looked drunk with his sun-burnt face. But the drink isnt alcoholic. lol and worse part? they acted drunk & horny. HAHAHA

TUESDAY

Reached back at the chalet at like 3+am. WX & Karen were the only ones left alone in the chalet. LOLLOLLOL. xD And I knocked out....so did Saffwan. And yes...we slept on the same bed,again. LOL. And if im not wrong, some joker took a photo of that scandalous moment. HAHAHAHA. IT SOUNDS BLOODY WRONG. I know. lol. I thought Farrah & Intan were gna sleep so I left space for them and ended up, i had the most space cos Andrea slept beside me for awhile and then left and Farrah & intan ended up not sleeping. So we had like..err..the whole room & bed to ourselves. LOL.

Even more scandalous right?

And anyways, I woke up like 7am and bathed and all. Most of them went to Macs for breakfast alrdy. HAHA. And then Karen, WX, Eve, mingshen & farrah went up to the room to sleep. I ended up sleeping AGAIN downstairs. Apparently, EVERYONE KNOCKED OUT! hahaha. And I was only awaken by the cleaner who told me we were supposed to check out at 1030am. Time check at that time? 1048am! HAHHA. I panicked and woke everyone up. Everyone chionged out. HAHAH! SERIOUSLY FUNNY! everyone looked blur.

So, we headed back in our own directions & i ended up training back home from city hall with Wen Hao, Saff & Shasha. Slept again in the train. Idk how many times i slept sia, seriously. Went to SP to buy myself Macs and collected bro's jacket and was damn tired so i ended cabbing home. Yes, i know my house is damn near. but still! I was dead tired and the things i was carrying werent exactly even close to LIGHT. Came home, tried to sleep but failed. Tried to blog, failed even worse. HAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH.

AND See! I'm not even allowed to forget. HAHAHAH. Seriously funny balls. So anyways, I just pray that my mum doesnt see any of the photos that werent....well...you know....hahahahahahaha. But obviously nothing happened in the chalet that was like morally wrong luh, DUH. -.- & I'll upload the photos as soon as Kak Tan & ShaSha uploads them. There were definitely more than 300photos. HAHAHHA.

TODAY

Went to meet Fariza and headed to school for the dry-run of the carnival that'd be held this friday. Super boring luh. Only Fariza, Fudin, Kaelen, Saffwan, See Mei & myself went. Oh and the new guy joined us. HAHHAHAHAHAHA! omg, the new guy is...HAHHAAHA. Okay, my teammates know can alrdy ah. Then we still went to take our own sweet time eating and chit-chatting then we do abit and zao-ed. HAHAHHA. WINNER SIA. Go to school to like...eat! Nothing much to do today.

Went to CWP with Friz & Saff to buy moi's bling-blings for my phone. Bumped into See Mei. Went to check out sports attires. I wanna wanna wanna but the Tennis skirt DAMN badly! :( *hint hint* hahha.

Anyways, headed home. Rested awhile. I'm not feeling well. Yes, still unwell. :( I'll get well. I wanna go jogging! :( Anyways, Karishma called me up just now telling me she had 2 extra tickets for SG Idol tonight. I was excited, obviously i told her i'll go but then I didnt. Cos no one was going with me. I mean Aishah, Her and their classmates were all going and I was the only one who didnt know them and She said she & Aishah will be leavng early. So yeah. I didnt go. :( Quite wasted ah. Anyways, lucky for me man! My monthly "bff" decided to come a week early and arrive. -.-

I'm gonna call it a day soon. The guy from Fujitsu will be coming over sometime in the morning to repair my baby.

PS. I have re-zhng-ed my cellphone and it took me like HOURS AND HOURS! tsk! But now, it's chio like madlyyyy chio! :D:D

PSS. a mere 9more days to my seventeenth! :D

YanYan updated at 10:30 PM

I'M STILL CONTEMPLATING IF I SHOULD UPDATE NOW..

...OR ANOTHER TIME..

YanYan updated at 9:56 PM

Tuesday, September 29, 2009

mood: happy & tired
location:
now playin':

HELLO! I'M BACK FROM W46L's CLASS CHALET! :D

It was an AWESOME chalet. Food and the company were equally awesome. Had loads of heart-to-heart talks, Went for a walk at the beach till past midnight, camwhored like mad, joked around, had magic tricks performed, and SCANDALS. HAHAHAHHAHA!

I'll do a proper update about the zillion and one things that happened during the chalet soon. Perhaps later, when I'm more awake.

YanYan updated at 1:54 PM

Monday, September 28, 2009

OFF FOR CLASS CHALET....

........IN A FEW HOURS.

See yall on Tuesday...

or...one of these days since im soooo busy. HAHHA. Meeting Kak Tan at 850 to head to Farrah's crib before Saff's dad sends us to chalet. :) Shall Blog abit 'bout today before i head off to get some shut-eye.

Went to Sheng Shiong with Saff, Intan & Farrah. I was bloody hell over-dressed. -.- Seriously sia. Saff said I lookd like some tai-tai that has nvr been to a market area. HAHAHHAHAHAHAH. (Y) Went to farrah's crib with her first. Intan came over with chicken soon after. They were sweet enough to order McSpicy mean(upsized) as an advance birthday present for me. HAHHAHA. Wasn't much but still, it was the thought that counts. :) I was not much of a use there ah. HAHHAHAHAHAHHA! Anyways, ended up watching F1 there.

LEWIS HAMILTON WON!! :D:D

Farrah hates him, idk why. But i think he rocks! :) Nicole's gonna have an awesome night with him, to celebrate, get it?????? HAHAHHA! So anyways, headed home quite late. I was honestly scared. Seriously ah. I chiong-ed home like mad. I'm more scared of humans, than I am of ghosts. Some people who knows me would understand what i mean ah. HAHHA. Moreover, there's been aloooottt of lao tikos here. And to make things worse, my cellphone DIED on me. :(

Okay, I'm damn sleepy now. Haha. see yall, whenever that is. :)

YanYan updated at 1:27 AM

Sunday, September 27, 2009

mood: jumpy
location: room
now playin':

8days to school reopen,
13days to my 17th.

Been going out nearly everyday for the past consecutive 4 or 5 days. And it's going to continue since next week's gonna be bloody hectic! It feels weird that a new semester's gonna begin in a mere 8days. I wonder what my new class will be like. Will they be as hyper, noise & gay as W46L? Hahaha.

So I went shopping with Diana last Friday. I Lurrrvvveeee QiJi popiahs! I need more! woot woot! Hahaha. I went mad shopping. Seriously, no more space in my wardrobe. :( I need a new one, for my birthday perhaps? *hint hint*

Went to meet Intan, Saffwan & Farrah at AMK and as per usual, I was late, but they were later. LOLLOL. headed to CoffeeBean for drinks while discussing the logistics and food for the chalet before going down to NTUC Xtra to check out the prices. Saff was sooooooooo excited when he saw the Kinder Joy Mascot. Seriously gay, i swear. But it was fun hanging out with them. lol.

Sis' bf's family came over last night and went off ard 1130pm? I was apparently really hooked onto watch my bf on the teevo. LOL. yes, let me have a mo to dream. :) WC popped by for awhile. Passed him his "well-deserved" honeyjoy cornflakes i made. Ended up chi-chatting till like 1am? Slept like instantly after that, I was totally wiped out. Damn tired.

Woke up like 11am this morning. (Y) Seriously early sia. And I'll be meeting Farrah, Intan & Saff later to but the stuffs for tmr. I'm honestly excited ah. And seeing that my birthday coming, everyone is to let me sleep on the bed k? HAHHAHA. Not shy, i know. Organising committee(intan, farrah, saff & myself) shall conquer the bed ah. ^^v LOL. Shall be meeting them tmr before heading to the chalet. YAY YAY! :D

YanYan updated at 12:17 PM

Friday, September 25, 2009

I SHOPPED, TILL I DROPPED.

GAME OVER.

IT'S TIME FOR ME TO STOP.

YanYan updated at 7:52 PM

Thursday, September 24, 2009

mood: HAPPY LIKE MADDDD!
location:
now playin':

RESULTS ARE OUT!

I AM SO SO SO....HAPPY AND THANKFUL!

THANK YOU ALLAH! THANK YOU!!!

Thanks KWC for telling me results are out. I nearly peed while switching on my lappy. No, not kidding. I was so scared. I dreamt I failed Maths. -.- And I had the greatest shock of my LIFE!

I.PASSED.EVERY.TEST.&.MODULE!

I ACTUALLY PASSED!!

ZOMFG~! So my module grades are:

Communication: A
Enterprise: B
Maths: C+
Cognitive: A
Science: C

AHAHAHAHHA! COOL RIGHT! FIRST TIME I EVER DID WELL IN SCHOOL! MY GOD!

I actually passed Maths & Science baby! HAHAHHA! And i did better for maths! Mr Lathif will be SO PROUD of me! :D:D:D:D Yes, i know, im bragging. I'm really over the moon.

Please lemme have a mo. A mo to brag and be damn bloody proud of myself! :D

And now, my mum has no reason to say that I am simply wasting time & money not being able to prove my worth and myself. :) I have never felt so happy. And yes, I know I was screaming in your ear in happiness and so, THANK YOU KWC! :D (PS. please be honoured your name is here) HAHA.

I totally flooded my twitter with my happiness. Apparently Intan & Saffwan said i'm the first person they knew that goes, "THANK ALLAH! THANK ALLAH!" lol. Power. I know. HAHAHA! And I'm so bloody happy now that I can go shopping with Diana with a light heart and happily tomorrow with no worries (besides the fact that I have to control the amount of moo lah i spend). :)

And somehow, I think this is Allah's way of making it up to me for all the trauma and shit I had to put up with and go through, especially during the Ramadan month. But still, thank you God!

YanYan updated at 11:28 PM

mood: skeptic
location: room
now playin':Body Control - Leighton Meester

THIS IS HOW MUCH THEY LURVVVVEEE MOI~

Yay! double storey chalet! me lurveee Intan & scoooottttt! :D Then again, kak tan, single story plus presents for my birthday would be awesome! LOLLOL! Or Double with an awesome birthday cake would be cool too! HAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH. Not shy, I know. xD

(click to enlarge)

I NEED STARBUCKS, PRONTO!

YanYan updated at 3:45 PM

Wednesday, September 23, 2009

mood: lazy
location:
now playin':Dont Trust Me - 303

Quick update.

Firstly, trying to wear black to piss them off was a failure cos the bitch who ticked me off about wearing black 3yrs ago, wore black this year. -.- Hypocrite.

Secondly, the tension between bro, sis & I with the other side is really strong. And honestly, It was really tough trying not to be a bitch to the people there. I guess my bitchy look said it all. LOL.

Thirdly, I did not bother asking forgiveness from him and he too, did not force my siblings and I to ask forgiveness. But being a natural asshole, he gave my siblings all green packets except for me. Fugging asswipe. I hope that money kills him one day. _|_

Fourthly, my bro was damn sweet. He got 700 bucks and gave mum, sis & myself an extra 50bucks on top of the angbao he gave us already. HAHAHA ^^v GOOOOOO ABANG! (Y)

Fifthly, that jackass dumped us at granddad's place and left. WTF? So anyways, we went to my mum's side to chiong all the houses. Ended up going home like 1+am. Thank you KWC for keeping me awake and entertaining me.

Sixthly(is there such a word??), the 2nd last house we went to was my cuzzie's. I totally envy them. Family consists of: 2parents, 1 grandma, 7 children & 3 maids. Eldest child is a year younger than me. Youngest is a toddler.

It's a 3-storey bungalow. with an awesome porch, garden, 3rd level's balcony that overlooks the Singapore Flyer and they can see fireworks during National day, toilets that make the 6-star hotels look bad, an indoor mini-gym & they communicate thru intercom since the house is tooooooo big! How cool is that?! 1 toilet costs $10k! Bloody hell! and like EVERY room has an attached toilet.

The eldest in the family that is one year younger than me, has the whole of the 3rd level to herself. The 3rd level is where the balcony and indoor mini-gym is. There are also 2 toilets in that level itself and the eldest's room is PINK! DAMN NICE! And they're also gonna have a projector for movie nights in the empty space in the 3rd level. The balcony is already twice as big as my living room! MY GOD! I totally wanna sleepover there one day. And since my cousin in a tennis player, and they have a condo over at Mandarin Gardens, I can crash there for a day and play hardcore tennis. ^^v

COOL OR WHAT?!

but coming back to reality, this year is a sad year. :( I've collected the lowest amount of money on the first day. And I went to 2 more houses 2 days back. the last house gave the monst amount of money from my mum's side sia. 70bucks! :D aunt & uncle gave 2 separate angbaos & my cousin who's working as a lawyer, gave another one. HOW BLOODY COOL?! 70bucks from 1 house. First time from my mum's side sia.

WEET WEET! HAHAHAH. $.$

But anyway, I'm just gonna have to save loads of money. I need to plan and manage my finances. I think I need someone to control me when I go shopping. HAHAH. Planning to go shopping again soonish. BUT BUT BUT! I have to get the clothes rack to hang some of my clothes from the cupboard so that I have space to need my new clothes. :D

Lastly, to wrap up this post, I have to get my bio-clock right. Been sleeping more than 13hours EVERYDAY. I have CE activity tmr. :( Anyways, the uploading of the hari raya photos on photobucket is taking a zillion years. -.- So, here are some of the pics taken during hari raya. :)

YanYan updated at 1:57 PM

Saturday, September 19, 2009

mood: lazy
location: room
now playin':

It's the eve of hari raya.:)

Yes, today is that last day of the fasting month this year. I look back at it and I realised....my appetite has grown really small. HAHAHHAH.

Okay on a more serious note, many things have been happening these past couple of weeks. Bad things have one after another. It never rains, it pours! I struggle to have the patience and understanding and to forgive. Over and over again I am filled with hatred, sadness and annoyance.

Whatever happened to that girl that was once a happy-go-lucky girl that just couldnt stop smiling??

I ask myself that question everytime I feel like shit. I get so upset. Yes, even the smallest insult can send me running in tears.

Where is that bitchy girl who throws a worse insult to the person who insulted her??

Idk what's been going on with me. I looked back that the past 8months plus. I've changed, alot. I've lost and found love and lost it again. I've talked till dawn and slept till evening. And I've found and lost friends. I found hope, and lost it. Friends, sometimes I ask myself, what are friends for? When I feel like shit at 3am, who the fuck can I call to cry to? WHO? But when people need me at 3am to talk to them when they feel like shit, I'm always there. When I need to talk so badly and in tears, I need to call someone but everyone is so busy with their lives. But when they need to talk, I drop whatever I'm doing to be there with them. I'm not saying I expected people to do the same for me just because I do that for them but why is it that I seem to treasure my friends more than they fucking treasure me. I feel like someone people just seem to remember when they're in trouble. But no, this definitely doesnt apply to all my friends. Because I know of those who were there when I was in deep shit in secondary school (apparently i was like a magnet and trouble was so attracted to me).

And then there are those who get close to me all because they want to get to know my guy/girl friends. I hate being used, even more, by people I consider to be my friends. I hate people who get to know me for motives. I DESPISE people like that.

So where is that girl who takes everything in her stride and not let herself be used??

No idea. But then, I found people who I once made up a judgment about them based on first impression. But when shit finally happened, they were there. Even though I can't call them because they're just oh-so busy, but sometimes, they calm me down. And I found such people in my new class, W46L. Even though we arent gonna be in the same class next semester, I guess memories are for keepers. :) Thanks guys.

And then I think about my family life. I've been whiny and cranky. Many many shit have been happening and I'm losing my way. Now, I just want everything to be okay. I really do. I wished it was all a nightmare which I can wake up from. But alas, it apparently isnt.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Okay, enough. I should talk about happy stuffs. Okie dokie. Eve of Hari Raya already.

My 17th is soon...like...in 22days. :)

Went shopping with Aishah that day. Bought stuffs and when to meet mom. Spent like half of my 500bucks angbao. -.- i need more moolahh~ Oh yeah, Aishah & I had a great bitching-cum-catching up session. lol. And I went shopping while I was sick. HAHAH. Came home and it just got worse. Sneezed like mad, coughed like mad and was feverish.

Finally decided to bake yesterday. Quite late luh. It wasnt as nice as the previous years cos my sis & I baked it while we were fasting, due to time constraint. So yeah, but it was nice though. Gave some to Dick & WenJie. Then baked brownies. Watched teevo while everyone was cleaning up the house. LOL. Lazy luh. So yeah. Blah blah blah, now my room is neat, NOT. The dressing table is messy, AGAIN. I'm gonna clean it soon.

Still sick though, but not as bas as I was 2 days back. My throat feels like..idk man. My voice is so DEEP & SEXAYYYYEE~ HAHA. My nose can totally compete with Rudolph the Red Nose Reindeer. -.-

Oh and and and and. I'VE LOST WEIGHT. :D:D I still look chubby luh. I mean c'mon, how much difference would you look losing only 2kg right? So anyways, IN YOUR FACE to that whoever who said all my diet plans are failures. _|_ Soooo...I'm planning to wear ALL BLACK tmr. Along with my bad & heels. I'm planning to really piss the other side off. I DARE them to suan me in anyway. Seriously. Lol.

YanYan updated at 2:51 PM

Thursday, September 17, 2009

HAPPY 24th Birthday Sista!

XOXO,
your one and only, most lovable, adorable, sweet, kind, caring, loving, cheeky and chubby sista

LOLLOLLOL

YanYan updated at 1:10 AM

Wednesday, September 16, 2009

mood: holiday
location:
now playin':Beat it - Michael Jackson

25 days to go baby! =)

A short update about the past few days. Apparently, I havent bought my Hari Raya clothes yet. Planning to get them tmr. I'm going on a shopping spree in advance baby! Hahaha! Not gonna use up all my 500bucks though. Afterall, it's time for me to save up right?

So anyways, I can't remember what I did on Monday. Errr....OH OH! I KNOW! I went to visit Rainbow school for special children. It was fun. :) After that Intan & Friz accompanied me to JP to get my necklace chain (cos mine snapped while I was asleep. Dont ask me how it'd happen. lol) and to get my sis' prezzie. :) Thanks babes!

And I went to Ikea & Giant over at Tampines with mommeh & brudder. Wanted to find those metallic rack for my clothes luh since my room has no space for an extra wardrobe. But it was all out of stock. I was like WHAT THE HELL?! Of all things sia. Anyways, we ended up buying like alot of things and they were all mainly for bro's room. HAHAHHAHA. Okay, funneh. And at night, I cleaned up the living room and the shoes area. All of us in Hari Raya mood. LOL. My mum even nearly forgot she was working the next day! Okay, weird.

And for those who dont know, I CANNOT CLEAN. I'm allergic to dusts. No, im being totally serious. Thats why my skin peeled damn badly when I was working in Popular cos we had to clean shelves on Sundays. LOL. And after all that cleaning yesterday, I ended up getting shitty rashes, which totally sucked. Which iswhy my family says I should just marry a rich guy and be a tai tai. HAHAHAHHAHAHA. I can continue wishing luh.

And today, sis picked me up to buy Kitty's food and when I got home, Bro ajak/jio/asked me if I wanted to go Town with him. So ended up going there. He drove super fast luh. Macam he think he's an F1 driver. HAHAHAHHA! And while he went to get his hair cut, I went to help him find for my sis' birthday prezzie. Went home and slackeddd~

Planning a class chalet. Or at least Saffwan's doing the organising. HAHAHAH! Eh man-whore! 2Days 1night sudah! LOL. Anyhoos, I ought to be going shopping tmr. I need to get out of the house more often and get my mind off loads of things. :) Hari Raya's in like...4days? Tomorrow's sis' birthday! :D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JIE JIE, in advance. =D

YanYan updated at 9:54 PM

Sunday, September 13, 2009

28 DAYS MORE TO MY 17th! :D

YanYan updated at 7:04 PM

mood: victorious
location: where else?
now playin': Sparks Fly - Taylor Swift

I FEEL DAMN BLOODY VICTORIOUS! \m/ baby!

I told you I wasnt one to be messed around with. So all that happened during the wedding was what you, yourself, sought after by trying your best to buy me and my affections with money. Apparently, I've acquire your cunning skills of thinking. I'm sure you didn't think I was THAT dumb right? Oh wait, you did! And I hate it when you try to cover all your shit up by trying to slow talk me and try to act nice. -.- I'm 17 if you don't remember. I think i pity the bride. Then again, she should have anticipated all that if she was smart enough. If you really want me to call her something proper, I will do so. From now on, she'll be known to me as, "EXCUSE ME!" I figure thats a proper way of calling her right? At least I didnt call her something I was capable of. And thanks for making me lose my apetite during the buffet-style dinner last night. Thank God I didn't stay longer, or things could have been worse and I'd most likely puke. The whole thing was prettaye disgusting to me.

PS. I've NEVER reacted to a wedding this way. I never thought I'll hate a wedding at all. But guess what? You proved me wrong. \m/

I was a bitch a whole day yesterday. I brought a "black" face to the wedding along with a bitchy set of remarks. I think I feel bad towards the bride ONLY ah. But seeing the faces of the people who have been a bitch to me for the past 16years who call themselves my relatives, IT WAS JUST CLASSIC. It showed me that it was victory. Yall have no idea. *evil grin*

Today will be most likely another mundane day. Nothing much. Gotta go Redhill tmr. BORING MUCH? I have to be there by like 9am? or was it 930am? -.- So lazy! Okay anyways, I told mommeh i NEED to dump my mattress out and get a new one for my bed. The mattress is making my back pain, and my neck, stiff. Which totally sucks. I need a new/extra mini wardrobe as well for my clothes. Till then, Im not allowed to shop no more.

YOU HAVE NO IDEA HOW SHITTY THAT IS! :( :( :(

PS. If you don't have any idea what happened, dont give me your comments. They weren't sought after nor required. :)

YanYan updated at 4:28 PM

Saturday, September 12, 2009

IT'S CONFIRMED MY BF'S COMING TO SG....

ON MY BIRTHDAY!!

HAHAHAHAH! MY Dearest BF, Lee Min Ho, is coming to Singapore on the 10th Oct for my birthday. SEE LA! I told you alrdy he's coming to SG for my birthday no one wants to believe me! LOL. See! I told you! Toldcha! TOLDCHA! ^^v

I already told you guys my bf will NEVER forget my birthday right? right? lol. Still think I'm talking cock? go read:

http://www.allkpop.com/index.php/full_story/lee_minho_coming_to_singapore_soon/

LOL. IN YOUR FACE SUCKERS! \m/

I LOVE MY BF, Lee Min Ho
I LOVE MY BF, Lee Min Ho

I LOVE MY BF, Lee Min Ho

I LOVE MY BF, Lee Min Ho
I LOVE MY BF, Lee Min Ho

I LOVE MY BF, Lee Min Ho

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I LOVE MY BF, Lee Min Ho

I LOVE MY BF, Lee Min Ho

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I LOVE MY BF, Lee Min Ho
I LOVE MY BF, Lee Min Ho

YanYan updated at 3:50 PM

mood: disgusted
location: room
now playin':Happiness - Super Junior

I'm still in a really really really foul mood. Wanna know why? Go read all my tweets yesterday. Those who have been following should know luh. I can fast and am fasting today so as much as I would love to hurl a long list of obscenities and vulgarities, I shan't. And I am FORCED to attend a shit wedding today which I was CONNED into just yesterday. DAMN IT. I dont react to weddings this way. Well, except for this one. *rolls eyes*

Go to hell. I should have been the first few who were being invited, not the last few. SERIOUSLY, DAMN YOU. And you said things on the phone PLEADING with me not to embarrass you. LOL. You kidding me? You're the one embarrassing me. You're an embarrassment to this family and to me! TSK. You are the President of the shelter for Muslim woman who have been abused. You appear on the news for being a great help to people in Aceh. Stop being so pretentious and a bloody hypocrite! You dont even give a shit about this family and yet you go all out to help others. Haven't you heard of the saying, "Charity begins at home"? *rolls eyes* If you couldn't sense my unhappiness over the phone yesterday, you'll see it later. In fact, Sis and I are just gonna wear a formal pants, a top and heels. What can you say about that? Afterall, I'm already giving you face by turning up. _|_

Anyways, shan't go on about that moronic person. I'll upload all the photos taken that Friday which we dined at Pizza Hut. :)

YanYan updated at 2:45 PM

Thursday, September 10, 2009

mood: -.-
location:
now playin':I love him 99 times(Fated to love OST)

Went to meet Farrah at woodlands. Were supposed to watch I Love You, Beth Cooper. But that nairrr was LATE! a fucking 30mins LATE. tsk. lol. So we missed that show. Ended up going to catch The Proposal. The cinema was DAMN BLOODY EMPTY! HAHAHHA. only like a really few people. SHIOK OR WHAT MAN?! :D Laughed damn loud. The movie is a total 2 thumbs up. Awesome movie. Sad and then super sweet. Funny like MAD! After that, we walked around.

Took the bus home and bro picked me up to go to the cemetery with him & my mum. So I went...even though there wasnt much of a point since im still bleeding and i can go out of the car when I'm there. LOL. So I began camwhoring. Nothing much on today.

Anyways, I'm glad I didnt buy blonde dye. Doesn't give Saffwan a chance to finally label me a DUMB BLONDE. HAHAH! (Y) Anyways, the colour was supposed to be reddish but somehow, it looks brownish. Well, my hair looks different colours under different lights and angles ah. LOL. wtf right? But other than that, under sunlight, my hair looks damn chio. HAHAH. (Y) Not bad luh. But i think it really was a waste of money. LOL. Oh and the colour isnt THAT obvious luh, or at least to me it isnt. But to Farrah, it's obvious. HAHA

PS. Thanks Farrah for the movie treat! xoxo. :D

This lighting sucks. lol

NAIRRRRRRRRRRRR :)

SEE! not obvious right!?

YanYan updated at 9:02 PM

TODAY IS THE 10th of SEPTEMBER. This means......

ITS ONLY 1 MONTH TO MY BIRTHDAY! :D

Apparently, I seem more excited for my birthday than for Hari Raya this year. -. - Oh, and my hair is so chio now that all i need was for it to be a teensy weensy more to the pinkish side. LOL.Actually,i dont even rmb what colour i bought. -.- I think i bought the cassis berry hair dye. Fucking expensive. And it totally killed the chemical that made my hair straight and soft. -.- Nvm. Lesson learnt. But i still like the colour. LOL

YanYan updated at 12:31 AM

Tuesday, September 08, 2009

mood: tired
location: room
now playin':You'll Be okay - Varsity

It's easy to say everything's fine. But what are the chances that they really are? I've fallen, gotten up, got pushed back down on the ground and got back up. But the pain of falling with all the bruises remains.

The problem with me? I sway, fall and falter too easily.

Most of the time, I think before I sleep. I think and get sucked into deep thoughts. I think of what my life would be if I hadn't moved to the North side, but remained at the East. What are the chances of meeting the people I know now?

And then I wonder what life would be if I didn't put on so much weight. What it would be like if i was still that P6 girl who weighs only 31kg and whose skin is so fair.

Wonder what life would be if people wouldn't have such mouths that were so light to scream the word "FAT" at everyone who wasn't as skinny as a pair of chopsticks and were just merely chubby.

Why is this world so materialistic? This world is cruel. This world is materialistic. This world counts more on whats on the outside than the inside.

Now i understand why people go on strict diets and end up depressed, at the asylum, or worse, DEAD. Because this world is so cruel. They force people to seek means and ways to lose that extra fats just to be one to "them". And if they fail in losing weight, they're condemned for life. Or at least till they day they lose that weight.

And then there's those idiotic people who are already as skinny as toothpick that whines, "OMG! I AM SO FAT!" And then they turn aneroxic, bulimic or just eat a tomato that is to last them a whole day. What the hell? It's an insult to the rest of us who are on the chubbier side. You think about it. If you're fat/obese, what the fuck does that make us? You're already like a toothpick, how thin do you wanna be? Prolly all bones left then you'll be satisfied? Stop being so vain. You need a brand new pair of eyes.

Why is this world never satisfied? You are given an inch, you want a mile. You are given a mile, you want a yard. Why? Why are we humans so materialistic, so vain, so mean, so evil, so unsatisfied?

And then there's that bunch of morons that condemn people for being short. -.- Short is wrong, Tall is wrong. Tall people which they were taller and they look down on short people. Short people look down on themselves for being short and wished they were taller.

And it's worse when people who dont know you or dont like you just love to poke their oversized noses into your life. They comment on the slightest thing you do. How short you are, how tall you are, how thin you are, how fat you are, how long your hair is, how short you dress is, what clothes you should and shouldnt wear. If it bothers you mentally deranged people out there so much about how others are, then dont look at them, dont find out about their lives, dont comment on how they should or should live their lives and just shut the fuck up and stuff the comment up your arse if it refuses to go back down your throat. Because at the end of the day, it's their lives and if it is ruined based on what you fags have to say, you will end up feeling the guilt on top of having all that sins amounting on your shoulders.

One day, we're all gonna die. Yes, we'll die one day. Sooner or later. but living in this world, people die earlier than supposed to because they have/are being cornered for being unable to "fit in".

Saying all these, I admit. I'm materialistic too. I'm vain and unsatisfied too. And if you think all my diet plans have failed, lemme tell you. You're wrong.

FYI - I lost weight during the hols after my Os.

IN YOUR FACE. This proves that my plans dont ALWAYS fail. Anyways, I really do want to lose weight, idk why but i just want to be like other people. And this is from pressure. Pressure the world gives me about how fat i am.

FYI - im not flabby. so I can't go under the fat category. I can be under the chubby category.

So before you jackasses have something to say, thing about how it feels if someone said it about you. Think about what word to use on that person because sometimes, your english is all over the place and you end up using the wrong words which proves how dumb you really are and makes people look down on you. Is there something so sinful and wrong about being fat? If it hurts your eyes so much, why dont you just go get yourself run down by a truck and die. So in that way, you neednt see anymore fat people.

But hopefully, you'll rot in hell.

YanYan updated at 2:35 PM

Monday, September 07, 2009

mood: disgusted
location: living room
now playin':

A quick update before my laptop batt dies on me.

Friday

Went to meet Saffwan & Fariza and headed to Rp for a CE activity which was only like 35mins? HAHAH. So funny. Anyways, headed home, slept awhile and woke up to get ready. Left home and met Saffwan & Farrah NAIIRRRR at the woodlands train station before going to boon lay. Headed to Pizza Hut at JP. Joy Joy was nice to reserve us seats and give us a 25% discount. :) Intan, Haikal, Fifi & Mindy were already there. Started ordering since we were gonna break-fast soon. My meal was bloody shiok and cos like 12bucks? Yeah, it was the 5course meal or whatever it's called. We were there from like 7pm till 930pm? HAHHAHAHHAH. And I ate like the fastest? Mingshen couldn't finish his pizza so he gave me a piece and i had a chicken wing as well. Waited for our ice-creams and suddenly the lights went off for a second and a "Happy birthday" song was played. HAHAHAH! YES! that was the main motive of our dinner - to celebrate Haikal's, Fariza's and Farrah's birthday altogether! hahaha. Had 3 big slices of cake for them. Super cute uh. Vids are up on my FB if yall wanna watch. :)

I spoilt my diet sia! hahahah! Didnt know where to slack so ended up going home. Then bro bought for me Mega Mc Spicy 3hours later for sahur. HAAHAHHA. see la! my diet plan was totally ruined! :( But it was sooooo shiok! :D

I'll upload the zillion pics we took when i get them.

Saturday

Sis' bf came over for break-fast. Which meant I had to help mummy cook. -.- so boring. Went back to my diet. Then Sis, her bf & I headed to geylang serai where all the bazaars are cos i wanted cempedak. HAHAHAHAHHA! wtf right? Yes, no clothes caught my eye. This year's clothes are fugly and so super common. -.- Pathetic. Then we went off...to parkway parade, wanted to chillax at Starbucks but it closed down. So we went to idk where which had a starbuck. Sis bought for me my usual fruppacino. SOOOOO NICE! chit chatted a while. Went home ard like 12plus in the morn? :D And when i got home, I got a nasty shock! My monthly bff decided to act cute and came a week early. DAMN IT! Which means, I can't fast. WAHLAO! :(

SUNDAY

Decided to stop procrastinating. Andddddd......

I removed all the redundant and space-consuming encyclopedias from the shelf.
wiped the dirt & dust of every single one of them, painfully
nagged at my mum to clean up the store room cos there's no way im letting the encyclopedias dirty my room no more!
wiped the shelves
played spot a difference on FB
sang songs
stared at the books thinking of where to dump them (since im not allowed to throw them away
decided on putting them in boxes
couldnt find a single box
asked dick & WJ and they didnt have any either
I sat and stared into space
Dick offered to help me get boxes from daiso
i was happy
cleaned up & read all my old diaries
read letters people used to give me (i miss those times)
arranged everything
dumped all my english, maths, sciences, history, ss, F&N & malay worksheets from sec sch
realised how much cikgu maria & late cikgu said have helped me in malay.
threw files away
dick & WJ delivered the boxes to my doorstep.
wondered how they knew where i stayed. HAHAH. you stalkers! :)
Packed the stupid shit
cleaned up some more...
And the cleaning up went on for hours and hours
finally done!
bathed
ate a little
dried my hair
watched teevo till like 4plus in the morn?
slept at 5am

Thanks for helping guys & thanks for offering to help me clean up as well! :D

TODAY

HAPPY BIRTHDAY FARRAH NAIR! :)

Mum woke me up at 8am to help carry the encyclopedias and clean the storeroom. I kept falling asleep while my mum talked to me and in the end, she told me to go back to sleep (apparently, i was more of a hindrance than help. LOL). Slept and dreamt of something really sudden. I havent had this dream or anything similar to it for years. Woke up at 330pm. Mummy told me something SO SHOCKING and it was about the person i dreamt about. I got grossed out. it was stupid and gross. Old people who have one foot in the grave should just stop being so pervertic. seriously ah. Tsk. And it was my cousin that accidentally told my sis who told my mum who told me. Seriously, WHAT IS WRONG WITH THE WORLD?! -.-

Anyways, my mum hasnt told me the whole thing in detail and im still waiting for her to tell me. And if this shit that happened is going to be an obstacle for me getting Hari Raya $$, im gonna get really pissed. I know I sound materialistic. But I have every right to be this way towards my relatives on the other side of my family. Nvm, I'll still have my mum's side. K, anyways, I'm still so disturbed. LOL.

There's rehearsals tomorrow and a whole day of CE activities the day after. Hectic! Hectic! I still havent begun baking anything yet! There's only 12 days to Hari raya.

OH YEAH!

And I'll start counting down to my birthday (10th Oct) from September 10th onwards. :D I'll have something to look forward to! :D

Okay, my batts dying. lol

YanYan updated at 4:19 PM

Thursday, September 03, 2009

mood: relaxed
location: living room
now playin':Dont Let Go - David Archuleta

I guess...I should update?

Yesterday was an averagely mediocre day. Well, slight exception...oh oh...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY FARIZA IZANIE! :D

Okay, so it was a mediocre. Chatting with people over MSN trying to find something to do. And ended up going back to RP for physio with...THE BIRTHDAY GIRL! :D Touched not ah izanie?? Anyways, went to school. The physio centre was SO EMPTY and it was just us and Ms Grace. :) She massages my ankle and DAMN! it's so shiok! HAHHA. Now my muscles and ankle is more relaxed. YAY! Went to get me cempedaks (yes, again). Headed home.

SO MEDIOCRE RIGHT? ppft.

Anyways, got home, back i was in the cyber world. No life much?? ShaoZi entertained me with alot of vids and funny stories. THANK YOU!! Ended up talking to Dick on the phone while he was on his way to meet WJ. Updated him about loads of things. I told him about what happened and all luh. Seriously, that dick is one heckuva listener! (Y) LOL. Hung up when he met WJ. Candice called to jio me out today but wasnt free. Hung up at ard 230am? Watched Without A Trace. Tried to sleep but Insomnia prevented me from doing so :( And that Dick called at 345am? And we ended up talking till 6am. HAHAHHA. Power or what?! And Dick, thanks for listening to my rants and what shit and giving me motivation to..LOSE WEIGHT. hahahaha. :D:D

Slept through the day till 330pm. YAWWWNNN~ ShaoZhi gave me this link for the Letterman's Top Ten Reasons why we should watch Bruno. IT IS SO FUCKING HILARIOUS! Go youtube it! hahahahah! Im still sleepy. Anyways, bro's gf came over for break fast. okay wait, she's not Muslim so she doesn't fast. So it's more of she came over to have dinner with us. :) She's damn sweet ah! Seriously! Hahah. Now, shall watch teevee. I have no life. I need moolah to go shopping. :(

Oh yeah! It's like 16 more days to Hari Raya and I haven't even gotten started with cleaning the other side of my room, not to mention, no buying the ingredients for my cookies for Hari Raya. I really should stop being a pig and a procrastinator and start doing something productive during my hols. And next week is gonna be a hectic one! I have a meeting up session with Bitch, which has yet to be confirmed, rehearsals on tuesdays and thursdays and I have awhole day filled with CE activities on one of the days! GEEZ! Kiasu for CE points or what man!? Hahah.

Okay okay, I'm wrapping up this post. I have an uber longggggg day tmr. Gotta go for CE activity tmr morning and out with people from W46LOL for dinner. :) Toodle-le-dums everyone.

it's time to abandon those hopes.

YanYan updated at 9:31 PM

Monday, August 31, 2009

mood:slackish
location:
now playin':Spongebob Squarepants playing on the teevo

Met C & Tabitha near my place before going to CSS. Went back to CSS. It was a wrong move. I really regretted going back there. Not only were there really bad memories in the school, but the school's security system was HORRIBLE. The security guards are bloody insolent! I hated those security guards and now, i hate them even more. I have ABSOLUTELY NO RESPECT for them. _|_ Waited for more than an hour at the foyer since we couldn't go anywhere in the school. Terrorists much? -.- Finally saw mr siva & all. Chit chatted with him, mr lathif, mr dinesh & ms hawa. Great to talk to them as ex-students. LOL. Mr Siva & Mr dinesh mentioned the same things to me - "SO how are you? How's school? Always yakking on FB and saying that your lessons are boring." HAHAHAHHAH. Oh & while we were leaving, one of the security guards that i loath said this.."girl, last time you fat ah. Now you lost weight..." _|_ U. Idk if I'm to take that as a compliment or as an insult. -.- Such a bitch luh, seriously! And seriously, i put on weight. So i think he needs specs. -.-

Went to accompany S & C to Macs since they were both starving. Chit chatted there. Surprisingly, I wasn't the least tempted! :D Power right? We caught up there. Waited for the rain to stop before we went off to a nearby block to hangout awhile. Had an awesome time. Jimmy came over to hangout with us for a while. Camwhored. I'll upload pictures taken with him when he uploads them on FB.

I miss those 2 assholes like mad! Hopefully we'll all be free in the late november so that we can have a year-end sleepover-cum-slumber party at my crib. :D Good luck S for your remaining prelim papers & C for your upcoming promos. :)

Jimmy! Bowling soon? :D

C's blueish - purplish fingers. This is exactly what happens when she's freezing cold. HAHAH

YanYan updated at 6:26 PM

Sunday, August 30, 2009

mood: still really lazy =/
location: room
now playin':Curiosity - Jason Mraz

I just realised, I forgot to blog about something significant that happened to be last wednesday on the way home after buying the cempedak. LOL.

So anyways, I was on the bus on the way home. I fell asleep, which was so super shiok. Well, at least until I was RUDELY awaken but an old lady who tapped me and used hand gestures to tell me to alight. -.- Irony? It was only at naval base & I had like 4 or 5 more stops to go! *rolls eyes* and when she alighted, she stopped and looked at me as if she was saying, "alight now!". So annoying! So I went back to dazing. And near the temple, this old man with penetrating stares boarded and sat in front of me. That dumb lao pervert kept turning around to smile at me.

HOW FREAKY IS THAT?! *rolls eyes in disgust*

Then he shifted to the empty seat behind me. And when I was alighting, he tapped my shoulder and said, "bye bye. see you" and gave a cheeky/horny lao pervert smile. WTH LA! DAMN GROSS AND SICK MAN! *does the wanna puke gesture* Moronic bunch of freaks. -.- I was trying SO HARD to be patient. If i wasnt, I'd most likely kick his legs, if not, his balls. mum reckons I should have screamed, "MOLEST!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" HAHAHHA! FTW BABY~

Oh and in the end I didnt lepak & watch the match with Dick, Jet & WJ last night. :( Mum didnt allow me to go out. Sucks right? :( I so knew this was gonna happen. Eh guys! Next time jio me out earlier leh! Dont so late uh! HAHAHA! :D

And today, I had to send & collect bro's jacket from the laudrette at SP so I went to meet Diana as well. On the way back under my block, this crazy old man kept staring at us and suddenly laughed like a psycho. I SWEAR! Ask diana ah! Like so wth luh! Wassup with Sembawang having so many crazy people? -.-

Oh yeah, alot of guys in my MSN contacts have issues. Issues with my current pm. HAHAHA! My pm is so creative & cute man!

(click to enlarge)

CUTE RIGHT?! HAHHAHAHAHAHAH! Dinie says that now fasting month so Muslim boys cannot watch porn and they are still surviving. LOL. Dick insists that this pm of mine doesn't apply to him. Eh Dick! Continue living in denial ah! LOL. And Diana even did a short post about this adorable pm of mine. HAHAHAHAHHAH ^^v

YanYan updated at 3:55 PM

Saturday, August 29, 2009

mood: sleepy
location: room
now playin':One in a million - miley cyrus

I figured, it was time for a proper update. My 1st week of hols have been rather packed even though it's the fasting month. It's the 8th day of Ramadan today. 21 more days to Hari Raya! :)

WEDNESDAY

1st day of the sem hols. Nothing much happened. I decided to stop being a terrible procrastinator and send my Pink Dell lappy to be configured so I can use it in school for lessons if anything should happen to my Fujitsu (TOUCH WOOD) and so, I did. Met Fariza there. Thanks for accompanying me Izanieeee! :) We ended up chit chatting and watching Devil Wear Prada till like 4plus. Collected my baby & went off at like 5pm? I was craving for Ramli burger but the line was SO BLOODY LONG! So i ended up buying 4bucks worth of cempedak (i think it's called fried jackfruit if you translate it. LOL. okay, idk lah. ). Headed home. Watched teevo, slacked, eat, sleep.

This is the daily life of a human-like pig (Halal style). So whadda expect? :P

THURSDAY

Was supposed to send my Fujitsu to Funan for some repairs since the "head" of the laptop feels like it's coming out any time soon. Seriously. Was supposed to meet Dick & WJ until they both decided to pangseh me the night before. I wanted to go alone but Kak Tan & Izanie persuaded me to sign up for the CE activity with them & saffwan. So I did after much persuasion. Haha. ^^v The 1st part of the activity was 9-5pm. Shit right? Tsk. So I met the rest. All were late, I was the most punctual one, AS PER USUAL *flicks hair* HAHA.

Reached the place SLIGHTLY late. The lecture was dry and boring (most prob owing to the fact I was sleepy like shit). So we had to come up with a game for the special needs people to play. Formed our groups. Fariza, Intan, Saffwan & I were in Team 1 together with Fudin, Wan, Dominic, Yusri, Kyser, Si Mei and another chinese guy...I can't remember his name ah. LOL. Most of us were from SHL. Fudin is Izanie's friend who loves to talk about how short I am. TSK. And Wan is like DAMN HYPER. more enthu than 3 of me + 3 felicias put tgt. LOL. His friend is...the guy whose name I cant seem to recall. They both remind Intan, Fariza & I of Haikal & Wen Hao. HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAH! So anyways, our group was already like the most bonded la. Damn happening.

During lunch, I checked my phone and had 7msgs and a missed call. Apparently WJ decided to tell me that they were going in the end. HAHAHHA! Anyway, those that were fasting in my group ended up playing. We played balls! HAHAHA! There's a video which is with Kak Tan. So gotta wait for her to upload it. I think yall will be greatly entertained. *grins* I think my group's super awesome. Idk why ah. LOL. Oh & did I mention I'm like the SHORTEST in my team? TSK.

Oh and my new nickname is "The Half-Blood Girl". Idk why Wan calls me that ah. He intro me as the "HALF BLOOD, HALF CHINESE GIRL" LOL. It was sup to be half malay half chinese lor. FAIL SIA! So anyways, the rest of the day after lunch was just slacking and playing around. And I became the target when they played a sucky version of dodge ball. TSK. Haha. But it was fun luh. All sporting people. :)

YESTERDAY

It was by far the happiest day I've had in a long time. Went to KKH for my follow-up checkup. Apparently Ive been under observation for the past 5 years with no doctors who have been able to find out the cause and explaination of what happened to me. They even said at the rate my tests results have been coming in, I'll be binded to KKH for the rest of my life. Sounds serious, but I'm not going to die, dont worry. LOL. So I did the test an hour before as per usual and I waited 2hours before I was called to see the doctor. I expected the worse ah. Idk why. And th doctor started asking me alot of questions..after awhile...

Me: Erm..can you just tell me the results? Did it come out good or bad or worse?
Doc: hmm...hold on..
Me: Okay, I just want to know if Im getting better or not. thats all. My body's been healthy so far, no more acute pains.
Doc: Okay, so I've checked and your test results shows an...ALL CLEAR SIGN!
ME: OH. MY.GOD!
Doc: The red blood cells found dropped from hundreds to 54 (found in the last test done) and to finally a 4! And that 4 is insignificant. So in other words, alls fine!

And with that, he did another thorough check on my abdomen and found everything was well. So he just mentioned I have to go through some "CT" scan to reconfirm. So I was discharged from KKH. BUT, I have to go for a routine check up every year for the rest of my life in Yishun Polyclinic because they're scared I'll have a relapse and my condition my deteriorate. (TOUCH WOOD AH!) So I'm still under observation but oh well. I'm still alive! :D

THANK ALLAH! THANK ALLAH!

So anyways, I think I forgot to mention that I grew taller by 1.5cm and I put on like 5kg? TSK! I need to lose weight man, seriously. And I should stop jogging. The more I jog, the bigger my legs become. -.-

So I slacked at home, watched teevo, had mass convos and at like 11pm Dick called to jio me to lepak with him, Jet & WJ. So I told them to lepak near my block. Afterall, it was late. So they did. Lepak at the mini-park in between Jet's block & mine. All topics were guy topics. HAHA. Talked alot of cock ah. Talked about guy toilets, war, NS and all. Somehow, we ended up talking about supersition, ghosts, Nenek keropok. Kenneth came to join us after awhile. Played truth or dare. I swear it was HILARIOUS! hahaha. Lepaked until 1:15am then went home. I was wondering why my mum didnt call to badger me to get home until I got home and realised my mum was sleeping like a dead log. HAHA! HENG AH! or else I'd have gotten a shelling for not only being the only girl going out with a bunch of guys but also cos I came back in the morning. LOL.

TODAY

Woke up at like 3pm. Oh wait, Dick just texted me. Lepak tonight at the kopitiam in front of my place to watch Man U VS Arsenal. LOL. The chances of me being able to lepak again is like......hmm..lemme see...ZERO. lol. Nvm, will see how it goes later. & Shan Shan just called me about a job in an office at Eunos. Sound good ah but SO FAR! And idk if I have the time with all my rehearsals and the CE activity thingy. We'll see how it goes. Time check: 454pm. Shall update tmr or smth. :)

YanYan updated at 3:07 PM

Tuesday, August 25, 2009

mood: glad
location: room
now playin':right here, right now - Zac efron & V.hudgens

I'M D-O-N-E WITH UT3

& IT'S THE HOLIDAYS BABY!!!!!!!!

Yes. That's right! I'm on holidays from tomorrow till 5October and 5days after that...IS MY BIRTHDAY! Hahah! I'm high now. I know. LOL. Today, is a good day. :) But before I blog about today, I'll blog about yesterday k?

YESTERDAY

I had Maths UT3. It sucked. It was pure nonsense which was so redundant & insignificant in my life. I wish I did not need to learn such bull-crap. Tsk! So anyways, met Fariza to go to school together (we've been doing this alot for the UTs. LOL). Maths was (as i mentioned earlier) LAME. -.- Waste of my time only. And I finished like 35minutes early so I zao-ed DAMN early! First one out of class. AWESOME OR WHAT MAN!? Haha. I think I'll be thankful if I just get a D+. Thats all im asking for. Got home, decided to tweet a little and then slept. Slept allllllll the way till 6.15pm. It was BEYOND SHIOK! And break fast was niceee...First 2 days of Ramadan mummy made pasta for break fast and yesterday we had a malay meal. :)

Didn't go for terawih. Oh yeah, I did go for terawih prayers at the mosque that saturday night itself. I did all 23rakaats okay! Haha. Power right? So anyways, I decided to be lazy and not revise for comms. Afterall, nothing much what (or so I thought). I wanted to sleep at 12am but I think I slept too much in the afternoon and I couldn't get to sleep till 2+am. Thanks WJ for entertaining me till then! :D

TODAY

Had communications UT. It was another redundant module. -.- I wanted to zao early since I finished 20minutes early but cos Fariza & Intan told me not to zao early and since there was gonna be drama, I didnt leave. LOL. After UT, we had class photo-taking session. Lepak awhile in class with the rest. Had a ghost-storytelling session. It was damn funny. Went to CWP & Civic centre to lepak with Kak Tan, Fariza, Saffwan, Farrah & Haikal. Bumped into William & JR. Then decided to go home and rest instead. Took the bus home. I fell asleep almost immediately and only got up when nearing CSS. Haha. Nice timing. Got home and here I am! :D

Okay, So since I'm broke & I'm fasting, I reckon I'll be staying home, period. I think I need a job. (No kiddin'!!) So anyways, hopefully I'll find time to go to Funan to send my Fujitsu laptop for repair & to RP to send my Dell laptop for configuration so it'd stop being a slowpoke. In fact, I think I'll go tomorrow! :D And after I get my next allowance, I'll go watch a couple of movies and meet up with Bitch and whoever else I can meet up with. Afterall, I AM SO FREE!!!! :D:D

Maybe....I ought to start cleaning up the other side of my room. It's so messy. I think a pig sty is cleaner. -.- I think my bro should call the part-time maid to clean up this mess sooner. LOL. I need to buy more pink bedsheets. This orange one is fugly. :( SO anyways, I'm gonna go rest now. Time check: 5:18pm. Roughly 2 hours more to break fast time. YAY! (I'm gettin' gastrics now.) I'll upload the pictos soon, when all have been uploaded on FB.

YanYan updated at 4:27 PM

Saturday, August 22, 2009

mood: relaxed
location: room
now playin':My L.O.V.E - The League

Yes, I finally decided it was time for a proper update after being totally MIA from the internet for the whole day cos I was uber lazy.

MONDAY

Shan't blog much about it except it was the bestest last lesson that we've had. Jacob's a great faci. No presentation (Jacob tricked us into thinking we had to do presentation on mahjong papers) but had a 500word RJ which i exceeded the amount. Haha. Took like a last class photo. :(

SHA SHA!! fav phrase: "I dunnoe"

Look at how much effort we put in on the mahjong papers! wasted effort seh!

trio for the day - Syafiq(ShaSha), Me & Saffwan(scooty)

TAKE 1!

TAKE 2!

I look like a small kid after PE or something and taking a photo. LOL. PINK FTW~

Show-ing off my work. lol

Since I still had time before rehearsals...let's take a photo!

That's Fariza Izanie!

Oh and I forgot to mention that lesson ended BLOODY EARLY! Haha. like 2plus? SHIOKNESS~

TUESDAY

As mentioned earlier on, I was super duper OVER-DRESSED! But I think I looked chio. LOL. Let me have a mo. A mo to think of myself being chio. HAHAHA. So anyways, had drama after that. Lessons ended late. As per usual during comms lesson -.- Rushed to meet Aishah at TRCC. Was actually early since meeting was at 5pm? So we had loads of time to burn. So yeah, Camwhored!! :D

Went to the toilet at trcc which had the 5-star hotel "feel" to it. It's like the most high-class and cleanest toilet I've seen in the school. And FYI, my school toilets are FREAKING CLEAN! Even the guys' toilet.

(Don't ask me how i know. HAHAHAHHA)

It was also the toilet I cried my eyes out.

TA-DAH! People asked me how i dare to wear a short dress. My secret? Wear boxer-like shorts inside la! DUH! It's friggin' comfortable. Hahaha! And this is clear proof that I wore it.

continued to camwhore in the toilet till we ran out of ideas on what poses to do. HAHA.

Went down to take more photos. I swear it was like we were super noobs or something. Passersby looked at us as if we were idiots or some aliens. HAHAH. But it was shiok and we totally killed like nearly 45minutes of our time! HAHAH. COOL OR WHAT?!

Drama meeting was dull. Nothing much. The number or people turning up are getting lesser and lesser as weeks pass by. So we had the discussion about the confirmation of Playtime, which would be soon after the new semester begins, a mini-musical, which we'll be collaborating with Temasek Poly and will be held sometime in November, and also, our reflections, held at the end of the year. I'm prettaye excited for the upcoming events in drama.

But what crushed this excitement was the knowledge that there'll be a meeting after the last UT3 on tuesday! WAHLAO! I had plans going on! Tsk, there goes my social life. I was looking forward to my plans of MAYBE going out with my classmates or going to send my laptop for servicing at Funan with Aishah. TSK!! And went home like 7plus nearly 8.

WEDNESDAY

Yall have absolutely no idea how glad I was that I can wake up at 850am to get ready to go to school for UT instead of my usual 650am! I can wake up feeling fresh and take my own sweet time! Reach school at like 10am? Revised abit in class. Enterprise was alright. Finished like 10mins early? Ended up resting. Wanted to lepak awhile but was too tired and too lazy so ended up heading home. Watched Seventeen Again, again. LOL. And went to do revision. It was a failure revision luh! I couldn't focus. Revised till like 11pm? Then i ended up focusing on the teevo. LOL

THURSDAY

Supposed to meet Fariza & Farrah at Wdlds mrt station at 950. I had to miss 5trains cos the train Izanie took had to stop at idk where and she had to wait for another train. Bumped into weicong there. Took the train to wdlds. He tried to psycho me to take the bus with him to school instead of waiting for those 2. LOL. Failed attempt la. So I ended up waiting like a fool for Fariza who turned up slightly after 10am. HAHA. Farrah ddint turn up to meet us in the end. Bumped into Bitch at CWP while she was waiting for Jael. Headed to school.

Reached at like 1035am? Major power luh! Did some speedy revision. Test was 90mins but I finished like after 60mins? So I zao-ed early. WEEEE~ Super shiok. I think I'll get a C. Hopefully a C+! :D Wanted to go jogging but was too lazy to get out afer I got home. Was hungry so I fried fries & made myself noodles. Watched Gossip Girl season 2 again. lol. I havent watched the ending of the season though. Apparently the people in China thought it'd be cute to sell the "WHOLE" season with only half the season inside. TSK. Thankfully, buying it was cheap. It only costed bro like 5sing dollars to buy the whole season, or at least thats what they claimed luh. So yeah. :D

Did revision halfway and surrendered. After all cognitive is all about common sense!

FRIDAY

Cognitive was lame. -.- Questions were boring. Was dying to fall asleep during the test. Tried to chiong so that I would be able to finish early so I could leave. BUT, it was a failed attempt. I only finished like 10mins before times up. :( Once again wanted to go jogging but I felt bad cos my mum wanted to meet me for lunch. She have been asking me out for lunch with her for the past week! So yes, I went to meet her. I went home to put my laptop first before going to Yishun to meet mum.

Went for steak. Super shiok! Hahaha! Super filling as well. Then I told mum I felt like going to Starbucks. The she went with me and bought me my mocha fruppacino. WOOHOO! My mum was so nice and generous luh! She didnt complain that it was expensive either! HAHA. Then there were clothes on sale and she bought me a new dress. YAY!

Got home and seeing that my wardrobe really REALLY has no more space, I decided to clean it and dump all the old clothes and those I couldn't wear. And even after cleaning, I still have no space. -.- I cleaned up the drawers with my clothes too. Cleaned the bookshelf as well and MAN! There were spider webs! For real! Like literally! FRIGGIN' GROSS MAN! TSK.

Went for a short jog. Sahur-ed at like....1130pm? Freaking early..but.. i like! :D Watched How I Met Your Mother 2. :D

TODAY

Fasting is fun. And Holy. :) 1st day for fasting. I'm not having any problems. (Besides my mum being a real pain. I hope she doesn't read my blog anymore. LOL) So 28more days to Hari Raya. Yes, I've begun my count down! WOOHOO! My mum has been making me feel guilty for not going to Terawih prayers with her at the mosque last night. So I guess I'll be a good girl and go today. :) So anyways,

HAPPY FASTING & HAPPY RAMADAN TO ALL MUSLIMS!

And seeing that it's 530pm and it's less than 2 hours before breaking of the 1st day of fast,

SELAMAT BERBUKA PUASA!

Or happy breaking of fast everyone! :)

YanYan updated at 2:19 PM

Tuesday, August 18, 2009

mood: tired =/
location:W46LOL
now playin':"Obama's" voice -.-

Another quick update...

Last day of school for this sem. I'm fucking over-dressed. I look as if im going for some office-job interview. -.- Well, I'm wearing a short dress (with shorts/boxers-like shorts inside) and platforms. LOL. Power right? My legs are aching like mad! And worse part, I'm the only one in class that is so effin' dressed-up! =X

I wanna study for my UT3 but I have absolutely NO TIME! I have my drama meeting & rehearsals straight after class. And tomorrow marks the start of my Ut3. Good part?

I NEEDN'T WAKE UP SO FUCKING EARLY ANYMORE!

YAY!!!!!!! :D

PS. Thanks Bitch for buying Macs & thanks RayRay for delivering it to me all the way in my class! :D XIE XIE! (L)

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People are curious what I wore. So I'll just upload a photo to let yall see what I wore. I'll update the rest soon. Like after my test this friday k? :D

And don't ask me why my arms look sunburnt in this photo cos I have NO IDEA! I look like I'm working in some office. :D

YanYan updated at 3:34 PM

Monday, August 17, 2009

mood: cheerful
location:W46L
now playin': Not That Kinda Girl - JoJo

Today, I decided, Im gonna be happy.

So far, it has worked. My classmates have made me laugh like shit. Haha. :) I spent like a cool 7bucks of food itself. TSKTSKTSK! =X we're doing presentation using mahjong papers! YAY! :D My group is a power group today. There just Saffwan, Syafiq(Sha Sha) & I. HAHHAHA.

Lunch with Farrah, Izanie & Kak Tan was awesome. Kak Tan's hilarious. Now everyone tells me GND's friend is better. HAHAHAHHA. FUnnehhhhh! They made me laugh when they knew I was at the brink of emo-ing again. Seriously, I'm gonna miss the gays & bitches in W46LOL. :( Throughout everything, the bond is there. Tomorrow's gonna be the last day for us as a class. I'm gonna dress up tmr, for sure. :)

There's gonna be a cool 5week long semester break, from the 26th AUg to 5Oct. & 5 days after that would be MY BIRTHDAY!!! *screams* :D

There's rehearsals later. :( There goes my plan to head home to really do some hardcore mugging! :( Shall stop here. Presentation should be starting soonish. Toodles!

YanYan updated at 1:22 PM

Saturday, August 15, 2009

mood: calm
location: room
now playin': Yue Lai Yue Ai - Farenheit

This week was nothing but emotional for me. Well, this week was basically the last lesson for most of the modules, which meant, Goodbyes. It was a sad thing but also a relieve. Now I can say bye to Science and Maths, period. :D I'll update a day-by-day update for the week, beginning with school on Tuesday.

TUESDAY

HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY JESS & REEZAL!

Came to school with a :( face. Faci was bitchy, decided to reshuffle our groups. -.- Lesson wasn't fun. My group was quite alright though. I think made Bitch scared of me because I was just so pissed and upset that I just kept cursing and swearing. Sorry bitch! Then I ate biscuits on the sly cos I was hungry and Faci doesnt like people eating in class. So yeah, it had to be a hush-hush thing. Didn't wanna go for Drama meeting cos I wasnt up to it emotionally and I was damn tired. Bitch came to find for me after school. Suddenly Jack told me i HAD to go cos it was important. So I had to pangseh bitch. Sorry! :( Meeting was about a mini-musical, playtime & reflections. After that, I headed straight home.

P/S: thanks saffwan for listening to me that day about GND.♥

WEDNESDAY

HAPPY BIRTHDAY YUAN ZHONG!

Dragged myself to school. I was still feeling down. But I had to brace up, i knew I had to. Afterally, how to go for rehearsals looking like i just came from a funeral? -.- Thanks Fariza & kak Tan for talking to me. Dick asked me to watch UP with him, WJ & Warren but I had rehearsals. Dick ended up cheering me up and listening to me. Thanks ah Dick. :) Oh yeah, Science lesson was a total drag. My group was awesome tho (except for gagap luh, DUH). Faci contributed money and we contributed a dollar each to order canadian pizza. :D It was damn shiok! And Haikal, saffwan and idk whoelse played the guitar to the Malay version of Qing Fei De Yi. Damn nice!

Some peeps in W46LOL more or less knew what was going on. They were damn funny. They cheered me up to the highest level, whether it was intentional or otherwise. But they made me laugh loud, long and hard. Laughed until cried. Haha. You bitches are the best luh! I'm gonna miss all of you! ♥♥♥

Rehearsals were cancelled. Accompanied Fariza/Izanie (lol) to the physio centre cos or the wrist and at the same time, I went there to get my ankle checked. There was loike this guys from dragonboatIG or smth that did their exercises in front of us. HAHA. We were practically checking guys out luh. But then again, we have every right to. Did some exercises for my ankle and all. There was a really hot guy there. *melts* I must bring Bitch with me. I think she'll be so excited to see hot guys. SEE! I know her so well! HAHAH. Went off with Fariza & her friend. But her friend (whose name I cant seem to recall) took the bus while we walked to the train station.

Went home, and watched the SG Idol auditions and it was FKING HILARIOUS! Fariza was still talking about the guy we saw in the physio ctr. HAHA! Oh yeah, and she "chose" a guy for me. GND's friend. I think some people know who alrdy luh. But ANYWAYS, it was a great day. Thanks everyone for cheering me up! xoxo!♥

THURSDAY

HAPPY BIRTHDAY YANGYI!

Terribly long day! School, CE talk and Rehearsals. I brought ALOT of food to school. Wen Hao & Evelyn said my bag's like a Doraemon pocket. Why? Cos there were all sorts of food in my bag. HAHA. There was A whole packet of bread, chocolate, gum and alot of biscuits! HAHAH. Wen Hao was wondering if there was also Laksa in my bag. -.- No brains. HAHA. Maths wasn't fun, like DUH. Mary, our faci, gave us 100bucks to order Macs! :D:D So I ordered mcspicy and had like ALOT of shaker fries. Idk how many they ordered luh. But the totally amount was like 95++bucks? HAHA! FKING COOL!

During break, FELICIA GOT OWNED! HAHAHHA. WX tricked her into thinking he wanted to show her a magic trick that was about chilli sauce. And soon after that I figured out that it was a prank and I began laughing but that FiFi didnt get it and she fell for it. She ended up with her hands covered with chilli! HAHHAHAHAHHAHAAHHAHHAAHAH! DAMN FUNNY! I'll give yall the link to the vid since I dont have it and Ican't seem to embed it from FB.

http://www.facebook.com/video/video.php?v=1036805100760&ref=mf

So anyways, I realised something that got me all affecxted all over again. But my class never fails to cheer me up. After class, Saffwan & Wen Hao decided to imitate me & be he-bitches and drew this:

(click to enlarge)

_|_ YOU BOTH! That was a sucky drawing of me! HAHAHAH. Wen Hao! you cannot draw so lay off the markers luh! Hahah. :D Went for the CE Talk on the UT3 thingy with WX, Fifi, Andrea, Haikal and the rest. It was frigging boring. I fell asleep for a while. Haikal best, he fell asleep for quite a long time. HAHA. Was seated in the LT for a freakin' 2 hours! Then went to TRCC to find my team for rehearsals. We had a new member and were doing up the script again. Told Aishah what happened. Got all emo again. :( Then a call came and made me fking upset and pissed. Was supposed to be bitchy to Jeremi so Jack could write my lines. But I couldn't. I ended up saying, "I can't do this anymore." and walked off to the toilet and broke down.

You know that feeling like you controlled your emotions and bottled them all up? You made yourself and everyone around you believe you're fine, happy & unaffected when you're really not? And one day, all that anger, upset, irritation and just all that emotions just explode out of you? Sometimes, they come out not in a way where you shout and scream it all off your chest but it comes out as a form of tears. Yes, that was exactly what happened.

I was too tired trying to act like I'm fine and happy. I think I pissed people off when I walked off. But I apologised in the end. I was shocked by my own actions. Afterall, I'm not that type which gives up halfway of something I have passion in and say, "I can't do this anymore". If it was that way, I would have given up on life as a whole. And I was looking forward to the play so much to give up. Thanks aishah for being there and ensuring I'm fine and all. And I just got another round of hell when I got home. Which explains all my shit emo tweets that day. Thanks S for asking whats wrong and if I'm alright. I'll let both you & C know what happened soonish. Thanks WC for cheering me up even though you were sick. Texted Bitch and told her what happened. Cried my self to sleep.

FRIDAY/YESTERDAY

Woke up with fugly & swollen eyes. It's tough using mascara when your eyes are swollen. =X Was still really sad. Thank J & Bitch for giving me lurrrvvveee & hugs. ♥♥ :) There wasn't any major treats but Faci bought us the biscuit rolls. Idk what you call them but it was lovely! It was SUPER NICE! Presentation was basically screwed. Lol. I left at 2:30. Faci was nice enough not to partial me. :) Bro & his gf picked me up. Sent me to meet my mum at Tampines. Why? cos.....I was supposed to go for my Medical Check-up but guess what? My monthly bff decided to come a week early and I ended up not being able to go. So the appointment was changed to the 28th of Aug. -.- SO troublesome. TSK TSK!

So mum brought me to eat Sushi at Ramen Ten while bro sent his gf home. Went shopping awhile then bro picked us up and we went home. Nothing much. Went home and rested. CHatted with teng teng till like 3am? Thanks ah teng for cheering me up. Now we both know we're in the same boat. Haha *high-five*

TODAY

Gonna spend today at least revising a bit for Enterprise UT3 next wednesday. The semester's coming to an end really soon. Fasting Month's coming soon too! :D So exciting! :) Okay, time check: 4:51pm. Shall do what I have to do now. I'm having killer cramps. :(

YanYan updated at 2:27 PM

Friday, August 14, 2009

mood: shitty
location:
now playin':Avatar on the teevo

I really wanna update. Really really wanna do a nice long update. So much has happened the past week. My emotions have been running wild. I said things I shouldnt, I've done things that I won't usually do and right now, I'm still all over the place. Hence, I'm half-hearted to update it all right now. Simply because I'm afraid I'll blog about things that I sub-consciously know I shouldn't blog about because I want it to be a hush-hush thing. If you know what happened, good for you. If not, don't bother trying to find out, unless of course, you'll die not knowing. Then come and ask me. After all, it's better to hear it from the horse's mouth itself right?

So I guess I'll update a proper post with the rest of the photos taken that I haven't uploaded like tomorrow or something.

P/S: To all those who've been around me the past week. I'm sorry for being pissy, mean, bitchy and emo. Sorry for walking off that way yesterday. Thanks to all those that have constantly been attempting to cheer me up and all. And a special thanks to the gays (not literally) in W46LOL for cheering me up whether you all meant to or not and whether you all did that intentionally or otherwise. And thanks Dick, Bitch, Aishah, Rayray, peeps in class and everyone else (who've not been mentioned) who has been there for me when I was down & out. ♥

YanYan updated at 7:49 PM

Monday, August 10, 2009

mood: =/
location:
now playin':Juliette - Shinee

Short Update.

Left home at like 650pm? Rayray called when I was otw to City Hall and told me to meet at Bishan. So met Geraldine, JR, Ray, Alex Chan & Oh there. They had dinner at KFC. Waited for bitch. I felt damn bad luh. :( Sorry uh bitch. Met her in the train to City Hall. And by the time we reached there, we just missed the fireworks! :( :( Totally sucks. So we ended up going to watch G.I.Joe. The movie was simply FANTABULOUS! :) Channing Tatum is still hot although he did put on weight but still....hot hot hot! HAHA. And yeah, Geraldine's a really sweet girl. She was shocked when I told her I used to think she was a Malay. Alex Chan's quite friendly luh, not as quiet as he looks. HAHAHA. Everyone was nice, friendly, funny, and simply, GAY. LOL.

After the movie it was like nearly 12. We missed the last train, or at least the train was going to Pasir Ris. So Alex Oh, Jurong East & I were practically stranded. Bro was sweet enough to offer to pick me up. Was about to give Jr & Alex oh a lift when there was an announcement saying there was a last train to kranji. And I stupidly went to follow them and tap in. -.- Then my bro was like, "no, you stop at kranji still dont go smbg so why you want to go kranji? You wait there, im coming to pick you up." So nice right? And it was like 1215am. So I tapped out (thankfully I have concession. LOL) and waited for my bro at the taxi stand.

Went to send Lynn (his gf) home before heading home. Hs gf is so sweet. Always buy me things. :) So we reached home like 1plus? Yeah, tiring day. So I slept ard nearly 3am. I just realised I miss Ben, Joel, KG, Huat & the rest. :( When I was out, I remembered 2 years ago when we went out for National Day. Haha. Those awesome times. So anyways, I'm planning to burn today with my DVDs. I can't bring myself to revise right now. I'm tired, really tired.

So many things have happened in the past 24 hours? I've loads to tell, but not here. Oh yeah, and surprisingly, no photos were taken yesterday. HAHAHAHAH! Funny or wot? So yes, it's all over now. And I'll wrap up this post. Tomorrow will mark like the last week of school before UT3 anf finally, HOLIDAYS! And I can't wait! *beams*

P/S: Bitch, I'm still sorry. I know you dont like hearing me say sorry cos I've being doing that the whole of last night but yeah, I should have listened to you luh. But anyways, thanks for being there. And yeah, my treat uh! HAHHAHA. :D:D

YanYan updated at 1:41 PM

Sunday, August 09, 2009

mood: estatic!
location: room
now playin':6minutes - Jonas Brothers

Budget shopping with SeeTheAss was THE BOMB!

Before meeting them, I accompanied sis to SSC to buy some red/white tops cos she's going for the NDP today. And she was so sweet, she bought me a nice white top :) Then she sent me to SP cos I had to send bro's jacket to the laundry first. Went to meet C at the Mrt station and thanks to dearest S, we missed 2trains! HAHAHAHHA. It was damn funny. We caught up quite abit. I missed all our nonsense and the expressions and inside jokes and all. :( So anyways, my favourite budget shopping venue are Bugis & AMK. and being me, I'd rather go AMK! So that was where we went to. We bought bubble tea (which was the first thing I had since lunch the previous day!) and we started shopping! And within the first half hour, I spent like 40bucks!

COOL OR WOT?!

Then my dearest bffs decided to do a video (or more) of me shopping cos they said the way I shop was damn cute & funny. LOL. So we had like ALOT of videos taken. So anyways, I failed to find my shorts so we headed to penisular to find cheap cheap haversack. :D And there, we found a bag for C & myself and matching watches. :) We found a nice spot to canwhore and ended up making alot of noise and we attracted some shopkeepers' attention. LOL.

S treated me to instant noodles & treated C to green tea. And we felt bloody homeless as we ate instant noodles. HAHHAHA. Headed home soon after that. It was an awesome day! I miss those 2 like mad. OH OH! & I bumped into Ming Shen yesterday while I was on the train. Haha. Small world.

HAPPY 44TH BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!

Time check: 4:17pm. I'll upload as many photos as I can right now cos I have to really get ready. As we all know, I take HOURS and HOURS to get ready -.- Meeting Z, JR & his JJ clan at 7plus if im not wrong. So I can take my own sweet time to get ready if I prepare now. YAWWWWNnNN~ Okay. I'll update tmr or something.

YanYan updated at 2:01 PM

Saturday, August 08, 2009

mood: estatic
location:
now playin':Get Back - Demi Lovato

I'm in an awesomely good mood, apart from the fact im irritated that mum has been nagging at me to do some household chores. WHAT A BOTHER! =X So anyways, I'm just gonna blog briefly since im kinda in a rush and im rather lazy. HAHA.

MONDAY

Dressed up with a random theme - Hip-hop. But it wasn't to the extremes though. Anyway, there was a group reshuffle. And I was in a pissy mood. The only thing that made me laugh like mad was the class teasing me about me joining Hip-Hop IG and having a competition after school which was why i dressed up that way. HAHAH.

She webcammed with me to cheer me up. LOL

Had mass convo with Z, Khairul, Ming Han( their friend who i dont really know) and some other random people. Had rehearsals after school

TUESDAY

Maths lessons was uber boring. The only thing good was my group. :) Ming Shen rocks luh. But felt bad cos like he did nearly all the work cos the rest of us dint understand what the heck was going on. And Faci was trying so hard to get our attention. LOL. The class some what like rejected her? Cos everytime she talked, it seemed like everyone would be talking amongst themselves too. Something cheered me up and thanks to that something, Zasy now has to....

TREAT ME MCSPICY MEAL WITH SHAKER FRIES! :D

See la bitch! You were so confident that I'll lose our bet right? :P Anyways, during lunch break, Wen Hao & Haikal went to play a game to come up with things to do with Saffwan's floorball stick. It was FUCKING HILARIOUS!! HAHAHHAHAHA! And mingshen was like the only one who was doing maths ppt. SORRY MING SHEN!

And after that whole laughing my ass out thingy, my mood took a turn and I became upset. Only a few knew what happened luh. SO ANYWAYS, had drama after that. We had to perform like a dry run infront of the other teams. And although there were screw-up here and there, it went relatively well! :) I need to work on my lines & emotions though. :)

WEDNESDAY

Bitch didnt come to school so I like..had no one to bitch with. :( Science was quite fun. Helped my team & I actually understood what the heck was going on! Presentation was in the form of a Q&A session. Was quick & fun luh!

And I decided to really go on a diet from now on to lose that excessive weight before Hari Raya. Jack said there was rehearsal. So went to meet Aishah and at like 5pm no one turned up so Aishah called Jack and he said....it was cancelled! He dint inform us! So I told him to buy us shaker fries & give us friday off! :D

Went home. Mum told me the fine came in alrdy. And it wasn't 30bucks but 20bucks. -.-" SLDF MUCH!

THURSDAY

Attempted to wear Red & White but decided against it. So I only wore a red Ambercrombie top and deninm skirt. Had the pledge moment as a school and after that during the lunch break, my class was so enthu and we listened to all the past National Day songs. HAHAHAHAHAH! And then Kak Tan & Izanie decided to flash something on the Class Next Door's screeen via wireless. And then they wanted to know if can see. And then Teng Teng took over my laptop and started chatting. I ended up damn paiseh after reading what she typed. LOL. Caused a stir luh. Idk why but ray ray came in. LOL. Fucking embarrassing la. Okay, don't wanna talk about it.

And yea, presentation was in the form of Mahjong paper. It was damn fun and easy. HAHAH. Jack gave me a choice if I wanted rehearsals that day or not and obviously I chose NOT! YAY! So lesson was fun, we ended early & there wasn't any rehearsals. OH AND AND AND, BRO ORDERED MACS FOR ME! :D All the more I would rush home! :P

Bus-ed home. Was in the bus when I suddenly thought of Ben. Like I really do miss him and everything. Just as I thought I would text him later in the day, I fell asleep till like I reached Smbg. And when I was alighting...I BUMPED INTO BEN! He was like 2 seats infront of me! HAHAH! :)

FRIDAY

Happy birthday Aishah!!

Dragged myself against my will cos mum was nagging and I know the naggings would get worse if I stayed home. Was really feeling lethargic. Go to class with a rather sian face. Joked abit.When I saw the problem for the day, I felt my day was damn wasted cos the PS sucked and it was boring. If it wasnt for the grade, I would have left earlier. I was damn quiet in class. I was the least interested in doing anything. Something happened that made me even more irritated. And it dint help that I had a terrible blocknose which made me unable to breathe properly and a sore throat.

Bitch & Jael pon lesson so no one to bitch with me. but anyways, somone did cheer me up. THANKS DICK! :D He was damn funny la. Buay tahan. Maybe it wasn't THAT funny, but it was, to me. Maybe I was really down and it cheered me up to have Dick making lame jokes. :) So I told Jacob I was gonna leave after my presentation, after all, i couldnt even focus in class.

So I left class at like 2:11pm? Decided to take the bus home cos I was really feeling unwell. Oh yeah, and I didnt go out with the class to watch UP/G.I.Joe cos I left early. Wen Hao & Syafiq totally busted me cos they made me DAMN guilty about not going for the movie. :( LOL. Went home, watched The Wedding Game (again) and halfway through, I slept. All they was till like...6plus? IT WAS DAMN SHIOK! I was still really sleepy though. Bitched with bitch on msn. :)

TODAY

Meeting C under my block at 245pm & heading to AMK with her to meet S at 3pm. We're going budget shopping! :) There's no greater pleasure in shopping than to shop with good bargains! :D And it's gonna be the bomb since my shopping mates are my bffs! YAY US! :D Mum was damn sweet. She gave me 20bucks more on top of my allowance to go shopping.It wasn't much but the thought was what that counts and she was sweet. ♥

Gonna get ready and clean up the house...BLOODY HELL. Where's the part-time maid when you need her?! -.-

I'll wrap up this post with photos taken last week...

this totally looks like my lip got caught in the straw. HAHAHAHAH. retarded much?

fifi & haikal

scooty pervert everyone! :D

YanYan updated at 11:03 AM

Friday, August 07, 2009

I HAVE LOADS TO UPDATE!

Super d-duper busy. I'm too tired to update right now. Shall update tmr before or after my shopping session with SeeTheAss. I miss those 2bffs. Oh yeah, I bumped into Ben on the bus ytd just as I was thinking about how much I miss him. HAHAH!

Left class early today. Wasn't well. Dint go with the rest to Cinie to watch Up/G.I.Joe. Sorry guys. Hope yall had fun. Today wasn't a good day. I was practically giving this face: -.- for like THE WHOLE DAY and I hardly talked. I was tired, sleepy and upset. Thanks Dick for cheering me up. :) And thanks WJ for being thick-skin enough to think I miss you. HAHAHAHAH! :D

Okay, loads loads loads of photos (i think) and I'm sure there'll be more tmr since I'm meeting my bffs. YAY! Can't wait!

YanYan updated at 7:34 PM

Wednesday, August 05, 2009

mood: sleepy
location:
now playin':

It's science today. :( 1 more week of school before UT3. YAY! Rehearsals have been going AWESOOOOMMMMEEE~ Oh and they're planning to postpone the date for the Playtime production since many of the groups aren't ready yet. :( Anyway, rehearsal in from of the drama people yesterday was fun although we had loads to improve on. YAY US! We're nearlyyyy done with everything! :D Anyways, I wanna sleep. Zas & J arent in school. So I have basically no one to bitch with on MSN. :( Oh second thoughts, I DO! LOL. GET WELL SOON BITCH & J! Lesson today is a drag. And my UT2 grade for Comms is out! I got a B+! YAY! I improved from UT1! :D

To wrap up with awesomely boring & random post, I wonder why some people have just OH-SO-MUCH comments on how & what I blog about. -.- And this/these person/people dont even have the guts to write their REAL name. And you said"I don't even know you..."

SEE! That's the point! YOU DONT KNOW ME! -.- Geez. Seriously, you called me a loser, like as if you arent. You're more of a loserrrrrr by not even having the balls/cunt to even write your real name. And since you don't know me, why judge me? You are what? GOD? TSK! Self-denial~ And if I'm soooooo irritating or whatever, DONT READ MY BLOG LA! You called me an idiot, but I have like reasons to believe that the idiot if nonetheless than YOU YOURSELF. -.-" And whatever I wrote here is MY thoughts. Seriously, if you just have something SO AGAINST me &/or my blog, Dont read it. No one's forcing you at gun point to read my blog. But since you're paying SO MUCH ATTENTION to my blogposts, I reckon I oughtta be touched. *smirks* Another thing, spamming is for mentally deranged morons (and I believe I have mentioned that earlier in my blog). *applause* You just shot your own foot. You admitted that you're mentally deranged. HA. HA. HA. IN YOUR FACE! And yeah sure, I'm fat. I totally agree & admit. -.- What's wrong with being fat? Your no better, cos you're fat on your own ego. And at least, I have natural bums & boobs to show for it. Unlike you. I'm assuming you have nothing to show and that's why you have so much comments on me being fat. HAHAHA! Or maybe you're......a.....GALA? Or CHOPSTICK? Okay, no matter now bitchy I am, at least I agree and admit it right? Actually, EVERYONE is a bitch in one way or another. So come off it! Stop being such a hypocrite you pretentious piece of trash. -.-

Okie dokie. With that, I shall ATTEMPT to help my group with today's lesson. Sigh, science S.L.D.F. SERIOUSLY. Shall plan an outing with SEETHEASS soonish! MUST MUST MUST! :) I'll upload pictures soonish along with my PROPER post. :D

YanYan updated at 8:57 AM

Saturday, August 01, 2009

mood: tired
location: room
now playin':

This has been a terrible, upsetting, moody, tiring, sleepy, boring and hectic week. My mood & emotions have been all over the place. I'll do my usually weekly update but I'll start from today and move backwards till Wednesday since I've already done an update on Monday & Tuesday.

TODAY

To start off,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MITHRAN LOONY, SHAYNE & WILLIAM! :)

Had rehearsal. Was supposed to be at the usual place at TRCC by 11am. Left home at like 1037am. Rushed like mad. And thanks to that, I jaywalked & got fucking fined! YES, YOU SAW THAT RIGHT. I WAS FINED FOR JAYWALKING! 30 bucks some more! WTF LA! And the dumb traffic police guy just went on and on about the dangers of jay walking. & I wasnt the only one, there were 2 more idiots who jay walked with me. LOL. I was so pissed cos I was already in a rush and that idiotic policeman kept going on and on even after i told him i was late. -.- By then it was 1049am. I missed the train and had to wait till like 1053for the next train. I was like imagining everyone there already luh!

I texted a few people about what happened. LOL. I needed to bitch. JR laughed like mad and was wondering how the hell did i not notice the policeman. C pitied me cos i always got into trouble and moreover, it was costly and always wrong timing. -.- Bitch thinks im DAMN SUAY! I complained to my mum & Sis about me getting fined. My mum didnt say much. But she thought I was pulling her leg at first, then just told me to pay for the fine myself. HAHAH. My sis was shocked. And when I reached TRCC, I found out I was the FIRST to reach and that was like 1118am!! -.- I was late and yet the first. So I was quite pissed. The rest reached at like....1132am onwards? -.- I was complaining to Jack & Aishah about me getting fined. LOL.

Rehearsals officially begun. It was hell. Not in the sense hectic or whatever but more of tough. So many NGs. Jack mentally tortured me when I was unable to think of a string of random words for my line. I felt like a mental block. I mean...when someone asks you to be randomly thinking & saying a string of random words, it can't come out. I mean, for me luh. It was fustrating for me. And I think for Jack also luh. Like he cannot force the emotions accompanied with those random words out of me without me thinking of the random words (which means it's no longer random). But other than that, I managed to say my lines well with the emotions. I only fell short on them with the random words. :( Made me really disappointed with myself. I have to really spend more time reading & memorising my lines before Monday lest Jack kills me. Lol.

Rehearsals ended at 2plus. They went for some workshop. I headed to AMK for abit then went home.

FRIDAY

HAPPY BIRTHDAY REDZUAN! :)

Jacob decided to act cute & "disband" my group. So I got put into Kak Tan's group, on purpose. -.- Apparently, he know's I hate GAGAP to the core thats why he likes to dump me with him. #$%^! I was damn tired. I couldn't focus. I was too tired. My mind wasn't in class (and no, it wasn't in any other class either -.-). See, I can like totaly predict what my readers (or at least my classmates) would be thinking of when they read my posts. :D The problem statement was DAMN LAME. And Jacob kept "HUR-ing" me. -.- SO ANYWAYS, chatted with C on MSN. Haha. super fun. And then went down for 2nd break with Fariza & Farrah. Couldn't think of what to eat cos I wasn't even that hungry. Then went up, talked to kak tan about someone that was a bitch to me when I didnt even know her. -.- And then Zas called to meet. Then Went to find her & Jael. :) Ended up not eating, AGAIN! Haha. I can totally lose weight, i think so lah. Then GAGAP came back late, AS PER USUAL. And then we went out to do up our mindmap & all for the HR Management shit. He was a fucking bitch who has no life and is fucking inconsiderate. He is a waste of resource, energy, space & most importantly, OXYGEN.

(this isn't considered much of cyberbullying since apparently no IC name was mentioned. -.- so get a life if you think im talking about you since you have something to be guilty about -.-)

And thus, that person should just fucking die a terrible death and stop wasting so much of earth's resources! Kak Tan was also bloody pissed with him. Her facial expression was FUCKING CLASSIC. And then she said something that made me laugh like mad. She said, "No GAGAP (she called his name luh, but im not gna mention his name). YOU listen to ME!" HAHAHA! He was fucking scared. His face says it all! And I was a bitch to him. I showed my displeasure by being bitchily sarcastic. Sorry, I couldn't take his moronic ways. He was like bossing us around. And worse part, he says he doesnt care but pokes his overly large nose in EVERYTHING and gets all mad is a teensy weensy thing goes wrong. -.- His reactions were all very redundant & uncalled for luh! And presentation time, he screwed things up for himself. MUAHAHA! All of us were like, PADAN MUKA (which means Serves him right!)!!! HAHAHHA. LOSERRR~

Had plans to meet WC after school to study apparently he asked me to watch HP with him cos he was waiting for me to watch with him. Well, I alrdy watched it with Dick a longggg time ago. RIGHT NOT AH DICK? :D In the end WC went to watch it with his friend and didnt meet to study. -.- And he told me he wasnt going at first than when school ended, he said he was going with his friend. -.- I have something against people who cancel out on me 3hours or less before the time we meet. It irritates and pisses me off to the core. Seriously.

ANYWAYS, went to Macs with Fariza, Saffwan, FiFi & Haikal. Went to get me SHAKERRRR FRIES! Then went off to meet C under my block. Went to Yishun with her. Accompanied her for her threading. We had a great conversation. I haven't told her loads of stuff yet but I managed to tell her the important ones. :D Went to Macs (YES, AGAIN) and bought the cornetto macflurry! ahhh! the loves! :) Was tempted to buy shaker fries, AGAIN! But didnt. She sent me to the Interchange and we talked more. Took photos but i'll upload once I get them :) Bus-ed home. I knocked out really early.

AND AND....C called shaker fries...SICKER FRIES! HHAHAHHAHAHA! YOU SILLY GIT! HAHAHAHHAHAHAHA :) ILY SILLY! :D

S, I miss you. :(

THURSDAY

MY ORIGINAL FACI CAME BACK! WEET WEET! :D:D I missed her! SAY GOODBYE TO THAT BITCHY FACI! WOOHOO! :D

(p/s that bitchy finally gave me an A last week)

Lesson was super boring. Jess & Saffwan joined my team. Lesson was super boring (yes, im repeating this again). Dearest bitch added me into a convo filled with people idk, AGAIN! Haha! It was damn fun! Made friends with ZhiHao & Dominic. And Idk who are they. HAHAHAHA! It was fun luh. Made me laugh like MAD! Then went to meet Bitch & J for lunch. They came to my class. I skipped lunch again. HAHAHAH. We camwhored in my class.

Went to meet my production group to confirm our script. And we finished & confirmed it! :)

WEDNESDAY

SCIENCE SUCKED! It was fucking boring. But rather easy. I actually understood! :D Took alot of quizzes on FB which left me laughing my ass off! hahaha. Lemme show you why...

My first attempt on Marriage Bot. Poor MingShen. HAHAH. Clem 2nd. Fiq 1st. LOL

My second attempt on the MarriageBot. Clem 2nd AGAIN. Fiq 1st AGAIN. I'd run away from Victor, that was damn funny & me & sieg was simply HILARIOUS! HAHAHHA

FriendBot....Fiq first, AGAIN. Clement 2nd AGAIN. Read Joel's comment. I laughed like mad. HAHA.

CrushBot. Fiq 1st, Clem 2nd. AGAIN SIOL! wahlaooooooeh! Sieg 3rd and read YZ's comment. HAHHAHAHAHAHAHA!

Anyways, here's my class for

YanYan updated at 5:07 PM

Tuesday, July 28, 2009

mood: distracted
location: room
now playin':Love is fire - Kara

I knew when I was overwhelmed with happiness yesterday that this happiness wouldn't last. And true enough, i prolly used up too much of my week's happiness yesterday which is why I ran out of happiness today & I'm not really very happy. :(

Anyways, Maths SuCKED LIKE DUCKS FUCK! Had Drama (which was also prolly the only reason why I didnt skip school just now). Meeting was funny, fun & intriguing.I'm really excited for the Playtime (which in other words, is our Play/Production).

SO A SHOUT OUT TO ALL RP-IANS,

(especially to W46L & to all those seniors & people in RP that I'm close to. You know who you are! :D),

Our play will be held on the 13th of August. Time and venue will be confirmed on a later date. Please do come down to support the Drama people and most importantly, ME (like DUH!!). And don't worry, it's FOC. So all the more YOU GUYS HAVE to come down! We have limited seats available so be fast okay? :) And don't worry, our plays/productions will definitely NOT be anywhere sloppy. FYI - Drama IG is quite strict with the level of quality of each group's production. So yes, it's gonna be an emotional rollercoaster ride and an evening to remember. You won't wanna miss this! :) So please come down and support us! I'll finalise all the details as soon as I get the details and when the date is nearing k? THANKS A DOZEN!

XOXO,
YanYan

YanYan updated at 8:48 PM

Monday, July 27, 2009

mood: OVERWHELMED, HAPPY, OVER THE MOON, CLOUD NINE
location:
now playin':The Avatar (on the teevo)

HELLO EVERYONE!

TODAY IS A MONDAY AND I AM VERY VERY VERY VERY HAPPY.

Unlike every other Monday, today has been the bestest Monday I've had since...NEVER! *beams* I haven't been this happy since.....a REALLY long time ago! Good if you know why. If you dont know why and are interested to know what's going on in my life, I'd suggest you to follow & stalk me on twitter. You'll have a better knowledge of what's going on. :D

Anyway, I was DAMN noisy in class. I've been so friggin' happy that my classmates say I'm noiser when I'm happy. HAHA. Anyways, Bitch came to find for me after school. She knows how frigging happy i was and still am! She was telling me to SHUT UP. Haha. I was high on MSN and in person. HAHA! Bitch accompanied me to Library to meet Jack & Jeremi for our Drama discussion for the script to be shown tmr. Then that bitch pangseh-ed me. LOL. Nevermind, I forgive her since I'm in an awesome mood. :D Then Aishah came along. I love my drama group. We came up with the awesomest script! Haha. Jack had the most mindfucking ideas ever! WOOT WOOT! Haha. I honestly can't wait for rehearsals to being. :D

And I had a crazy craving for....

SHAKER FRIES!

So Aishah & I went to CWP's Macs to get our cravings satisfied. And just as I settled down..I was thinking of twitting. And had a wish. And just as i looked up..I saw....RAY RAY! :D And he told me JR was the other side. Lol. Surprise surprise! I wanted to go say hi but like nearly his whole class was there and I was abit shy to say hi. I mean, like so extra. LOL. Then Aishah & I were chit-chatting about idk what. Then ard 630pm we left Macs. I wanted to say bye but like...SHY LAH! Damn extra luh. So I just went off...then...

Aishah: Er, your friend and the whole table are looking at you.
Me:*turns around to see EVERYONE looking at me* HAHA!

Seriously, like EVERYONE at the table was looking me and they all waved and said hi & bye (or maybe it was just bye. idk). So nice right? LOL. Then Aishah & I went off. Bitch & I were sms-ing. Apparently I was getting happier and happier. :D I think she would KILL to smack me. HAHA. I love her lah! Thanks bitch for listening to me. HAHA. Lovessssss~!

Today is such an awesome day! No Monday has been this way since a long time ago. I've been twitting about a certain *ahem* TOPIC for the WHOLE DAY. If you're wondering what, Seriously, follow me on twitter. Hahaha! You'll know EXACTLY what's going through my mind. :) And if you're smart enough, you'll know who's who to me. :D

Okay. I shall go off now. Faci haven't open rj. -.- Nevermind, forgiven, im in too good a mood to whine and bitch about him. :)

YanYan updated at 7:30 PM

Sunday, July 26, 2009

mood: tired
location: room
now playin':the teevo

I forgot to introduce someone...

SO LEMME INTRODUCE YALL TO............................

LIM WEN (AH) HAO!

This guy is fucking step! JUST LOOK AT HIS FACE! And he's tie had a bear sewn at the bottom. LOL. He wanted to act like a big boss in this photo. Which totally explains why his face was so.....asking for a beating, RIGHT OR NOT AH SAFFWAN?! LOL. I think he looks like a bellboy. Others say he looks like a bartender/waiter. LOL. But he's the class Joker who used to be a nice guy until he mixed around with...SAFFWAN. Now he's as "step" as saffwan.

"BETUL AH BETUL...."

LOL.

YanYan updated at 12:51 PM

Saturday, July 25, 2009

mood: lazy
location: room
now playin':Overloved - Paula DeAnda

Okay, I finally have time to blog about the week! Sheesh!

Monday

Lesson was bullshit. That loser in the group didnt come to school. Why doesnt that person just quit school so that we needn't think about whether we should include her in the proposal/group work or not?! I was damn tired and I ended up falling asleep in class during Intan's group presentation. LOL. Sorry ah kak tan! And I was sitting right infront of the Faci. LOL. Nothing much happened. The day was super boring.

Tuesday

Was sick. Had all the symptoms of H1N1. LOL. I had a black face, or that was what Jurong East said. LOL. I think I mentioned this in the previous post. LOL.

Wednesday

I blogged on Wed in my previous post too but that was before I headed out to C's place to pass Tita the money to be passed to Chels cos I ordered Facial Mask from Chels. :) It was all fine until I took the stairs down. It was all fine until I missed a step somehow and PIAK! I sprained my ankle with an even louder crack than previously. And you know what sucked the most? The fact that it was THE SAME BLOODY ANKLE THAT I JUST SPRAINED last month which wasn't even completely healed yet! I cried. It was damn painful. TOTALLY SUCKED LIKE DUCKS FUCK! So I made my way back to my house and wore the ankle guard and slowly made my way to C's. I took like 10minutes plus? Not exaggerating man! And FYI - her place is just across the street and I dont even need half of that time to reach her place!

Whined to Zas about my ankle. HAHAH. She said no one bitched with her for the whole day in school cos I wasnt online. AWW! SHE MISSED ME! :P Got home & mummy rubbed my ankle and told me to stop moving around cos it was bloody swollen! I decided to use the "koyok" thingy. It worked well! Rested and rested and rested.

Thursday

Mummy sent me to school, THANKFULLY! By that time, it was swollen. Andrea said I should change my specs or change my eye balls. HAHAHAHAHAH! Okay, damn funny! And I didnt dare take the medication cos all of them would make me drowsy. And as a reult, I started burning up. I didn't rebut the jiao faci or whatever. Afterall,it was her last day & I was sick. So I couldn't be bothered.

Had Drama group meeting for our upcoming play which will tentatively be on the 13th of August. :) Had a short rehearsal. Okay wait, not really rehearsal. But more of a test on how well we are able to act in roles thrown to us. Was pretty well done. Except for the parts where Aishah & I laughed uncontrollably and I smiled and smiled and BAM! Laughed my guts out. HAHA! Settled some parts of the script. I'm going to act a funny part. So funny that I think I'm going to laugh again. It's not a BIG part. Neither is it a SMALL part. I don't really care about how big or small the part is. There are no small parts, only small actors. And I honestly can't wait to see the costumes. HAHAH! I think I'll laugh like MAD! LOLLOLLOL.

Yesterday

The "koyok" thingy worked bloody well and the pain wasn't that bad. And I wore formal. All dressed up for an interview. LOL. And I wore heels despite my ankle still hurting. Found the SHORTEST high heel. LOL. Mum wanted to send me but sis decided to take the car to work instead. And it just HAD TO RAIN. And I was carrying my laptop & all & so I didnt use the brolly that was in my bag. Totally defeated the purpose of a brolly. -.- I wanted to cry otw to school. I was being rained on and my ankle was hurting like MAD! I was temopted to take a cab there but decided to tahan. So I did. And I bumped into WC! Haha. And not only did I have someone to talk to on the way to school but I had someone to cover me with his brolly! :D

I got to class and HECK! It was a WOW-ER! Everyone there was well dressed! In fact, I felt a tad UNDER-DRESSED! All I threw on was a white skinnies, blue spaghetti top and threw on a blazer. Looked quite formal but not as formal as the rest. Haha. But lesson was AWESOME! :) Webcamwhored with KeeTeng during our break.

look at my chio nails! and hers as well luh. :)

my classmates said I act cute. But I'm naturally cute what!

I couldn't roll my tongue. :( lol

i cant see my eyes. can you? LOL

My group did a skit for our presentation. I played the part of a bitchy and over-confident interviewee who went for a job interview. Apparently my classmates & Jacob felt I WASNT ACTING. They said I was just being ME. HAHAHAHA! They said I'm just naturally like that. Wah! Thanks ah! Im a bitchy bimbo. Swee or what?! LOL. And to add on top of that, Jacob had a great time suan-ing me for like five times? Or maybe even more than that! TSK TSK! And for that, I'd better get an A. SERIOUSLY. Jacob was being really bitchy. LOL. Like in a funny-bitchy way. I wrote about the skit on my FB and he commented on it, acting all innocent. TSK!
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And that Muthe ah! Really not helping luh! Lol. And after school, we took class photos since it was rare that all of us were all dressed-up and all. Wanted to go Ignite but didnt know if I should go. -.- And was supposed to meet Diana at YCK & mum suddenly said she wanted to bring me to this restaurant at AMK for dinner. Idk what la. Then Zasy came to find for me before meeting her friend. Apparently I was called dao. LOL. Anyways, walked to MRT station with Fariza & KeeTeng. Camwhored in the Ladies'.

i was trying to be seen in the photo since she was hogging it. LOL

izanieeeeee~

LOL. And then Diana texted me saying she wasnt well. So ended up going home first to put my laptop & all down. And sis had the car so Mum & I had to take the train. -.- I hate public transport, for real. TSK. I feel like whining now. =X And mum wasn't sure where the bloody place was.

We WALKED and combed the whole AMK area for a whole 2hours plus and we still couldn't find it. SO we gave up. Bus-ed to Yishun, bought dinner & bus-ed home. Saw that Steven Lim guy. He looks worse in real life than on teevee. HAHAH! Okay. Im so mean, sorry. =/ And my blisters just got from bad to worse! My feet hurts till now!

Reached home at around 840pm? Bathed and all. Watched teevo & had dinner. 10pm started on my resume which was half-done. Attempted the RJ but heck! I spent and hour of my life trying to figure out the bloody RJ! Honestly, I had no idea how to do. It was like..not much of a link to the day's lesson! Zasy, Ed & JR weren't able to help either. Haha! Evelyn & I ended up asking each other how to do but both dont know. HAHA! Oh and I opened my TweetDeck and saw something HILARIOUS.
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I SWEAR JACOB FEELS GUILTY FOR SUAN-ING ME! MUAHAHA! And then I laughed and told him I'm expecting an A, for real. Oh & Drew chatted with me. Which was hilarious. He was happy I was in a good mood. Good Mood = Can entertain him & talk cock with him. HAHAHA!
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And he thought I grew taller when I was actually only wearing heels! HAHAHA! It was hilarious. Had a conference convo with Ray Ray & Zasy till like 1plus? Apparently I was still doing some parts of the proposal for communication and was still thinking of the RJ shit. =X Slept at like 3plus in the morning?

TODAY

Fasting to pay up for those days I couldn't fast last year. WHich explains why I'm home. Wanted to go for the Ignite later. Mum told me to go if I wanted to since RP is nearby and I didn't go yesterday. She said I could go after breaking fast. But I'd be damn lazy by then. I still have to send bro's jacket to the laundry (FYI - I'm being paid to do so). And moreover, my feet are still aching. HAHA. And Zasy wanted to meet but lazy to come here. LOL. She wanted me to go CCK to find for her. TSK! Haha. So I think we're not gonna meet up afterall. HAHA! I'm too tired to go all the way there & she's too lazy to come here. Lol. That stupid bitch. :) Anyway, I think staying home today ain't so bad. Afterall, I haven't actually fully recovered. Haha. So yeah. I think that wraps up this post.

OH WAIT!

I must blog this out. WJ asked me how was ignite ytd. And i said I didnt go. And here's the convo. I think you'll laugh your asses off. HAHA
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HE FELL FOR IT! HAHAHA! HE BELIEVED I HAVE A BF. HAHAHAH! OMFG! He is so gullible! HAHAHA! SHit! I shouldn't have blown the cover. I should have continued the suspense. HAHAHA! My gosh! It was DAMN HILARIOUS! I laughed till I cried. hahahahha! And now, Drew is in a really good mood. LOL. Yesterday was me, today is him. I think I bring people good luck. LOL! Omg, so thick-skin. HAHA. :P

Okay, I'll end off here. :)

YanYan updated at 12:59 PM

Wednesday, July 22, 2009

mood: happy yet lethargic
location:
now playin':

I've just had like 15hours of sleep and man! It can't get better than this! I feel better now. I think I just lack enough sleep and my life's a constant rush-rush. But still, I'm having a throbbing headache which is being annoying and a sore-throat with occasional coughs. Flu's getting better though.

Oh yeah,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TABBS! :) *hugs*

Okay and GUESS WHAT? I finally got my B for cognitive after much efforts trying to be nice, polite and some sucking-up to the bloody faci. Well, it clearly shows that she likes bootlickers. -.-" And for this, I shant bring th ematter to the module chair. And which also means, to get my A, I have to suck-up to her more. WTF? -.- And she said I've a really positive attitude. LOLLOLLOL.

Anyways, I regret to say I'm not going to update proper update. Not in the mood to do so. I'm still feeling lethargic and sick. I forgot to take my medication this morning even though I'm aware mummy woke me up like a million times. The medication works really well. Haha. So yes, I need to take the medication now.

Toodle-le-dum-bums~

YanYan updated at 1:32 PM

Tuesday, July 21, 2009

mood: sick
location: room
now playin':How do you sleep - Jesse Mccartney

I'm sick. Like really sick. I wore a black face, or at least that's what "Jurong East" said. He asked Z what happened to me and Z was shocked and asked me. HAHA! Actually alot of people also said I look "cloudy". What a metaphor. Haha. Saffwan said I looked sick. Well, I wanted to leave early but I would have gotten an "F" which would totally be like wtf? I would have wasted my efforts of coming to school.

(first break)

Faci: If you cannot tahan then go home, better to rest
Me: Faci, if you ensure that you'll give a C minimum, I'll leave right now.
Faci: Huh? Cannot lah. You never stay throughout you know
Me: Then nvm. I'll stay until presentation

(during lunch break)

Faci: So how?
Me: You promise me first that you wont give me anything worse than C and I'll gladly pack up my bag and get out of here and spare everyone my virus.
Faci: cannot la. hahahah
Me: LOL. Okay luh, I'll just sit here, rot, maybe die in the process and infect the whole class with whatever virus I have. :)
Faci: HUH? AIYO! Cannot like that la!
Saffwan: SIA LA! THAT'S THE SPIRIT MAN!

Saffwan's reply damn funny luh. And yes, I stayed till presentation. I'll get a D. I can so predict it. :( Left school straight after my presentation. Mummy picked me up. I told her i'd like to see the doctor so we did. And yes, I had fever, cough, runny nose and sore throat. All the symptoms of H1N1. (YG would be happy to see this) And when they saw I was from RP. The nurses' body language was like panicky which made me super paranoid. Moreover, I felt really nauseous and the heat made me dizzy. And it didn't help that my "BFF" was giving me the worse cramps ever!

The doc said that I had mild flu and I should rest more and that I fell ill was most probably due to stress and fatigue. :( This is what a fast-paced life does to one. And he gave me 2days MC which INCLUDED today. -.- Might as well dont give for today seh. Sent Kitty to the vet for a routine check-up and came home. Took medicine and now it's really making me damn drowsy.

SO yeah, I wont be going to school tomorrow. As much as I'm glad to finally have a peaceful day without any bullshit problem statements (especially since tmr is Science), I'm kinda unhappy that there'll be a fugly "X" in my attendance.

ANyways, I'll do a proper update tomorrow if I'm feeling better. I need to rest now. I'm having really bad dizzy spells. :(

GET WELL SOON YANYAN!

P/S: Sorry if I was in a foul mood today & for the rude replies. And thanks for the concern :)

P/S/S: Sorry YG to disappoint you. I DONT HAVE H1N1. SO I can't infect you. LOL.

YanYan updated at 8:42 PM

Saturday, July 18, 2009

mood: laxy
location: room
now playin':Lies - Big BaNG

Okay, I realised I missed out quite a few things in my last post. Such as ya know...my UT1 results and on whether I got a bad grade for last week's Com lesson. LOL. So I'll just do a brief update before Happry Potter & The prisoner of Azkaban begins. :)

So here goes....my UT1 grades are....

Communication: C
Enterprise:B
Maths: C
Cognitive: B+
Science: D+

HAHA! Hilarious much! My grades are so Vulgar right? CBCB,D. LOL. So there weren't any As which totally left me disappointed. But hey! I actually passed EVERYTHING! HAHA. And I didnt really revise anything. Unless you count revising as like reading the 6Ps DURING or like 5seconds before the text luh. *smirks* And I was a tad disappointed with my Com's grades. I expected a high C or a B. But, oh well, it's alright. :)

So yes, I'm not happy with my results BUT I'm pretty much contented. Now my mum can't say I failed any subject. MUAHAHA! And I hope this happiness & grades sustains and remains as it is, if not better for UT2 and the upcoming UT3! Wish me tons of luck okay? :)

And about last Monday's communication lesson.....I GOT AN "A"! HAHAHAHAHAHHA! Funny or wot?! Honestly, I would have been glad to even manage a B for that lesson! Surprise surprise! :) And to think my RJ was super slipshod, lame and not to mention, FAKE. And my faci's comment left me laughing hysterically. I don't know why but I found his comment funny, somehow..

Hi Diyana,
It was good to see you take baby steps to do more in the 3rd meeting. More analysis can still be done on your part. Do give your classmates your full attention while they present as you were sneaking laptop time while others were presenting. I hope you take this advice seriously.

HAHA! Firstly, I only used my laptop once during other's presentation.
Secondly, what was it that I did more for the 3rd meeting? I dont get it.
Lastly, Take the advice SERIOUSLY? You kidding me?! HAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH. My laptop was closed most of the time luh. I admit, I did use it...once. After the first group's presentation. Haha. Okay, funny. Seriously.

Okay, Time check: 721pm. Shall wrap things up here. TOODLES! =)

YanYan updated at 7:10 PM

Friday, July 17, 2009

mood: cheerful
location: room
now playin':Gives You Hell - All American Rejects

This is my 970th post. :)

Hello everyone! As promised, I'll do a proper update with something "special" in store. I'll start off with my usual weekly update alright? :)

Monday

Rushed to school thinking I was gonna be late. I dont understand why I always panic when Im always one of the few who reaches class damn early. Anyways, I bumped into JR in the lift on the way to class which was a surprise since I always turn up for school MUCH earlier than him. So anyways, my day started off prettaye awesome. FiFi said, "Rub SOCK into the wound". It was supposed to be SALT and not SOCK. HAHA. She's one funny girl. Faci was fine. He was "high" again or at least until Farrah came to class during his 6P. He became super bitchy. -.- He was quite bitchy to me. He told me I talked too much. -.- Like, WHO DOESNT KNOW THAT? DANG. ANyways, he showed us his family photos during break. His son is DAMN ADORABLE & his wife is DAMN HOT!

RIGHT OR NOT SAFFWAN???

Saffwan was like DROOLING at the pics. ahhaha! And my class was damn funny! the guys were like Horny. HAHAH. No, I'm serious! There was a Team Threesome! (We like to give our teams a name.) And Wen Hao & Kak Tan actually DREW a threesome! HAHAHHA! IT WAS DISGUSTINGLY FUNNY! hahahahah!! Presentation was fine luh. So I expected a B for that lesson. I mean he likes to be like...bitchy to me. Had Enterprise UT2 after that I think. Idk luh. Then headed home.

Tuesday

Felt lethargic, nearly overslept and rushed (like usual). Was tempted to take a cab but didnt wanna waste the money. Wanted to leave school halfway but there was Maths UT2 after school so I HAD to endure. Decided I needed a diet. And that was my FB status. And I had quite a response! HAHAHA

And Thankfully, it kept me awake! Haha! And to further keep me awake, I played the basket blast and i TOTALLY SUCKED AT IT! Look at the score! 12 out of 100. WTF? HAHAH. And I took a quiz and...

HAHAHAH! CLEMENT! IM HOT TOO & I BELIEVE I'M HOTTER THAN YOU! TAKE THAT! :D Another quiz I took was a quiz on how dumb am I..

Damn you Redzuan. HAHA. It doesn't suit me k! I'm a smart girl! :) If you read this, I'm gonna smack you if I ever see you! HAHA. Did a quiz on Harry Potter and I did really well!! :D:D

Maths UT was alright. I finished it DAMN fast!! Even my Faci was speechless. HAHA. I do hope I'll do well! Met Zas then went to meet Ed who was a jackass who PROCLAIMED TO EVERYONE I was in LOVE with him. Fucking moron. Haha.

Wednesday

Science was an ABSOLUTE KILLER! Wore a yellow top. My classmates called me banana. HAHA. I wear Yellow they comment, wear pink they comment, wear purple also comment! (I'll talk about it later in the post.) HAHA. And what was more hilarious was that they couldnt tell the different between the yellow tops i wore. Last week I wore the yellow top C gave me for Xmas and this week, I wore the top I bought with the wordings, "Tell your eyes to stop staring at my boobs!"

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH!

FUNNY RIGHT? Anyway, Wen Hao couldnt tell the difference. -.- And I was so tired that I nearly slept in class. :( And to keep myself awake, I took this quiz on Chinese Characters and holy cow!

I PASSED! I PASSED A TEST THAT TESTED ME ON CHINESE WORDINGS! HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAH!!!

IN YOUR FACE TO ALL THOSE THAT SAID I WAS HOPELESS IN CHINESE! MUAHAHAH!

SO I attempted to study and revise for Com's UT on Thursday but failed to do so. HAHA. And yeah, That jiao faci gave me another C for last week's lesson. So I decided to be nice to her this week. And if I were still to get a C, I'll complain to the module chair. MUAHAHAHA.

Thursday

I woke up and told myself, "Be a good girl today & co-operate. Keep your temper in check. Remember, your A is at stake." And so I did just that. I participated from the first meeting right up till the end. I didnt pass rude comments. THere were occasional answering back here and there but other than that, I was really nice. Oh and have I mentioned that when I reached the MRT station, I realised something SUPER shocking!

I FORGOT MY LAPTOP!

So I ran home to get it. Like so dumb right? the most important thing sia! Tsk, how forgetful! And the day was SUPERBLY awesome since it was like a day where her FB was SUPER happening! HAHAH.

And both of the statuses had Me, Richard (aka Dick) & Wen Jie(WJ) involved in our "chat" HAHAHAH. HILARIOUS! And it was really fun. Damn gay in fact! And my "Rule" that was in mention in both statuses were the rule that only I can call myself Mario but NO ONE else can do so. :) Why Mario? It's a long story. Haha. Old and long story. Inside joke luh. Apparently, they both broke the rule. TSK TSK TSK!

Presentation was fine. Went back with Fariza. Bumped into the Jiao faci. I actually engaged myself in a conversation with her that was surprising. Now I BETTER get my A! -.-

Today

I couldn't really be bothered to rush to school. HAHA. I was really lazy. Took my own sweet time. And guess who I bumped at the traffic light on the way to school? JURONG EAST! HAHAHA! I was Suprised to see Jr luh. It's either I was late or he was early. Haha. Anyways, Changed group. Only Jessie & I turned up in our group so we ended up getting thrown into other groups. Haha. I was in Wen Hao's. It was hilarious. Wen Hao was bitchy today, DAMN BITCHY.

I wore a purple dress today. And you know what that Wen Hao called me? A BRINJOL! LIKE WTF? HAHAH. NAHHHHBEEEEHHH~! Such a moron! hahaha. Then the whole class joined in. I wear yellow they say banana, pink is bandung and purple is brinjol. wahlao! *rolls eyes* So anyways, presentation today went really well. :)

JACOB, IF YOURE READING THIS, I'M EXPECTING AN "A" OKAY? :D:D

(Although I do hope you dont read my blog, then again, I dont really bother. LOL.)

So Zasy came to find for me. Hung out with her, JR, Ray Ray & William at the table outside our classes for a bit. Then went off to CCK with Zasy. Went to walk around, gossiped, bitched and ended up at LJS. TSK! SO MUCH FOR MY DIET PLAN! -.- Waited for Richard (akaDick). Both he & Zas got along fine...gossiped and joked around. FInally 610 we went to the cinema. Zas went off.

The movie was exciting. I personally felt some parts were a tad draggy but other than that, it was AWESOME! I can't wait for the continuation to come out next year! :D If I were to be given a treat to watch it again, I wouldn't mind. *hint hint* =P I still think it's a MUST-watch! Felt like crying when Dumbledore was drinking the potion and was suffering and also when he was killed. GOD! If I was HArry, I'd fall into a depression. One by one the people close to him are dying & being brutally and cruelly murdered! Geez! Anyway, the movie really captured me. There was humour, sadness and all incorporated into that 2hrs plus. I'd give it 8/10. Go watch it, especially if you're a huge Harry Potter fan like ME! :D:D

While going down from the cinema, I bumped into Kak Tan! HAHAHAHAHAHAH! What a small world! Trained home with Dick. Had a good catching-up with him. :) Sent me home. Gossiped like mad! HAHA.

DICK! We should do this gossiping and catching up thing more often lah! And WJ! You totally missed out the fun man! Next time ah! :) Thanks Dick for the day & Zas for the company while waiting for that dick! :D

Oh yes! I forgot to mention that I did a quiz...guess who turned out to be my BF? GU JUN PYO! ahhh! *faints* And thanks to what Fariza said, Dick was curious to know who "my own one" aka bf was. HAHAHAHAHHAHA! Hilarious much!

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SPECIAL BLOG POST!

This section of the post shall be dedicated to Mr Ang Wen Jie aka Ben. Personally, I'm not used to calling him Ben. I feel like I'm calling Benedict. LOL. SO I'll just call him WJ (as in Wen Jie) Anyways, this person was jealous that I mentioned Richard's name on my FB status and hence, made him "famous" (or so they said) and he wanted to be famous too. And hence, this post.

I've know WJ for 5years and counting. We've been in the same class from Secondary 1 up till Secondary 4. Even now, we may not be in the same class but we're in the same Polytechnic and out classroom block's just diagonally opposite! I guess you're stuck with me Ang Wen Jie! :D He is damn gay. He likes callin' me Mario/Super Mario. So here's the history of why both he & Dick likes to call me Mario: When I was in Sec1, I liked to play Super Mario. HAHAHAHA! And if the embarrassment wasn't enough, I had a really short haircut with to them, resembled Super Mario's hairstyle. And FYI, this is SO NOT TRUE! My hair was NO WHERE near the Mario theme!

So anyways, I was never really close to this faggot here. Which makes me ask....why am I blogging about him? OH YES! I'm supposed to PROMOTE HIM. HAHA. Advertise him. RIGHT OR NOT AH, ANG WENJIE??

Ang Wen Jie was given birth on the 1st of December 1992 although his FB Profile says that he was born in the year 1984. Please, don't be fooled. He likes to act older than his age. I think he's still childish though. HAHAHAHAHA! But for a friend, he's a real pal! I like talking to him because it's not only fun, funny, entertaining but also....GAY! HAHAH. I still think he's gay. Then again, I see all guys as gays, right not? Haha. Anyhoos, I grabbed some pictos of him from FB.

SEE LA! NEVER PAY ATTENTION IN CLASS! TSK!

TSK! Act like he was studying but ended up camwhoring. And yes, this was taken when he was in CSS in the design studio.

MAI EMO LEH WJ! :P

Want to step like Pool pro. Eh Andrew! BASH HIM UP AH! HAHAHAH :P

I was Laughing out loud, like literally when I saw this pic. It looked so much like Wen Hao from the side view. HAHAHAHAH! Can someone please scream....

GAYS OF THE WORLD UNITE!!! =)

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And with that, I'll wrap up this long, lengthy and personally, hilarious post. HAHA!

Time check: 1248am.

OMFG~ took me like more than 2hours...wtf? OKay. GOOD NIGHT EVERYONE! :)

YanYan updated at 10:21 PM

Tuesday, July 14, 2009

mood: lethargic
location: W46L
now playin':Haru Haru - Big Bang

I'll do a proper update soonish. I've got LOADS to fill yall in on! :) In the meantime, watch this video. Title is Haru Haru (Day by Day) by Big Bang. Yall just HAVE to watch it. It's got me hooked on it and the guy in the checkered shirt looks like JR's classmate, Glenn. And the dance steps are the bomb! They're like the second to It's You by Super Junior. :D

Okay, i better pay attention to Jessie's team doign presentation lest Faci gives me my first D for today. Apparently I screwed up my presentation just now. =X

TTFN~

YanYan updated at 2:47 PM

Monday, July 13, 2009

Channing Tatum just got married to Jenna Dewan last Saturday. :( SOB SOB. Now I'm really heartbroken :( SOB SOB!! *sounds of her heart breaking into a gazillion pieces*

Okay,on a more serious note, I had a lovely surprise when I got to school today. Just as I said I'm giving up...it happens. *dreamy look* And I came to class grinning from ear to ear like a fool. Everyone said I dressed up as if I'm going for a dinner later. LOL. And to think,this is my anyhow dress-up. =X And I had another lovely surprise! I finally got a "B" for Enterprise UT1!!! :D COOL OR WOT?!

So my grades for UT1 are - C, B, C D.

Only the Grade for Cognitive UT1 isnt out yet. :) And D is for Science. LOL. Well, at least D is still a pass, THANKFULLY! :D No grade "A" so far.. :( I sure am hoping I'll get an A for Cognitive. *prays really hard*

TTFN YALL~!

YanYan updated at 9:54 AM

Sunday, July 12, 2009

mood: fine
location: room
now playin': Waking Up In Vegas - Katy Perry

I finally get it why C is so hooked onto this song. HAHA. I just realised that I forgot to mention a few things in my previous post.

Firstly, I was so irritated with my fringe that was too long for comfort that I decided to CHOP IT OFF. And that s exactly what i did! And Im not sure who was it that asked me, "Chop it? As in you used a chopper??" HAHAHA! Okay, no. I didnt mean it THAT literally. Chop it off in the sense you just grab your hair and snip it off. And I totally REGRETTED it. I swear. Haha. It was uneven and DAMN short. As per usual, every time I attempt to cut my fringe, it turns out either bangs or close to bangs. And it was only after I cut it that I realised I over-cut. And now what wasn't supposed to be part of my fringe turned into my fringe. TSK. It was too thick luh!

Now you get what I mean? Yes! My fringe was THAT long and it was annoying. But surprisingly, after some "edits" i did, my fringe turned out well. Not that uneven. It's okay, it'd grow long soon anyway. My heart hurts everytime I think of how long my fringe was. HAHA. Only thing good now is that everyone thinks i look better with short fringe. LOL.

And I've already gotten my retainers. Quite alright. But I talk weirdly. HAHA. Reminds me of the time I wore the "plates" before my braces. TSK. I havent had Macs or KFC for like....a zillion years. And had LJS last week but I only ate the potato thingy with cheese. Deprived much. Maybe I'll go and buy myself a nice KFC/Mac meal. :D

Oh and I forgot to mention how pissed I am/was. During the first week of the June term break, there was an email regarding this Women's Shape Run and they needed helpers for the bag-packing & all and it was part of the CE activity. So I signed up immediately. And Saffwan did too. And when I checked the list of those who signed up, i was one of the first 10 to sign up. And it was supposed to be on the 10th,11th & 12th and the run would be happening on the 19th. So on the 9th, we recieved another email saying they needed more helpers to sign up. And the 10th, Saffwan & I didnt get any email of confirmation or telling us where the hell to go or report. (we both only signed up for the 11th, 12th & 19th.) So later that night, Saffwan emailed the guy who was in-charge and this was his reply that totally pissed me off.

Firstly, If we were not selected, don't you think that we should at least be informed so? Secondly, why were we not selected?
Thirdly, if you don't select us, then stop sending out emails that go on and on about how you lack helpers and that you want more people to sign up to help!
Lastly, it's because of this CE activity that we both were ACTUALLY LOOKING FORWARD to that we cleared all our plans for the weekends!

This really was pissing off. I was so tempted to reply back to this guy but chose not to. I didnt want to do/say something that was inappropriate. Saffwan said what I wanted to reply back was harsh. lol. I was already in a foul mood without this shit happening luh! How annoying! ARGH!!

So yes, my weekends were cleared out just for this. TSK! And was supposed to meet sis & her bf for dinner at Queensway yesterday but I was too tired to go all the way there but it sure was nice for her to ask me along. :) Burnt the day watching the teevo. How boring. Where's my social life gone to?? :(

And yes, I'm getting better each day. I'm taking one day at a time. I guess the out-of-sight-out-of-mind theory has come in handy this weekend. Been watching stupid shows to laugh at to get my mind off things. Afterall, I've already crossed that bitch of my friends list. So there's not much left to be done or said althought I sure can spend a couple more hours bitching about her. LOL. To be honest, I'm awfully tired of always trying to be "the bigger person". This has happened twice. I could forgive the first one who did something like this to me. But this happening a second time with a different friend and different guy involved? I feel its too much. Sorry, but I can't bring myself to forgive nor forget. Even if i can forgive, I'd not be able to forget. So long sucker.

(okay, that last line was a touch of bitchiness but it was to cheer myself up. LOL.)

Okie dokie! I'm trying my utmost best to revise for my enterprise UT tomorrow. THIS IS NOT FUN. Neither is it easy. In fact, I'm only revising the 6th problem (that is if you count going through the slides as revising) and I feel like knocking out. I'm so tired. Man! I just woke up at like 11plus and now im tired? I'll prolly knock out before 10 today at the rate im going. HAHA.

TOODLES~

YanYan updated at 1:42 PM

Friday, July 10, 2009

mood: disheartened & tired
location: room
now playin':Goodbye - Kristinia DeBarge

Sigh. I know I know, it's been exactly a week since I've updated. And it's rather unusual for me not to update regularly. Everyone's nagging already. A nice week that started off well ended up in a turmoil. It's gonna be a rather long & wordy post. Then again, you're welcome not to read it, right now, i dont exactly care anymore. I really dont.

Monday

The week began awesome when the usually-bitchy faci didnt throw a bitch-fit or whats not. Haha. He even laughed, sang and danced in class. He made us all laugh. For a second there, he seemed "high". HAHAH. We had a team reshuffle. Presentation was fine. I crapped alot, as per usual. And I just got my grades for this week's lesson and he gave me another A. :)

Tuesday

Had a reshuffle of maths group. It was rather tough. The problem statement, i mean. But managed to work through it. I ended up getting a terrible headache luh!! And I thought I screwed up my presentation. Talked too much nonsense. But surprisingly, faci gave me a B for this week's lesson! :) I'm on a roll baby! :) Walked to mrt station with Sha Sha. Bumped into Jacob halfway. Trained till Sembg with Jacob since Sha Sha went off to meet his friend. LOL. I think it's nice to have a faci that can be your friend after school hours. :)

Wednesday

Bumped into....VANESSA ANN YIN ZE aka VICTOR! :D Apparently he was late for school. HAHA! The day started off terrible when I saw that the bitchy relief faci for cognitive gave me afugly C (which by the way, if my FIRST "C" for cognitive okay!) and she called me by my FATHER'S NAME! WTF?!?! Personal attack okay. She gave me a C. LIKE HELLO! Obvious much. All those vocal ones she give C. _|_ I'm gonna kick up a big fuss when my faci returns! Sumpah! I wont sti back and look at some bitch give me horrid grades when i tried being nice last week and even called me by my dad's name!! _|_ Anyway, science was MADNESS! We learnt about cells. It was a KILLER! I honestly hated it to the max! Anyway, had my cognitive UT2 after school. It was quite okay. I think I talked cock too much. Finished damn early luh! Slept awhile. So I most probably will flunk it. =X

Rushed down to my dental clinic in Kembangan after school to get my retainers. Bumped into Daniel who was in my OG. He looks different. HAHA. So since we were going the same direction, we went tgt...chit chatted. My retainers are DAMN painful!

Thursday

It was not a good day. It was a sucky and shitty day. It was bad enough I practically dragged myself to school to begin with. And I hated the dumb faci. And when faci came in to class...i had a jokingly-rude-yet-serious conversation with her...

Me: eh faci! why did you call me by my father's name??
Faci: *looks into her bag finding something* Oh Dear! Oh dear! Did I? *sounding damn pretentious*
Me: you DID..
Faci: but i called you according to your first name the sytem showed
Me: faci, my first name is NURDIYANA. NOT HAMZAH. I saw the namelist you know...-.-"
Faci: *pretentious* oh dear..oh dear...*changes topic*

LIKE FUCK! HOW FUCKING PRETENTIOUS IS THAT?! THE WORD "PRETENTIOUS" WAS WRITTEN ALL OVER HER FACE LUH! _|_ I swear she was like BEGGING for a beating. _|_ And for presentation, my group & I decided to do some surveys. SO we did 1 within the class, one outside, one public & one faci. And we DID do the survey...cheated here and there but the surveys were true luh.

Faci: did you all REALLY do the survey? Is it real?
Me: Of course la real! obviously not fake what!

Rude, but true. LOL. The way she asked was offensive. So why be nice? So presentation was fine. I swear she wasnt even typing any comments during our presentation or even nod her heavy head to show us she's paying attention. The only thing good about her lesson is that it always ends before 330pm. HAHAHA! The one and only thing good. And then after lesson, Zasy told me to read something. And this totally pissed me off. I became so upset, furious, agitated and i started a commotion. I showed Saffwan, evelyn & Intan the thing. Apparently Intan & Saffwan knows how i feel towards this particular person. I became damn disheartened. Yeah, so then I rushed off to wait for S at the MRT station for dinner. Bumped into WC, Dana, Darren, that person and her clique and all. Okay, I'll leave that point out for the later part of this post. Met S. Went to LJS for dinner and chit chatted. Walked around and headed home. It was really nice to talk to S after a long time. I miss Ben & C :(

I was still very upset and distraught. I could barely do anything else but face th laptop and teevo. My brain refused to do anything. I had a throbbing headache. I felt like dying. I want to run in the rain..but it stopped, which totally sucks like ducks fuck. I SWEAR! And I was supposed to study for Science UT 2 the following day(which is today) but i couldnt concentrate. I ended up chatting.

I must really thank Intan, Saffwan, Andrew, Mithran, Zasy, Tabatha, Diana & RayRay for cheering me up & on, listening to my emo shit and giving me advices.

Today

I went to school in a terrible mood. And the songs my iPod played didnt help but make me feel even worse. Went to class. Everyone could see I wasn't myself. I was trying so hard not to be affected by what happened. I was so distracted. Today's lesson was super duper difficult. It was like..accounting? yeah, something like that. Sucks like ducks fuck. I swear! My classmates were trying to cheer me up. I gave the sian face throughout the day. Presentation turned out NOT THAT BAD. haha. Credits should go to wx since i think he did the most work. HAHA. Thanks ah! 1st break, thank goodness I didnt go down with the rest, or else i would have bumped into that person who betrayed me. And 2nd break, someone walked past me without even throwing me a glance. wtf? And thanks to my classmates that cared enough to cheer me up and find out whats wrong. I really was touched.

And as I didnt study for Science, I'm expecting to NOT do well. LOL. hopefully a C luh. Walked to MRT station with Fariza and then i took a bus back. In the bus, I did alot of thinking. Yes, I became upset. But at least I knew what I wanted. Went home, took bro's jacket & sent it to the laundry. Went home and went out to meet mummy. She drove to Bedok to pass someting to her friend and we went for dinner. She made me go to a hawker centre. I really dont mean to sound spoilt but like.. I dont do hawker centres. Idk why but I can't stand the smell and the sticky tables and the fact it was damn hot and all! So anyways, wanted to go Ikea cos I wanted to buy a small wardrobe since mine ran out of space. :( But it was like 9plus already so we didnt go. Headed home instead. I was telling mum about BOF anf whats the ending. HAHA. Then the radio played the song Permanent by David cook and i told my mum to listen to it and that i felt like crying when i heard it. And suddenly..

Mum: I just realised something..why are you suddenly so sensitive these days? You can listen or watch something and start crying. You were not like that before. I realised you've changed. I think it's hormones. Now you're becoming more feminine. Haha :)

Me: Huh? really uh? but the song sad what. I'm still the same. So tomboyish

Mum: no, not tomboy..active but more feminine. i think it's hormones la. :D

LOL. Hilarious. Even mum can see im more sensitive now. Okay, that's not a good sign. I'm usually more cold. And even for such a friendly person like me, people think i'm arrogant just because I dont wave and say hi to them whenever i bump into them. I would do so if I know them but sometimes I just dont know the people. And you can expect me to just wave & smile at any tom, dick and harry right? TSK.

But other than that, today was an "okay" day.

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Aside from all those, I'm gonna talk more about what's been dragging my emotions down for the past 2 days. I'll tell yall a story okay? there are 3girls & a guy in this story. (lol)

(FYI - this story doesnt need to refer to anyone unless you just think it's you. Then that aint my problem, it's yours.)

There once was 3 good friends. however, 1 drifted away due to reasons not to be mentioned. One of her "friend" out of the 2 started flirting with this person whom she likes. Irony is that her 2 friends are aware that she has somewhat of a feeling for this person. There's an unwritten rule that friends should not flirt/date a person his/her friends like/love. Apparently, that friend of hers doesnt follow that rule. In fact, that "friend" even indirectly rubbed it into her face about how close "her friend" and that person are. It was affecting but she chose to let it go. Afterall, bros before hoes right? And then came the day when things took a turmoil. She and the person drifted slightly apart and her"friend" rubbed it into her face once again. Because of this, she became hurt, angry and felt not only in a way, cheated, but also betrayed. She asked herself, "What did I do? Why is she doing this to me? To think she called herself my friend!"

Okay. You get the gist right? Sometimes, I wonder why girls dont understand how other girls feel. Shouldn't it be bros before hoes? Why? And it hurts when you know it's someone who called him/herself your friend. Are you doing this to be spiteful toward me? Are you? or are you just so bloody oblivious to how i feel? If you dont realise, I dont want this war. At first, I believed in "If you want your happiness, you gotta fight for it!" But now, I dont. I'm tired. I dont want to engage myself in this war that's not even fit to be called one. It's not even a battle. Youre telling me what type of a person you are. Are you all that? Yes, I'm imperfect, so are you. It's wearing me out. I thought it was worth it. I really did. Until I took a step back and realised the damages inccured. The hurt inflicted. And if I were to carry on trying to "fight for my happiness" I'm going to end up losing myself. I'll end up hurting myself more.

So yes, I'm giving up. It's not easy, not easy at all. To be frank, I regretted not listening to all the advices people told me about how I shouldnt get too serious and all. And yes Saffwan, I regret not listening. But then again, when it started out, I never expected any thing like this to happen. It started out as a Joke. as a tease. Never did I imagine it would turn out this serious. And yes, I feel like just crying to let all the fustration out. But I promised myself I wouldn't cry no more. So I wont. And after what I found out last night, I dont even think it's worth the tears I shed. But it's gonna be a long time before I get back on my feet. I'm tried of pretending I'm fine, I'm happy and all.

So I'm leaving this dumb bitch war. People may see me as a bimbo. But heck! for a bimbo, i must be one heckvua bimbo with brains yo! At least I do take the effort to use my brains. And I like being the only crazy bitch around without some fake-wannabe trying to push her way through. Au naturale~ Have you ever heard of it? OH WAIT! I forgot, you dont use your brains much now, do you? Well, it means "natural state". Get it? You dont? Okay, what I meant was NATURAL. Thats what I am & what you ARENT. So yes, have it your way. I dont want to waste anymore energy on this dumb thing. HAve fun being pretentious. :)

But one thing's for sure, I may have said that I'm gonna leave this war that never should have happened but I will NEVER give that person up as my friend. Before he was your friend, he was mine. Before I had feelings for him, he was my good friend. So to hell to you cos I'm still going to keep him as my friend.

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And like I've said, i might have said I'm giving up but it's gonna take awhile for me to heal. And during this time, I've seen who are those people who care. :) Thanks yall. And I know i'm strong. I'll get through this. I know I will. Time will heal all. :)

Another thing. I honestly think people shouldn't act all holy moley and as if they're THAT angelic and good by telling other people what they should or shouldn't do. Especially if you're telling me to watch how I behave. Unless you're a PERFECT person with TIP-TOP manners, dont be a hypocrite and preach to me about how I should or should not behave! It reflects badly on yourself before it reflects on me. So you're like pointing a gun to your own head and pulling the trigger.

Oh yeah, as I have mentioned, this whole thing doesnt refer to anyone unless you think it refers to you. The fact that you think it refers to you, simply proves you have a guilty conscience. So please, do a self-reflection. :)

And with that, I'll wrap up this UBER long post. Time Check: 112am.

Good morning & good night everyone!

YanYan updated at 10:50 PM

Saturday, July 04, 2009

mood: over the moon!
location: room
now playin':Her Diamonds - Rob Thomas

I AM BRACES-LESS!!!! :D

Yes! My braces have been removed! It was a surprise!! I never expected it to be removed so early. :) Okay let's go back to a dream I had last night. I had 2 dreams. Both were equally weird. 1 of it was about someone and another was about my braces. I dreamt my dentist decided to remove my braces. So when i got up, I tweeted it on my twitter page:

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And when I reached my dental clinic, I was like 3minutes late and I had to wait till like..idk..a LONG time. And I tweeted about the removal of my braces like As soon as my dentist told me! HAHAHA. SEE! I have surprisingly accurate dreams luh! Which makes me scared cos of the other dream I had. But anyways, now we all know my dreams are like...a total WOW-er! Oh & & once i got that info, I totally mass texted people. HAHAHAHHA! I was THAT happy! :D

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And as soon as I got out from the clinic, I took a photo. And I was still in a state of shock. HAHAHA. WHich totally explains my fugly expression. hahahah! And saffwan, STOP LAUGHING!

Yes, they are both fake smiles..i just wanted to show off my teeth. my mouth was quite numb. haha!! Anyways, met Diana at Sembawang MRT platform and went to AMK. And I was told to avoid eating solid food and to chew too much until I get my retainers next week. And it was GOD-DAMN DIFFICULT TO FIND PORRIDGE in SG luh!!! Diana & I walked around and couldnt find.. So i ended up eating chendol and Diana ate her noodles. My heels were killing me! So I started whining. HAHA. Hilarious much! So went back to Sembg and bought 2 Mashed potatoes from 7-11. I was starving! Feet was killing me and my stomach was irritating me so we sat under the block for me to eat. Camwhored a little as well.

(PS. Blogger's being a bitch towards my photos, AGAIn!!*

And as soon as I got home, I was so excited to put up a photo on twitter that i took a photo with my webcam. And it surprisingly turned out nice! HAHAH. I'm still over the moon!!

So anyways, I'm going to take good care of my teeth! :D I'm going to show off my teeth when I get back on MOnday. MUAHAHA! *smiles widely showing off her perfectly nice teeth* And Thanks diana for entertaining me just now. HAHA. Oh yeah! And WC says I'm not cute anymore without my braces. SIGH! THIS GUY UH!! =X Never mind....I'm not cute..but i'm superbly adorable now. Anyway, I'm like still tired & sleepy all thanks to those dreams last night. Which sucks. Okay, I'll end off right now. :)

PS. If you think you're gonna get an eye-sore/say something nasty, I suggest you stuff back your comments down your throat and STFU! Thanks. :)

YanYan updated at 8:16 PM

Friday, July 03, 2009

Went home after school to put my laptop at home and rest awhile before meeting C. Went to NP to have dinner. Had an awesome dinner over at Delifrance. *drools at the thought* Had the Cheesy Chicken & mushroom baked rice, soup of the day & drink. SUPERBLY FILLING! And oh! Chels joined C & I too! It was great catching up with them both. :) And yeah, they went for youth night soon after.

OH OH!! I was watching the news 'bout H1N1 & RP and at the end...guess who I saw on the teevo?

SEBASTIAN FOO!!

HAHAHHAHAHAHAHA! It was hilarious! I doubt he knew the camera was facing directly at him. He was like LOL-ing luh! HAHAHAH!!

YanYan updated at 10:11 PM

mood: giggle
location:
now playin':It's you - Super Junior

I know I'm a lagger. But right now, I'm super hooked on the song It's You and Sorry Sorry by Super Junior! :D 3guys in the group are super uber adorable & yes, hot as well. HAHA. And not to mention, their dance moves are AWESOMEEE! Damn awesome! :D

YanYan updated at 1:16 PM

mood: sick
location: W46L
now playin':Jacob's voice going through the WS. LOL

*cough cough*

Im still coughing. LOL. Yes. And hence, being the RESPONSIBLE ME, I got Jacob to gimme a mask. LOL. He said i looked PRETTY with a mask on. Means I'm not pretty without a mask la. -.- And he said that cos the mask covers my mouth so I sound muffled. LOL. BASKET LA! HAHAHHAHAHA. But it was funny. Now i can cough without bothering to cover my mouth. MUAHAHAH. I camwhored with Kak Tan with our masks on. HAHAH. And now, we're making fun of Saffwan's video that he uploaded on FB. It fucking hilarious, I so swear! HAHA. *cough cough*

And yesterday, something unexpected happened. Or at least the person I least expected made it happen..Oh well...I'm not ready. :) Wanna know what? Go check out my Twitter la! HAHAHAHAH. *grins*

YanYan updated at 10:53 AM

Thursday, July 02, 2009

mood: pissed
location:
now playin':Qing Ren Jie Kuai Le - Cao Ge

I HATE THIS FUCKING RELIEF FACI!

Apparently I've learnt my lesson from all these years. Hence, I wont be mentioning any names, as per usual. She totally sucks, BIG TIME. 3/4 of the people in class agree with me. I want my other faci back!! :( This faci doesn't know how to facilitate. She has no sense of humour, she thinks that silence is all that matters, she doesnt explain anything well, she was really bitchy & snappy. I swear she has something against me for telling her off in a really nice way last week in my RJ! Super obvious luh! And you know what? Just now, I just did a slight giggle and she told me to shut up. -.- LIKE WTF? I WASNT LAUGHING LA! Had i known she was going to snap at me, I would have laughed VERY VERY LOUDLY. Tsk!

Me: Intan, FiFi looks drunk. Her face so red. *smirks*
Intan: where where?
Me: *points to fifi* *giggles*
Her: Can you please STOP IT? You've been laughing all day! Can you please keep quiet?
Me: fine. *rolls eyes*
Saffwan: Sorry ah Faci!
Her: Since you like to talk, why dont you ask the team a question on the ppt?
WX: *mouths the words DONT"
Me: *mouths back HOW?"
Her: So why are you keeping quiet?
WX: Faci, you told her to keep quiet what, so she nvr ask qn..

*whole class bursts into laughter*

Me: *in the bitchy tone* NICE ONE WX!! :D *smirks*

Is she THAT deprived?! Then when Fi Fi and andrea were talking before their presentation she went like, "GIRLS! GIRLS!" -.- We aint primary school kids no more luh AUNTIE! And since then, I showed attitude. Well, I'm not a pretentious person and I tried so hard to co-operate with her. Too bad, she caught me in a bad mood with her bitchiness. SO I replied her very staright-forwardly and replied rudely.

Example 1:

Her: Do you all want me to go throught the feedback thingy?
Me: NO. BYE.

Example 2:

Her: *talked cocked about some shit*
Me: We all got our own preceptions WHAT!
Fi Fi: *mouthing the words* Woah! WHAT! hahah.

She totally picked on me la! I didnt attack her personally luh! And compared to the 2nd week of school, I wasnt that bad in terms of being a distruption! I'm DARING her to give me a C or D. I've never gotten even a C for Cognitive. If she seriously gives me a C, I swear Imma kick up a fuss. Seriously. *evil smile* Only thing good was that we finished by like 250pm? So I did my RJ till 320pm and went off with Fariza. We crapped alot. And since it was raining, we decided o take a cab.

I FUCKING HATE COMFORT CABS!

I know after reading this post, yall would think I'm being all drama mama and over-reacting and being bias and yada yada yada. But try putting yourself in my shoes, okay?

So we waited for like 40minutes for a cab? Fariza went off first and like 2minutes later, my cab came. As soon as I stepped in, I had a bad feeling. IDK why.

*cabbie speaks to me in mandarin ALL THE WAY*

Me:Uncle, sembawang Drive please
Cabbie: WAHHH! HEN YUAN LEH!
Me: NAI LI YOU?! Sembg near seh
Cabbie: Can I just drop you off at the MRT station?
Me: *pissed* Uncle, I'm already in here. If I wanted to take the train, I wouldnt have bothered to wait for a cab. Moreover it's raining! Not say Sembg THAT far lor!
Cabbie: *silence & changes topic* Your school got H1N1 then nothing happen ah? No school close?
Me: Today is the year 1's first day of school after a week long holiday.
Cabbie: Oh so you year 1 ah?
Me: Yea. Aiya uncle, fated to get H1N1, anywhere also can get. if not also wont get.
Cabbie: Ya lor. Like me, so suay....
Me: HUH?
Cabbie: err..ahh..
Me: is it because im from RP?
Cabbie: Aiya, if you get then I get then suay what
Me: Eh please la uncle. I'm cleared already lor. If I have the school wont allow me to go back what!
Cabbie: *keeps quiet*

How rude is that?! He totally hinted that I have H1N1 la! Then yall who've heard my msg tone is a cute sneezing sound right? Cosd fariza & I were texting each other & everytime he heard the sneeze, he kept looking back and asking, "you sneeze uh??" WTF?

Firstly, not all RP-ians have H1N1 la!

Secondly, THIS ISNT SARS FOR GOD'S SAKE!

Thirdly, HOW DARE YOU HINT THAT I'VE H1N1?!

Fourthly, if you're so scared of people sneezing, why dont you just die?!No one dead would sneeze (or at least i think so la).

Lastly, if you're so fucking scared of H1N1, why the fuck did you go to RP to pick passengers?!?! FUCKING JACKASS! FUCKTARD!

Such cabbies really give a TERRIBLY HORRIBLE name to cab drivers. And have I mentioned he drives like a fucking turtle? I think my Ah Gong can drive faster than him la!! *rolls eyes* And for that, I had to pay 20cents more than I did the last time I took cab. Oh and have I mentioned that he gave me a dollar short of change?? Yeah sure, 20cents aint a big deal. I totally agree. But it's the service I'm talkin' about here! He drives like a turtle, passes rude comments to his passengers and talks alot of bullcrap! But 1 dollar!? If you were to "FORGET" (I'm trying to believe that he FORGOT how to count money) a dollar of each passenger's change, and you have 20 passengers. Imagine that! Not much, but still, it's MONEY, HELLO? Recession! TSK.

I know I failed maths and I said it was easy to cheat my money..but not THAT easy okay!

I totally regret not taking down the number plate. I was so tempted to lodge a complain until i realised I didnt take the number down. -.-" I know alot of people would be, "forgive and forget it la." SOrry, but I dont put up with such bullshit esp if the person they're serving is ME! And he totally caught me in the meanest mood. I didnt bother saying Thank You, or smiling, or saying a normal bye like how I would to other cabbies. I hope someone one else passes him the bloody virus next week. I'll shout, "SERVE YOU RIGHT! SUCKER!" And for this, I am boycotting Comfort Cabs until further notice. For real this time!

Oh and and now there's 91 cases of H1N1 in RP. -.-

Anyways, here are some pics taken during break just now:

And this one, is Diana's self-portrait. Looks...SO HER! HAHAHAHHAHA! Good work diana! You can draw!! Unlike moi...lol

YanYan updated at 6:33 PM

mood: irritated
location: facilitation room
now playin': intan's voice talking to wen hao & fi fi

Update:

1) There's 84 cases of H1N1 now. -.-

2) They arent sending me home :(

3) I'm still very oblivious to the world right now. Apparently I havent gotten used to waking up so early for school...

4) The relief faci today is like...wtf! She's more irritating and boring in real life than in the virtual world(via MSN & E-learning). She has ABSOLUTELY NO sense of humour and is forever asking us to pay attention when all we hear is her droning voice going on about idk what.

5) My classmates & I are having a mass convo now and obviously, talk about her. LOLLOLLOL.

6) This is my 960th post to date. :D

7) I'm eating curry puffs :)

8) HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY MEL! :)

YanYan updated at 9:26 AM

Wednesday, July 01, 2009

mood: still lazy
location:
now playin':Kotboda Namja/Qing Fei De Yi(Korean Ver.) - Kim Yeon Woo

I just checked. There's 77 cases in RP now according to the chinese newspaper. -.-

Oh anyway, I forgot to mention this just now. Apparently there's a special edition of the F4 (the so-called F4 from Boys Over Flowers) that shows them in 5years time which is coming up. Well apparently if yall have cable teevee, it's already out. Apparently I dont. So I watched it online and MAN! It's good! HAHA. Hopefully they'll show it straight after the BOF series is over. :) And the Special Edition's OST is awesome.

Kim Bum & Lee Min Ho is so adorable & hot!! *gives the dreamy look*

Ahhh~ Korean-drama fever. =D

YanYan updated at 11:40 AM

mood: lazy
location:
now playin':Fight the bad feeling - T-Max

Short update.

Firstly, there's 74 cases of H1N1 in RP now!! Look at the numbers!It's increasing as such a frightful speed! From 3cases to now 74cases!! OMFG!

Secondly, I submitted an incomplete ws and wont be surprised if I fail. Thirdly, the weather's so good for sleeping that im in no mood to even bother about science.

Lastly, I've finally finished watching Boys Over Flowers. Yeah, FINALLY! Haha! I watched from like 930am till like 8pm! Marathon or what man?! HAHA. I totally broke my record. I cried from beginning to ending. More than I've cried in a longgggggggggggg time!! Totally broke the record. The show was so nice..so touching..so sweet...and i can go on about it. I reckon I'll watch it AGAIN soon. Haha. Oh wait, I might as well watch it on Saturday's on Channel U since they're still playing it.. :D

Now, I'm not really interested in doing Science. I'm just really tired. I really wanna go back to sleep. I mean afterall, our grades for this e-learning crap wont be taken into account in our final module grade. So why am I still stressed over it, right? And another thing, we're to report back to school tomorrow. TSK. How sad is that?? And and I have a feeling that they'll send me home tomorrow cos apparently I've got cough & mild flu. HAHAHA. I'm not being irresponsible for going to school since I know my i'm still coughing - throat infection. And I've not been taking my medicine regularly, since I have my meals irregularly. And not only do I have that feeling, I'm also hoping that they WILL send me home. Muahahah! *smirks*

Okay, I'm going to complete whatever I can and zao!!

YanYan updated at 10:46 AM

Monday, June 29, 2009

mood: tired
location: room
now playin':Love U - HowL

YAWWNNN~

I'm still very much oblivious to the world right now. So yeah, I was up till like nearly 4 doing the effin' worksheet. Slept awhile and got up at 8:15 to have my attendance taken. And I was rudely taken aback when Faci said that we had to work in groups. I was like, "WHAT? YOU MEAN I SPENT HOURS CRACKING MY BRAIN JUST TO DO THE WORKSHEET FOR NOTHING?!" I was quite annoyed. But like what Jurong east said, ORBI. I was so kiasu. HAHAH! So in the end, I just did a short discussion with Wen Hao & Ming Shen. Gave them most of my answers that we had to discuss and went back to get more shut-eye.

Planned to meet Diana at 12nn for lunch but I was too tired. I texted her and told her im too lazy to get up. HAHA! And my room was so nice, cold and dark which was like the bestest environment to sleep in. And I was alone at home. HAHA. No one to make noise/nag. So I ended up sleeping till 2:33pm. HAHA! Was hungry. I woke up to a super flat stomach. I was so amazed. HAHAH. Went to bathe and all and made myself the bestest scramble egg sandwiches. :D

So I'm just wrapping up the stupid RJ. Once I'm done, I'm free! :D I'm so sleepy and hungry. Not much of hungry but more of sleepy. But actually, the life of "schooling" at home/ home schooling is quite fun. HAHHA.we just do as fast as we can and go back to sleep. HAHA! And no need to rush to complete the presentation slides. :D Yawwnn...I better get the dumb journal done asap!!

TTFN!

PS. now there's 57 cases in RP.

YanYan updated at 4:16 PM

mood: sleepy
location:
now playin':Nothing in this world - Paris Hilton

(dont bother asking why i still have this song in my laptop. lol)

Time check - 3:40am. *yawnnnn*

Still chatting with Yuan Zhong. Mass convo ended at like 1plus? Nearly 2, leaving Ray Ray(Han Wei) & I the last ones standing. HAHA.Finally finished the effin' worksheet. I'm going to die tmr. Idk how to wake up. I've to log in LEO by 8:30. F!! Okay. I'll just get like as many people I can to wake me up. Oh wait, how am I sup to do that when 3/4 of the people I know are already dead to the world now?! -.- Shit, E-learning sucks. They should just give us the work and not make up log in at such an ungodly hour!! Geez!!

And as of yesterday at 9pm, there's been 51 CONFIRMED cases of H1N1 in RP. I dont understand why they want us back in school by next thursday. It doesn't make sense, AT ALL! Argh!

I better hit the sack now, lest i over sleep like MAD tmr. Okay okay. I'm shutting up now. OKAY OKAY. Still yakking..AHHHH!!

GOODNIGHT & GOOD MORNING EVERYONE! :)

*yawwwwwwnnnnnnnn*

YanYan updated at 3:39 AM

mood: giggly
location: room
now playin':my loud laughter

It's like 1:15am and I'm still online. HAHA. I'm laughing damn loudly right now. Cos there's ALOT going on MSN from 10pm till now. HAHA! Firstly, I was so bored so I chatted with JR. Then Zas. Then Zasy & I were talking 'bout idk what then I started teasing her. Then Jr joined in. And being the bitchy me, I added Han Wei & JR into the convo. SO we had like a mass convo. And at the same time, I was chatting with MUTHE! YEAH! HAHAHAH. He was entertaining me since I'm sick. LOL. Not seriously sick la.

Anyway, we started making fun on Han Wei & Z. Then he turn the table and disturbed JR & I. It was HILARIOUS. Then had ALOT of topics. Gossiped awhile. When we talked about guys, both JR & Hans went totally slient! HAHA. The whole convo made me laugh like mad. Laugh until my stomach hurt! HAHA. And I'm having killer cramps! HAHA. Then at a later stage, I added William. HAHAHAHAH. This guy was damn funny. All he did was "haha" throughout the whole convo! HAHAHAH!

And Muthe entertained me by aruging with me. HAHA. Then he said i have weak immune system cos of the fact i breathe too much argument. -.- Doesnt fucking make sense sia! HAHAH. Then he said "bye & goodnight" to me like a zillion times before going off. what a funny loser. HAHAHHA. But was nice to argue with him. HAHAH!

Communication Problem 8's out alrdy. I think that faci is lazy to wake up early to upload so he upload in advance. LOLLOLLOL! I have a feeling I wont be able to gt up tmr. LOL. Swee ah~! All their fault sia! :D But I dont regret. The convo really made my day. HAHA.

Time check - 1:47am. And now I'm chatting with Yuan Zhong. HAHAH. IIf only everyday was this fun. :)

YanYan updated at 1:15 AM

Sunday, June 28, 2009

mood: tired
location:
now playin':

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KAK TAN!

Thanks for listening to all my bitching about some people. May you have a ball of a time today! CHEERS! :)

I'm watching Confessions Of A Teenage Drama Queen. Lindsay Lohan is hot. Megan Fox is acting as a fucking byotch!! But still hot. HAHA. I'm super bored at home. I feel like this doesnt make much difference whether I've been quarantined or not...-.- As of today, there's 43 confirmed cases of H1N1 in RP. Holy cow~~~

Ed wants me to deliver food to him since he's been quarantined. LOLLOLLOL. too bad, im in self-quarantine. Sorry dude! :D

YanYan updated at 2:08 PM

Saturday, June 27, 2009

My superbly chio nails!

Dont focus on the screwed up face. Focus on the chio-ly pink nails.. *dreamy*

YanYan updated at 7:18 PM

As of today, H1N1 cases in RP have been confirmed to be

36 and counting, DUH! http://myrp.rp.sg/sites/occ/h1n1/index.html

(go check it out)

Fuck, now I'm damn scared. I have terrible cough (doctor told me not to scare myself cos i only have a throat infection and it'd get better) and slight flu. W4 has gotten it's first case already...and unluckily, it's the class next door. JR's! And he said to me that some of his classmates are already having fever. omfg~ I swear if I were to get even the slightest fever, I'm going straight to the doctor's!! I'm actually scared luh. Planned to go town or smth with S since she's bored. But now....idk man...ahhhh!!

Anyways, went out with S yesterday. Went to Tanjong Pagar to hand something up on my mum's behalf. Then we had cravings for Auntie Anne's. Planned to go town to get it but ended up going to Novena to eat KFC. HAHAH. Lame right? Went to cotton on to shop. And being me, that's EXACTLY what I did. S didnt want to shop at first. But as per usual, I influenced her to. LOL. Then we went to find something else to shop. And as many know, I'm DYING to get myself a trench coat although SG, being a really hot country, you hardly see many who wears a trench coat. Its more for the West. But heck! I wanted it DAMN BAD. But it was bloody pricy. And thanks to the GSS, I bought the trench coat that i've been eyeing for the past year at 30% of the original price! A total steal right?! It was so....WOW! HAHA. And I brought my half-month's al;owance out so I bought it straightaway! hahaha!

I'm so proud of myself. That must be like THE BEST BUY OF THE YEAR! I swear! HAHA. I was hoping mum wouldnt yell at me for shopping, AGAIN. And surprisingly, SHE DIDNT! HAHA. She said it was a good buy since she knows that i've been wanting it. HAHA. YAYYAYYAY! The only thing she nagged about was how short the shorts that I bought was. LOL. As per usual luh. Shall upload the photos I took with S ytd later or tmr.

So anyways, I told bro about the H1N1 cases and about the class beside mine getting it. He was like taken aback and ORDERED me to wear a mask cos ive got cough & flu. SO HEARTLESS RIGHT?? But cannot blame him. Afterall, he's a cabin crew and flying around is his way of earning. And surprisingly, only like 4people in SG that got infected are cabin crew. LOL. This sucks. Now im scared to go out to either be the "infector" or the "infected". LOL. So I shall stay home and do a self-quarantine. Fuck. This isnt fun, at all!

But then again, I wouldnt mind if they were to actually extend the e-learning thingy although i hate the e-learning system. LOL. I'd rather stay home & wake up at 750am instead of 640am. LOL.

& YG is SO MEAN! Last week we were talking about how RP should close and all. He taught me to be evil. LOL. & today, he saw my PM that mentioned about RP having 36 cases and we started talking about it. & This was what he said to me....

Yong Gui. NBR says:

*lol

*eh

*i think maybe you will kana eh

*LOL

*you see la. Ask you dont be KPO already

*dont believe

*hahaha

Diyana Tan YanYan™ | taemizuki.bs.com | says:

*lollollol!!

*WHAT KPO?!

*lol

That guy is really asking for a beating. LOL. He's scaring me more la!

SARAH! If you see YG in school when your school reopens, help me punch him k? LOL. Thank you!

PS. I reckon I'm prolly thinking too much. I only have throat infection and a slight flu. No fever. So why the f am I thinking so much? TSK. Waste brain cells only!

YanYan updated at 1:42 PM

Friday, June 26, 2009

mood: solemn
location:
now playin':

BREAKING NEWS:

Michael Jackson & Farrah Fawcett have passed on. May they both rest in peace.

Aside from that...

CLEMENT NG LI JIE FINALLY GOT HIS FIRST "A"!

Congrats to him. LOL. I'm helping him to brag about it cos that idiot tagged me in a picture that showed his A in FB and now I have over 50 emails from FB and it's all because he decided to brag about it and dragged me into the picture. ASSHOLE.

YanYan updated at 8:12 AM

Thursday, June 25, 2009

mood: barely awake
location: room
now playin': Say Yes - T-Max

Alrighty! I've finally decided to blog. (Ed's been a pain in the neck, nagging about how reluctant my posts have been.) So anyways, I'll blog day-by-day okay? :D It's gonna be a wordy post, TRUST ME.

Monday

Bro sent me to school. Reached DAMN early! Saw my Maths UT1 grade was out. I expected an E if not F. and guess what?

I got.....C!

HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH!! I PASSED! I ACTUALLY PASSED A MATHS TEST!! Had group reshuffle. Got bitch-slapped thrice by that bloody faci. Idk why but he just LOVES to find something to bitch-slap me about. ARGH. But of course I'm not the only one luh. Went to Koufu to meet with the rest of RPU members for frisbee training. But since my ankle was still swollen, I didnt train. I stoned there. HAHA. Yeah! Thank goodness Zasy came to entertain me. Most of ZDmembers came. A whole load of SPU-ians came. HAHA. Great to see them and catch up with them. Joel had a ball of a time teasing me. I miss him annoying me. LOL. The only guy that can shut me up. Ben came later too. He's so dao now. Not like last time. TSK. What a disappointment! Went off soon after debrief.

Tuesday

Maths was a killer! I'll fail this week. And the class was rather quiet. Okay, maybe not since we have the loveliest couple, WX & Fi Fi arguing like how they show how affectionate they are. LOL. As per usual lah. So only had them, priya(who joined us cos her team members all going home) and myself. How pathetic. Skipped drama cos my ankle was pain and I had to rest before the next day's frisbee training.

Wednesday

SCIENCE SUCKS! Out of 5members in my team 3(including myself) turned up. only like 15ppl attended class? Then had some dumb fire drill that cut into my lunch period.

I ABSOLUTELY CANNOT STAND ANY THING CUTTING INTO MY LUNCH TIME!

And there wasnt anything said and after 15minutes, we were released. And for the first time, I bought chicken rice from Koufu. I never did like buying anything from there. And an incident totally reminds me again why i hate buying food there. So ShaSha & I bought roasted Chicken rice and brought it up to class. Saw Clement and for the first time, he ACTUALLY WAVED AND SAID HI to me and according to Zasy, he talked to her. HAHA! It's a surprises cos he's a really DAO person and isnt friendly. LOL.

Anyways, when I ate, it was SO BONEY and STILL HAD BLOOD which clearly proved that it wasnt properly cooked! And everytime I looked at it, I felt like puking. The chicken tasted gross man! So I threw away my 1/4 eaten food. Damn wasted la! I was fugging hungry okay! So ended up eating Pocky (as per usual). Nat came into class to interview "Hafiz"(Haikel) and Han Wei came to take a photo of me that sucked. Apparently i looked damn shocked in the photo. It was forceful. And all cos of their class' communication presentation thingy. LOL.

Screwed up my presentation, most prob i'll get a fugly D. -.- Was msn-ing with Ju(n)Rong East during presentation. I was bored with my own presentation. Tell me, how screwed is that?! Was in no mood to do anything after I heard that school was gonna be closed for a week. Was TOO happy yo do anything. LOL. I was literally celebrating, virtually that is. haha

Chiong-ed RJ after school and went to meet Loony & Jeremy before going for frisbee training. 5plus JR, Han Wei, William, (both)Alexs and another guy (or another 2 guys?)...i think his name is...err...Reuel? Okay, whatever. I've got a terrible memory, as we all know. JR brought his whole clique along. Supposedly to join me frisbee-ing. Apparently it was still raining when I was playing and most of them wore white. Somehow, they said JR gave them wrong info - playing of frisbee will be...at...AGORA HALL! -.-" So they ended up giving me excuses. LOL. how gay. Even I dare to play in such a disgusting environment, which is SO NOT ME, as yall know. HAHA. So they went off to eat first and I went off to continue training.

Went to meet Zasy & Jael during break. Chit-chatted a little & went back. Had running, warm-up & then "go-to" drill and finally scrimmage. I made a fool of myself in the go-to drill. HAHA. Everyone was quite scared of my throws. Especially my forehand throw. LOL. Hilarious, I SWEAR! I cause Darryl to fall down in an attempt to catch the disc that I threw out of his reach. SORRY! And Ben was the best. He stood like 2 arms length away when I had to throw to him. LOL. So annoying. I totally suck in defending. -.- Trained/played till 7.10?

Talked to that Jurong East and found out he's the ultimate pangseh king. Okay luh, give him some credit since he did come to find for me. But still! He ended up in a LIBRARY! I was totally stumped! He & library just doesnt go together. LOL. Went home with Zasy, Jael & Tabbs.Had a good talk with her. Went home like 845pm? And was online till 1230? Was gossiping online, bitching with Zas for a while and rubbing into Bo Lang's face that he still has school. LOLLOLLOL. wadda bitch right?

And today's frisbee session has clearly shown everyone what happens when one loses touch of frisbee for like 3years? LOLLOLLOL!

Today

Woke up at 750am. Washed up and all. Got online soon after that. I can totally bitch about how useless out relief faci was today. Not only was she 9minutes late, she was also totally useless! SHe didnt help a single shit in our questionings and discussions. Went offline damn early. Didnt reply much. Left us alone to DIE there. RJ question was the STUPIDEST & MOST DIFFICULT question we've ever gotten! As a matter of fact, this first 3-learning thing was a TOTAL F-L-O-P! Totally redundant and a complete waste of everyone's time!

Saw my Science UT1 Grade. Also Expected an E. Surprisingly, I had a D+. -.- but according to the grading, D is a conditional pass which meant...I PASSED! HAHAHAH! 1 more point to a C lah. WTF!??!

Went to buy my McSpicy meal for lunch. Gossiped like mad online, bitched about the Faci. LOL. (What else could we do?) We did our own discussion, with NO HELP from that faci. TSK! Somehow I started complaining to kak tan about someone and totally forgot that nearly the whole class was in that convo. LOL. But kak tan made alot of sense in what she said lah. HAHA. CHEYYY~ Experience ke pe? LOL. Went to meet Diana for awhile. And then came home.

And I know. These few months, weeks, days, I've changed SO MUCH. Now I sound so Malay and sometimes, super cheena. No more the (nearly) prim & proper Diyana who speaks fluent english when needed to. I've changed. A drastic change. Honestly, it's scaring me. And now, out of a sudden, I would just sit quietly and be oblivious to my surroundings. What's happening to me? Everyone who knows me says I've changed ALOT. I've become more ah lian/minah(in conversing) and more vulgar. I think I'm more vulgar than Chai Huat & Bo Lang put together. Seriously! Dana says when I sound really crude, rude and rough when I speak Malay. And others say I sound like those lian's/typical cheena chinese speaking mandarin. I guess I oughtta just stick to PROPER english. I've also gotten sick of trying to dress up for school. Nowadays i just throw on any clothes I feel comfortable in, especially when I have frisbee training after school. Gosh! What the heck is wrong with me!?!?

PS. I just saw my grade for this week's Maths lesson. Guess what? I GOT A "B"! HAHAHA.I actually passed that frigging killer-lesson!! My faci was damn funny. This was her short comment:

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